#//so they may go on to hope another day

[somegrumpynerd]

More doodles of the new chapter of How Nightmare Became Dadmare by @topazshadowwolf please go read it

#UTDR #UTMV #Topazshadowwolf #HNBD #Ink Sans #Horror Sans #Killer Sans #Dust Sans #Nightmare Sans #As soon as I got off work I dropped everything to go read this and I was not disappointed #Sibling energy was off the charts in this one and I am so well fed by it #Also (spoilers) the part where they're about to train and Dust says Nightmare is looking at them almost like he's proud #Fucking losing my mind yelling shaking the bars of my cage #HE LOVES HIS SONS #Sorry I'm normal about this I swear #He is (spoilers again) LITERALLY disrupting universes to adopt another son this guy is so far into dad mode he may never get out #Anyways hope you don't mind the tag again! #I know I'm in your inbox like every other day about this I promise I will calm down at some point

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Congrats on your milestones and thank you for your hard work as always!! 🐎🐎🐎

PIO!!!!!! THIS IS AN ASSASINATION ATTEMPT!!!!! YOU ARE COMING FOR MY LIFE

#submission #other’s art #fanart #???? I GUESS I NEED A TAG FOR THAT NOW? #PIO PIO PIO!!!! THE WAY I YELLED AND TEARED UP (Joyful!) #Ohhh my GOD!!!!! That you so much this is is incredibly sweet ;-; #Look at little apple....she's PERFECT (as expected from the equine master!!!) and the little apples on the saddle...immaculate #I LOVE the way you draw fur btw #it looks so soft!!!! #and AH! THATS ME!!!!! Ohhhhhh my god......I think my brain imploded a bit #THE COWBOY BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #theres so many tiny details that are just!!!! AAAAA #Your work is *stunning* and i feel so incredibly honoured to have gotten to know you; short time as it may have been B'*) #Sorry for the rushed comic but I Had To Explain These Feelings In Graphic Form #Its gonna be wild the day you change your icon and ppl look back on this and wonder: #''why is OP of poorly-drawn-mdzs kissing minion sqq on the forehead? What's going on??'' #but its immortalized now! #I hope you know I would follow you anywhere Pio...my life is yours #queuing this cause its really late rn but coincidently its paired up with another sixballs day. Pio day is Real

[incorrect-riordanverse]

im so mad that this is a side blog account and not a main account. i started this blog when i was still relatively new to tumblr and i think i was… like. fourteen years old or something. i never thought i would continue for this long, and i never knew so many people would like the content i put out here (i have over 9k followers which is literally mind-blowing, like wow….).

because this isnt a main account, i cant respond to replies left on my posts, i cant really reply to anyone unless i reblog !! i cant even follow people with this blog, it just comes up as my main blog (which is not pjo-related… rip my failed attempts at organising my fandoms to different blogs). so my avenues of interaction with a lot of you are seriously impeded.

so i just want to say i am so thankful for all of you, i read every single person’s tags who reblog my stuff, i read all of your replies and every time im crying screaming rolling around on the ground in agony over the fact i CANT REPLY!!

i know my posts are super inconsistent these days, im glad so many are still here! i think i may change some of my content eventually (never gonna get rid of the incorrect quote stuff, i’ll just be adding some other things like pjo headcanons or analyses or something), just to spice some stuff up on here.

#also! im currently writing a fantasy book rn and have been so stressed over the fact that authors are expected to have a following before— #—reaching out to agencies with a manuscript. and i seriously stress about creating a following. #so my backup plan is literally you guys. my four year old pjo account on tumblr with its silly little quotes 😭😭 #and like. if that works. could you imagine. that you guys may actually save my future ??? like?? i love you guys for just following me bc ?? #YOU MAY SAVE ME FROM THE CAPITALIST PRESSURES OF SENSATIONALISING ONES OWN ART FOR INVESTED SUCCESS YAYYYYYY #anyways im not going to promote it now bc its still in the first draft area. not near for me to even go thru revisions yet. i may never- #-promote it on here. i dont want to annoy people with suddenly changing tracks. and i def wont transform this blog into a self promo for me- #-thats never going to happen! i would make another blog for it but for now everything’s just an idea! #i just wanted to say thank you because this has been giving me so much anxiety especially since graduating high school. the problems of— #—trying to be an author have become more pressing and immediate for me. i hope it will happen one day but who knows #you guys give me confidence though. and i literally cannot thank u guys enough (I HATEEEEE THE CAREER ANXIETY) #not riordanverse #not incorrect either #for followers #rewriting #sorry for the whole essay in the tags ☠️

[felizusnavidad]

thinking about alexander longing for something to be a part of hamilton & and nina you are gonna change the world someday rosario, but also about my past & my future & i feel like i can finally see... the light?

