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#‘healing isn’t linear’ yeah fuckin tell me about it
gregmarriage
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21 days
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i have GOT to stop cursing myself for my mental health not being good, or for having literal human emotions, (as if i didn’t suffer a manic episode literally two months ago and i’m still recovering and healing from it)
#okay but literally why was february the longest month of my life and march was five seconds long?
#and now april is going fast too
#my dad has being going on about our holiday for like months and now it’s less than two weeks away
#i’m anxious about it tbh
#it’s my first big trip in like almost five years
#and like i wanna go i wanna live my life
#bc i know if i stay home i’ll regret it
#but every time i think about going i feel a little nervous
#for reasons that i don’t even really know
#residual manic depression feels and the internalised ableism that *reallly* got bad during said episode is making me feel sick with nerves
#a lot lately and i don’t know i want freedom and independence and a life and i’m trying so hard and ehhhhh
#idk i repeat the same shit a lot but it’s a big problem but it’s not something i can change but that doesn’t mean i just stop feeling bad
#about it
#‘healing isn’t linear’ yeah fuckin tell me about it
#idk if i dip in and out that’s why
#not that most people would really notice or care
#but if you’re interested yeah wow gwen’s off on a weird one again! big surprise!
#i take the piss to cope but anywaysssss
#just feel like a clown lately like ‘honk honk’ that’s me
#said i wasn’t gonna curse myself for feeling bad then immediately did
#i’m trying to unlearn that amongst many other things sighsssssssssss
#anyways whatever
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