#& it’s abt tsukasa. ​and I refuse to write tsukasa analysis.

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It’s so fucked bc like. Rui never really had friends before especially not any that are as important to him as the rest of wxs so he’s so incredibly unused to basic very human emotions like loving your friends that whenever he indulges these feelings & works towards keeping wxs together he’s like I’m so selfish. As if the rest of wxs doesn’t want to stay together too. Him saying he was greedy for staying w wxs in curtain call (why don’t I want to follow Facts And Logic and pursue my goals why do I feel sad abt leaving my friends) … him saying he’s selfish for getting wxs to go freelance (I believe the implication is that he feels like he’s getting in the way of emu’s dreams as if emu didn’t choose to join them & is very happy to be there) his intense fear of abandonment/being “too much” for his friends -> guilt complex over loving his friends. (Horse on a beach dot jpeg) Man…. I don’t think he comprehends how much wxs values him (& their friendship as a group). Guy who would do anything for his friends shocked to discover they would do anything for him in return.

#parallels to emu in that they both don’t realize how much their friends love them #someone said wxs WL might have emu’s grandpa show up like what happened w an in the vbs wl. i will go insane. #i don’t think that will happen (vbs sekai is a group sekai wxs sekai is tsukasa’s sekai after all. he didn’t know her grandpa) #but that would be crazy. lots of thoughts on the symbolism of chasing a Phoenix to star island but I’m not articulating that #i would need like 5 hours locked alone in a room with the transcripts of every wxs event including the ones not on en yet #& it’s abt tsukasa. ​and I refuse to write tsukasa analysis. #there’s enough of it out there already. most of it absolute dog water. he’s hard to analyze and this fanbase is shit at analysis already. #I’m confident enough in my own skills to think I could do it. it’s just too much work. #+ the nature of analysis is that every so often someone says smthn that ur like oh wow so tru I didn’t notice that #I’ll incorporate that into my world view. so 50% of what I would say I would change my mind on later. #^ ignore all of that this is a rui post. canon typical tsukasa making himself the center of attention moment. #rui: I’m the worst. vocaloids: why. rui: bc I love my friends a lot :( #i think wxs kaito needs to sit wxs down in a therapy circle.