#+ being unable to function is actually a moral failing bc it's not just hurting me but everyone around me

[spocks-kaathyra]

worst part of being stressed is that it gives u so much to introspect about and no time to do that introspection

#seeing my worst traits come out and not having the time or energy to process that before having to move onto the next thing 👍👍 #can u tell finals week is kicking my ass. #I am the worst most selfish irresponsible immature person on earth + I will never be able to function in society #+ I will never be loved how I want + that's good and right bc it would be asking far too much + in fact it's immoral for me to want it #+ being unable to function is actually a moral failing bc it's not just hurting me but everyone around me #+ it's repulsive to them and it should be bc it's a morally repugnant trait #+ thinking this way is just another example of my self-centeredness and laziness and unwillingness to take responsibility for my actions #+ I resent these things abt myself but I'm not willing to put in the work to change them + that makes me the worst kind of person #omg this is soooooo grantaire core I'm so grantaire coded rn #anyways. time to go study for my math test tmrw :) #vent