#…anyway. having Disability and Mental Illness and Unemployment/Unenrollment over my head. SUCKS.

[void-tiger]

Unlike Marlin, I refuse to not have an inner life and hobbies even if my chronic illness and mental health dictates my life, too.

#tiger’s roar #harvest moon another wonderful life #story of seasons #here’s to hoping he’s not sopping wet cardboard in the remake as ‘matthew’ #(also like. why I always married gustafa. he’s at least Interesting to talk to even after marriage and doesn’t compare MC to the Rival!!)) #(and Keeps Up His Hobbies!! I wish the spouses LEFT THE FARM and carried on #(but at least gustafa still plays his lute (and hosts the Summer and Winter festivals)) #…anyway. having Disability and Mental Illness and Unemployment/Unenrollment over my head. SUCKS. #but I Refuse to not have MY OWN interests. even if participation has to sit on the backburner #until 1) treatment works and/or 2) I can figure out a balance of flair/rest or a medium that’s less painful #((briefly marking up my score and rapidly turning pages HURT for Hours. #(and…I don’t even get to take it home to practice/none of the folders are assigned)) #(guess I’ll just go OW every rehearsal… and prolly say Screw It. doodle on the music too. #(get kicked out for doodling or passive aggressively forcing assigned folder #(so I only gotta deal with ONE Flareup every time we get new music.)