#no i don't have a plan #no i have no idea where i'm going #but i have... ideas? #last couple weeks have been horrible to me but i feel like i've also learned a lot about myself & who i am & who i've always been #it's crazy to think that i may actually find the answer #it's all still so unclear #i don't know where i'm going yet #but i am going #and just a few days ago i was like #i can't move the mountains i can't make the flowers bloom i can't take another night up in my room waiting on a miracle #but today i am very much like #i would move the mountains make new trees & flowers grow someone please just let me know where do i go i am waiting on a miracle #i am ready come on i'm ready #(and that someone is me) so like #full of hope #for some reason #and what's crazy about it is that i've been inspired by so many things & people #my friend who's older than me went to college this year #maybe it's not too late for me #my prison gang is always so supportive & i love them so much they have no idea #my sister who's always proud of me no matter what #all those people who believe in me even if they don't even know me (i am also talking about you daisy anon you actually gave me some ideas) #my other irl friends #and music and musicals and art and... lin #oh wow this is so chaotic #but like... everything that's around me makes me feel much stronger than i've ever been #and i know i can find the right path & change my life #i will find my thing & maybe it's even closer than i think #talking shit for the hell of it*

[green-tea-lemonade]

>:<< < you could at least sit through the first five slides befur throwing him out!

#art #digital art #procreate #homestuck #nepeta leijon #sollux captor #karkat vantas #warriorstuck #sollux she spent three days working on it please just hear her out #i love drawing out warriors au idea stuff because its so funny in my head #sollux really just does not want another person around camp and is fully willing to chuck karkat across the nearest border #which is the riverclan camp nearby the ocean so honestly he may just fully go for it #karkat later down the line constantly brings this up to which sollux tells him that nothing is really stopping him from going for it #he just doesnt because nep would probably be a little mad about it #also this is funny because sollux is blind and yet that didnt stop nep from making this anyways #she was gonna make him sit through it regardless #anyways this idea didnt leave my head for the longest time so i hope yall enjoy

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[lucyvaleheart]

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#another day another vent post #i really shouldn't keep doing this honestly. it doesn't solve anything i think #but i feel I've been too trauma-dumpy in the places i usually go and my dm restrictions mean my options are limited #so.... tumblr it goes i guess #helps that the problem tonight is feeling completely numb and apathetic. #isolating myself because i don't give a shit whether i live or die #and honestly can't really make myself feel..... like any of it matters #is it my meds doing this? who knows..... #any number of things could have caused this #i just. don't give a fuck enough to think about what #i have therapy on Thursday. I'm hopeful it'll help #well. normally I'm hopeful. I'll pretend i am now too. #start actually doing something about whatever is wrong with me. #sigh... #...i don't know if this is a cry for help or not...? i guess I'll slap in the same 'one-time free pass' to dm me on discord again #i can't really picture myself replying and i have no idea what would help. nothing feels like it would. and i may honesty to god just #fall asleep instead. #sorry to keep doing this shit #one day it'll be better #maybe. #Hopefully.

[searidings]

Hey there! Just curious if you’ve stumbled upon any new fanfics that you are loving?

hell yeah babey!!!!

if music be the food of love, play on and also you'll always find your way back home by lovepotionnumber5

also checking for updates on i want something just like this by @jazzfordshire and a history of wine by @seabiscuits-us and the bicep obsessed tennis au by ms huge rack @hrwinter like im checking the morning paper

