#‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾just our hands clasped so tight [gen and dallas]

[walkeddeath]

   “ look at me. “   

send   “ look at me. “   for my muse’s reaction to yours grabbing mine by the chin and forcing mine to look at them during a tense / highly emotional moment. 

Their first instinct is to bite, but they don't. Second instinct is to yank away as hard as possible, but they don't do that either. They don't do anything but stare back at him, eyes on fire, trying to set him ablaze through sheer hatred and spite. His hand is rough, it's harsh and calloused and they hate how it feels against their skin. They hate how it makes them shiver and they hate how they don't want him to let go.

There's a deep gash on their face and it's getting blood on his hand but he doesn't seem to mind, Gen absolutely doesn't, the more of their blood they can physically get on the hands the better in their eyes. He's leading them to something worse than death, so he deserves a visual reminder every now and then. It's only fair.

They won't think about how his touch makes them forget about the pain throbbing in their head, makes them forget about nearly everything else in the world other than him. They hate how much he makes them think about him just by slight touches or quick glances, they hate it in their soul.

They hate that he's seeing them in the state they're in. hair in tangles and a too pretty dress that's stained with two patterns of blood, their's and someone else's. though mostly their's, the other's is barely noticeable on it. It's a failure documented in spilled blood and it's killing them to have it on them and they despise how they want him to take it off of them. get rid of the evidence of them once again fucking up.

What the hate the most, and they want to claw into his chest and tear out whatever is left of his heart and dig into his little bits of a soul they hate it so deeply, is that they can't stop finding ways not to hate him enough. That they don't hate how he seems to actually be concerned, worried even. It makes them sick that they like how he's looking at them, how the grip isn't cruel in it's harshness.

"what do you want me to say? I fucked up again, this isn't something you need to worry about. it'll happen again , so just get used to it i guess."

at that, thin fingers wrap around his wrist as they try to get him to let them go, to stop looking right at them, but the attempt is half hearted and fuck they really really hate looking weak when he's looking at them like this. They want to break the eye lock but they can't and they mark it up as yet another thing to hate about him.

They have a list in their room, it's filled fifty pages so far, and they have more to add later. One day, they hope they'll be able to show him, and they realise that they'll have to add how much they hate that they want to get to that day.

#fuckedprophet #IDK WHAT THEFUCK THIS IS BB BUT HERE YEW GO #blood tw // #THEY HATE HIM THEY DO I SWEAR #⊹₊ ⋆ i’ve seen the other side of living i know heaven’s a lie • [verses w. fuckedprophet] #the absolute brainworms i have over this idea i swear to god #*:･so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes ✧ answered･:* #•◦ people ❈ dallas mcmeen ◦• #‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾just our hands clasped so tight [gen and dallas] #⋆ when i first saw you the end was soon • w. fuckedprophet ⋆

[walkeddeath]

AS THE WORLD CAVES IN :: SONGS FOR GEN & DALLAS

:: tracklist :: 1. AS THE WORLD CAVES IN (WUKI REMIX) - sarah cothran 2. YOU - greta issac 3. MAKE A SHADOW - meg myers 4. STAND BY ME - florence + the machine 5. LIGHT MY LOVE - greta van fleet 6. WALKING ON A DREAM - empire of the sun 7. HOT GUM - sofia isella 8. WORK SONG - hozier

@fuckedprophet sent ♪ for a mini ship playlist

#here i refuse to limit myself to 3 songs like i just refuse #the way these two have my entire heart and i cry #they get all of the playlists ;-; #fuckedprophet #•◦ people ❈ dallas mcmeen ◦• #⊹₊ ⋆ i’ve seen the other side of living i know heaven’s a lie • [verses w. fuckedprophet] #‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾just our hands clasped so tight [gen and dallas] #*:･not enough dust to dust pray for us ✧ edits • mine･:* #*:･sweet music ✧ playlists • mine･:* #*:･put your records on ✧ music･:* #⋆ when i first saw you the end was soon • w. fuckedprophet ⋆

[walkeddeath]

Smash or pass

     𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃   "  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐌𝐘   𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.   𝐍𝐎   𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃  .

" –––– as if i would ever bring myself down to that level, like, seriously Dallas? you really think i'd ever pass on you, like, c'mon, you're smarter than that. oh yeah, smash, respectfully and disrespectfully. hell i'd do both at the same time."

#fuckedprophet #they're just like name a time and place baybeeee #*:･so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes ✧ answered･:* #‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾just our hands clasped so tight [gen and dallas] #they're the worst i know this you know this

[walkeddeath]

KITH

First Five Asks Get A Kiss [3 out of 5 (technically 7)]

They've waited sixteen years for this moment, give or take a few weeks, and they don't even care that they're both soaked from the rain or that the car is still running. They've waited long enough and no, they can't wait anymore. They don't care that it's some ungodly hour of the morning or that they really need some sleep, that can wait. The world can wait at least long enough for this.

It's still raining, the storm finally starting to die down, but they don't even notice. All they care about is the fact that they can finally, fuckin' finally, do this. Gen has to get up on her toes and pull him down to her level, it's rushed, and once he's close enough her hands find the back of his head and it's all so fast and a blur but the world practically stops as soon as her lips meet his.

They'll think about the cliches of it all later, much later, but right now all they can think is "i love you i love you i love you" in repetition, in a heartbeat, they could be saying it into the kiss for all they know. It tastes like the sun and they want to melt into him. they want to drown in him. they want this to erase all the bullshit from way back when, an entire lifetime ago now.

Sixteen years of silence, a somewhat awkward reunion later and one hero moment deserves an earth breaking kiss, Gen thinks, hopes he agrees. They pull back, not too far back, they don't want to lose any more space than they already have, so they cling to him just a bit.

"not bullshit. never was."

#fuckedprophet #HERE YEW GO ITS ?? #A KISS YEP ITS DEFIniTELY THAT #⊹₊ ⋆ i’ve seen the other side of living i know heaven’s a lie • [verses w. fuckedprophet] #‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾just our hands clasped so tight [gen and dallas]