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SHE SAID “GOOD GIRL” TO ME!?!?

we were laughing about things and how i played a certain measures of a piece and she wanted me to really bring part of it out and we talked abt a few more things. then she said, “oh you’re such a good girl. you really are… good girl” ⁉️🤭🤭💗🫶😍‼️😘🥰🤭

god i love her so much.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i just want her to hold me. i want her to hold me and tell me it’s all gonna be okay. it’ll be okay and i’ll be okay. i want her to rub my back and brush her fingers through her hair.

i just want to be held like a little kid.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i did the thing!! your tcs’s actual name+core on pinterest.

here’s what i got with Б !!

i feel like this is very fitting for her tbh.. this is what her house feels like lmao 😭😭

i may do my other tcs idk. also id love to see some of you guys do it too for ur tcs :))

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[faszaakisshobbi]

a lot of my tension goes to my wrists and Б has obviously noticed. that will change shifting +technique, etc..

this lesson (yesterday) she held my left arm and says to completely relax in her hands. she wiggles and throws my arm around to make sure i can fully relax. it was honestly hard to go deadweight but yeah. then she focuses on my wrist. she started to roll up my sleeve and oh my god i felt like i was going to have a panic attack. she didn’t see anything thankfully. [she also joked in a stern tone and said “let me see your wrist” in a odd way? maybe poking fun at the randomness of the question ?? or something else idk hell she could have been referring to sh idk 😭 . i might be fine with another tc knowing. but Б?? that’s a nightmare.]

anyway despite that little mini moment of dread, she was adorable and very sweet. at a point she just paused, looking at my wrist and still holding it and said “you’re cute. you’re really cute.” and then just went on with lesson 😭💀

then when my mom came to get me from lesson Б asked her “aw can i just kidnap her, she’s so cute” she’s so ‼️‼️i wanna stay with her foreverrrr

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[faszaakisshobbi]

last lesson Б said, "grab your beautiful tone.. I was listening just now and you just have such a beautiful tone. you really do. from the first lesson I noticed and its just so natural, its beautiful, your approach.. I had only one more student in my life like you." what if I sobbed in her arms? what then??

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i want to fall asleep next her her. like on a train or sitting on the couch or something like that. i want to lay against her and just be in her presence.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i love her i love her i love her i love her. i love being around her, i love feeling her warmth. i love learning with her and from her and about her. i love her gentleness and her voice. i love when she calls me sweetie and baby. she's so adorable with how enthusiastic she is with almost everything. and i love her eyes and how expressive they are. oh, the way she looks at me makes me feel so special. i wish i could tell what she was thinking some of the times. the look on her face is so sweet and her eyes are always so kind to me. i feel really special in her eyes, it makes me feel really good and warm. she always has a way to her that she makes me feel like everything will be okay. she's so kind, i love her so much. i truly hope she knows how amazing she is. she is one of the kindest women i know. she is an incredibly impressive and talented and knowledgeable person. she has so much care and love for people she is fond of and adores her loved ones. all of her enthusiasm is so genuine and she is such a genuine person. i have really missed her so much, i am so glad she is back. i love her, i can't wait for more lessons and spending more time with her.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i wish i could tell her how much she means to me. even if i had the chance to tell her and she would hold no judgement, i don’t know if i could ever put it into words. she has done so much for me in the very small amount of time we have known each other. i am forever thankful to her. i feel under-qualified and undeserving to be her student / mentee, yet she continues beyond what she is set to give. i love and appreciate this woman beyond any words i could conjure in any language. i want to just hug her for a good while and have her feel just a bit of my love.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

I'm still thinking about when she blew me a little kiss after she hugged me and just had the sweetest look of adoration on her face

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[faszaakisshobbi]

AHAHSGAH SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH SHE LITERALLY LOVES ME

okay so I had a lesson with her and I sent her some written audition material she really wanted and couldn't find. I also helped her with a bit of tech stuff as well . . .

ohhhh and the best part of all of this, afterward she thanked me and placed her hand on my shoulder while doing so. AND THENNN while going to pick up her instrument again she was still thanking me and she said "you're my girl, my girllll!" love her so much oh my god 🤭⁉️🤭😍💗🤗😚🥰😘🤭‼️

she called me her girl!?!?!?!! IM HER GIRL?!?! she had such a particular tone too?? what even was that heloooo?? and it was so sweet I love herrrr I love her I LOVE HER and she loves me too omg!!🤭

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[faszaakisshobbi]

her voice soothes me so much.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

I wish I could have spent new years eve with Б. I would've loved running into the front yard barefoot with her to see the fireworks in the distance and hurrying back inside because its too cold. drinking hot chocolate with her. I just want to spend time with her and hug her. I just love being in her presence.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

first lesson in two weeks with Б!!

aaaaa i’ve missed her so much!! i was worried she would act different but she was as sweet as ever. she is the sweetest and most supportive i’m so glad to be back in usual routine!

we were both super giggly yesterday and couldn’t stop laughing half of the time. sometimes when she wants to get my attention she places her hand on mine and idk she’s so warm and her hands are so sofftttt‼️🤭

per usual she gave me a big hug before i left!! she pulls me so tight and rubs my back. she is so comforting to be around and her touch is so comforting. when she pulls away she holds onto my arm for a bit before she lets go.

i can’t wait to see her again next week!

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[faszaakisshobbi]

i have this delusion that if i ever break down in front of Б she would just pull me into her arms no matter what i tell her. she would sit me down and just continue to let me lean against her, stroke my hair and whisper sweet, motherly things to me in hungarian. maybe she would wipe tears from my face and tell me she’s there for me and it’ll all be okay.

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[faszaakisshobbi]

sh sorta.

sometimes I wonder and worry what she would say if she knew I hurt myself. . .

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[faszaakisshobbi]

her presence feels like a cup of warm camomile.

i wish i could be around her all of the time.

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