#ok so. lovepotionnumber5. let's talk about them #if they have a tumblr i dont know it but fuck i'd like to #so they wrote a free solo au that is cinematic as all fuck and flawlessly combines two of my nichest interests #and i think i recced it already but honestly people are SLEEPING on it it's so so good yet so under-kudosed #so i was feeling my feelings today and felt like a reread and then i thought hey. i wonder if theyve written anything else #had a little look. saw another fic #read 'mob boss/jazz singer au' and promptly devoured the fuck out of it and let me just say #i was HOWLING #the funniest fucking dialogue in the world #'it's gonna be may' if you know you know and boy howdy i KNOW #go and read it like. i cannot stress this enough. wip or no wip. go and read jt #if i could eat a fic i would swallow that one whole #the characterisation i swear to god #i want to kiss lovepotionnumberfive's lillian luthor on the mouth #also kara and lena but we already knew that #i am reccing the shit out of this author don't try and stop me #lovepotionnumber5 if you're out there i'd die for you if you ever need it. jsyk #hope you're having a great day #asks #anonymous #my ficrecs

[sn0wbat]

🇳🇴 🇳🇴 🇳🇴

#low stakes 🦇 #my art #17.mai #i realized i hadn't posted bunad einarr here yet so here you go #this has been queued for norway's consitution day :-) #gratulerer med dagen folkens 🇳🇴 #han er århundrer eldre enn grunnloven... men han kan sy. og han liker den fargerike hardangerbunaden så. korfor ikke #bunader kler vampyrar egentlig ganske godt syns eg #spesielt når han allerede er... norsk?? norrøn. han er norrøn og fra vikingtidå men eg syns det teller #hans barndomshjem var i en glemt fjordlandsby et sted på vestlandet så #hah #and @ any english speakers snooping in the tags this time: sorry #hope you like this either way :-) this is einarr wearing one of norway's many folk outfits or whatever we call them. it's a bunad #he sewed it himself #because he can #i may have another 17th may thing queued later today #with MORE bunads

[justinefrischmanngf]

HAVE SHIFTS FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS AND BY GOD ARE THEY SEXY!!!!!!!!!!

#got my shifts for next week a couple days ago but now having them both is like #fuck we might be onto something here !!!!!! #guysssss this is good this is really really good #it’s not perfect but it’s very good #i may no longer be teaching one student i really like though and if that’s the case it’ll be rly sad but it might not be the case so fingers #crossed !!!!!!! but my hours r very good out of what could reasonably be asked for #like if i could get slightly more that’d be even better but what this is is fantastic i cannot lie #very very very happy about this and also very relieved #bc if they’re scheduling me in this way then they clearly think i’m doing a good job AND it means there’s less immediate worry abt me #getting another job which is amazing #like i was rly worried that as the term started my hours would take a dip bc people might be more available/they’ve got a better idea of me #so how much do they rly want me around but it hasn’t !!!!! and touch wood everything keeps going smoothly bc i’ve got More hours than ladt #term and that is exactly what i need and have been hoping for #🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿 i dont want to jinx this but my god this is good news

[hhorror-vacuii]

I don't really get Simon Z not being told that Matthew used to be a tax collector, it is bizarre to me, because it seems like something that Nathanael would just slip up, or Simon P would mutter under his breath etc., but as per s2e8 it didn't look like the rest of the disciples liked Simon Z very much to begin with + he is rather aloof, so maybe they didn't talk to him all that much... which again maybe explains why he smiled at Matthew upon hearing they're paired up together. Beause even if no one told him anything he must have observed Matthew's ways of acting, so does it mean he likes Matthew, if the tax collector thing is taken out of the equation?

#maybe he's used to being quiet and alone and doesn't mind if people are acting weird if they are also quiet and alone #by the time he came Matthew was also already friends with Phillip and Thaddeus so he didn't stick out so much #i am very excited to see how this particula pairing goes and i hope they don't go the route #of suddenly not trusting one another etc. it would be refreshing to see some ''unconventional'' pairings #simply vibing well with each other from the first day #while some other conventionally good companions brittling against each other #(i think it will happen with Phillip and Andrew at this point) #(but I also think Thomas and John may have some problems... i get they are the youngest - ? - of the group and became fast friends but it #seems like their personalities may clash a lot) #the chosen tv series #deleting this later i just want to talk about the chosen

[flintbian]

