#♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ok this is no longer a vent post this is now a gfluvr post

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#ok very small vent post <3 amidst all the niceties #battery acid suffering #im so afraid auwuauauauayayauaauaua im afraids . not of anytjing rn im just waiting to come down from the mania and get hit with bpd depres #—ssion #even in my mania i still have the desire to self harm and the suicidal tendencies smh i hate being a sad sad boy with mental health issues #im strong i wont do anything and even if i do have the energy to literally everyone is home and i dont have anything i can use to hurt mysel #f so im perfectly ok #gr gr gr gr gr #thank gawd im off tomorrow #hmmnnnmnnhnnmmn.. #i miss girlfriend.. my sunshine my sun my sun my sun my sun i need to hear her voice and nuzzle my lock screen (picture of her) #my sun my sun my sun my sunnn denver my sun my sun my sun #♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ok this is no longer a vent post this is now a gfluvr post #agghdhhddhddfdjhxgdhdjdbd i call her my sun / my sunshine becos i love sunny weather and her middle name is sunshine #thats so cute!!!! her middle name is sunshine 🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹 sunshine sunshine sunshine #denver sunshine denver sunshine demver sunshine #repetition #repetition in tags #denver sunshine waaa i love you denver sunshine i love you i love you #the FPism is strong today