#’someone’s waiting to love you’ feels so applicable to stobotnik

[alchemocha]

Filled with literally so many feelings about jimbotnik I could burst from the seams

Just… thinking about him, his upbringing, the reasons he is the way he is now, what’s buried beneath the crafted image…

The loneliness he’s likely felt growing up. The depression and anxiety and self loathing I’m sure he’s had since far too young that he buries so deep if it were to escape again it would probably have 3 heads now. But you can only hold so much back before that dam bursts and it all overflows in a flood

He’s so fascinating to analyze and dissect psychologically, and to overlook his whole life. I’d really like to write some pieces touching on those things more directly, I have so many thoughts I couldn’t possibly convey properly just by babbling

Give jimbotnik the love and friendships he deserves!!!

#stobotnik #ivo robotnik #agent stone #jimbotnik #dr robotnik #not to be a jimbotnik apologist on main but I think it’s just really sad that he’s only a bad guy because he’s been so thoroughly neglected #him being an asshole is a very charming part of his character of course but being hated by everyone #and viewed as a villain #feels so excessive for a dude who’s just kind of a mentally I’ll menace #ill** #let him be the local jackass but goddamn he’s still human as much as he wants to deny it #that heart in there is more human than a lot of people and he can’t even see it #and it’s the way that Stone is the only person who’s given a shit #who’s cared for him #who’s seen HIM and his everything and thinks he’s worth it #wants to devote himself to him and show him he’s valued and appreciated #that he’s wanted somewhere by someone #I think about that one line from the rescuers a lot that I used in my kidbotnik piece #’someone’s waiting to love you’ feels so applicable to stobotnik #cries into my pillow from all these thoughts #I just want jimbotnik to be loved it pains me so deeply to see someone so deprived of every human need truly #mocha rambles #clays fic really got me in my feelings uuwuwah