Well, one year to go

#well at least im trying for that #ive scheduled round two for alaska and hopefully i see the lights this time #and my second favorite band announced yesterday they're coming here with guess who? another of my favorite bands #(blackbriar and battle beast may 2024) #i literally said the other day id be happy if i got to see them and now they're coming! can you believe it #but im tired...my health has plummeted and i am not doing well #im not going to last #ive just got to hold out for these last bucket list items #so im trying for the auora again in september around the equinox #ugh it's so bad im hooked up to shit all day now and constantly have to monitor tachycardia for instance #im exhausted. i can barely breathe. it hurts so much. i never stop shaking and spasming now #but hey ive started playing dnd...finally found a group. so that's crossed off my list too and it's been very fun so far #i need to get the motivation to read all the books i want to read #it aint in my control though...i just have to hope i can hold out until september #ive been trying lots of new foods but there's still so much more i want to try #but yeah im tired...every day i wake up from pain and feel like im going to die...if i sleep at all #even clare has given up it's progressed too much #but im trying. im trying #and ive been gathering all our family photos and things so theyll have memories #me and my dad take a selfie every time he visits too #idk. there's not a whole lot i can say without making people sad but it's been so much lately #i struggle to scrape through the pain every day. it's been 14 years. i just want to be free #it's not like i want to die...i just want to be free of the pain and rest finally #wish me luck #p

[runefactorynonsense]

Spooktober - Day 24 - Stars

Moonlit Eve? I promise, there's more than just the moon.

[@dcviated gave me the idea that the Rune Factory world has a ring system and I am never letting that headcanon go]

#Spooktober #The OTP is showing up at least 3 times before the final prompt prepare for my bullshit #Rune Factory #RF1 #RF #Rune Factory Raguna #RF Raguna #Rune Factory Felicity #RF Felicity #Margot's RF Art #Oml I HATE myself for this perspective- it may be tiny art but. Oml #I'll have all day to work on this #I said #HEY LET'S PLAY STARDEW VALLEY #:D says my sister #And so this was SPEED. PAINTED. Because I want to play another cute farming sim #Icy looking planet rings forever. Insert some musings where the rings/stones help with the planet's magic or something #Now imma go have fun with the more modern pixels and hope I still like how this looks in the morning #but either way #I have an otp tag to fill #RagunaxFelicity #Raguna/Felicity

[bbreaddog]

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#personal #finally FINALLY got my ASD results today #officially autistic ✅ #also on Friday my psych prescribed me some new meds to try and it is terrifying and frightening #I’m going to see my GP tomorrow to ask more Qs on it bc the side effects are basically just. a list of the symptoms I’ve been experiencing #for the past few months #and i don’t exactly want them to be exacerbated by these meds #crossing my fingers and hoping my depression stops nosediving without having to add one more drug to the whole cocktail #i have so many drugs in me every day already #anyway! with this new ASD diagnosis they also said my OCD may have been a misdiagnosis bc of how similar the two are #they say ‘may have been’ bc we didn’t talk enough about compulsions and intrusive thoughts during our assessment period #it’s probably something to talk to my psych about #except that i. don’t want to have this psych anymore 🤠 #but that’s another story

[artificialllovers]

Responsibilities are ruining my life!!! How am I supposed to be a beautiful online boy in these conditions?!!! I haven’t even had time to bleat pathetically about my anime man 😭

#please this week cannot end fast enough #I’m still up trying to get project in a functioning state because i may have to present tomorrow #i am DESPERATELY hoping that the other presentations go over so i can do mine another day on a zoom call 😭😭😭😭😭 #💚

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

hey tumblr--

i submitted my university honours program application

!!!!!!!!!!

#lord plz help there not be any typos 😅😅😅😅 #I am SO glad to be FINISHED with this thing though #my brain is TIRED i am mentally and emotionally EXHAUSTED #and I have yet another day of inventory bright and early tomorrow morning 🤪 #oh well. #at least this application is behind me!!! I desperately hope that I get into the program but regardless of the outcome #I am singing and rejoicing that it is all finished with!!! #I did my best. I submitted on time. now I'll wash my hands and not worry about it anymore. #also I may go eat a waffle before bed (and mayhaps I'll reward myself by going to get dinner at the new ramen place that opened recently #near the store I'll be inventorying at tomorrow 👀) #gurt says stuff #college stuff #personal #ok and now i'm getting a snack and going to bed bc I am for real so so tired