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*quotations in the bottom of the pictures are narrated by the video editor. dialogue in italics are spoken in english, dialogue in bold are spoken in chinese. content warning: one curse word*

*did i write this because i miss haechan? yes. yes i did. get well soon haechannie 🥺*

00z lives 2018 vs. 2020

in the 2018 live when talking about spoilers, hannah and haechan both started doing the same choreography, so jeno stopped haechan while jaemin stopped hannah.

they exchanged a look then continued the choreo, so jeno shoved haechan off the chair while jaemin pulled hannah onto his lap, acting like a straight jacket

(then moments later spoiling choreo again while dancing to chewing gum until renjun shoved them both away)

in the 2020 live, hannah and haechan explained the iphone macbook bit to jeno, then haechan reached over her to pinch jeno’s ears while hannah poked his side.

jeno just pinched haechan’s arm and started tickling her side, making them both start yelling

Bonus Clip #3 | Analog Trip NCT 127: Escape From Magic Island

they all agreed to throw haechan into the water, and he runs away and hides behind hannah

and she looks at the older members, grabs a paddle and looks at them “i will splash you if you touch my twin!” but there was a splash behind her.

she turned around and saw haechan dove into the water willingly, so she gave him a look

“i can’t help you if you do stuff like that!” “it was throw or be thrown!”

he was thrown anyway while taeil lifted her in a fireman’s hold, bringing her to johnny

[BE ORIGINAL] NCT DREAM(엔시티 드림) ‘ISTJ’ (Behind)

while monitoring their cuts, haechan’s backhugging her, patting her stomach and she starts squirming before breaking from his hold

he looks at her offended, then there’s a small pause before she pulls his shirt up, making him panic to hold it back down and hide his own stomach

he moves to do the same to until he realized she was in a bralette

“try. try. just you try, lee donghyuck” “don’t test me, lee haeeun”

and he just throws her over his shoulder, and she’s yelling and mark's just following them all “guys? guys? haechan, put her down”

PADO Dance Practice Behind VS Concert Performance

during a break, there’s just a clip of them trying to (for lack of better terms) out-babygirl each other while doing the chorus, and all the other members are just watching all amused

cut to them dancing the chorus after their shared pre-chorus facing each other, eyes intense just until the second “you got me so satisfied” where they turned to face opposite directions, but beside each other instead then fist bumping as the piano chords sound at the end of the chorus

2sun during concerts compilation

cue a compilation of them hoeing it out together during baby don’t like it stages

them stacking accessories on each other during candy stages

their slow motion to normal speed high five during faster stages

their play arguments before mfal stages

2016 Chewing Gum Making Film

taeyong speaking to the camera: “it’s so interesting. our 127 maknae is over there acting like an oppa to our haeeun. it’s so interesting to see, i don’t think he’s like this even with his actual siblings.”

the camera pans to hannah and haechan, but the two are just seen eating, so the camera pans back to taeyong

taeyong: “you didn’t catch it? such a shame, it was really cute.”

2017 Doyoung Hosting the NCT Dream MFAL Comeback Show

“hey, lee haechan, why are you being like this? where’s the maturity you said you’d have because you’re a hyung in dream?” “hyung, are you haeeunie?” “no?” “exactly.”

*doyoung looks at the crowd with an accusatory look while the dreamies laugh*

“no, but it really is weird seeing haechan being an oppa to hannah. he’s like a different person.”

2018 Taeyong Vlive

“haeeunie is my daughter, everyone. now that she’s in 127, i’ll be taking care of her more. but i don’t think i can ever beat haechannie. haechannie is our maknae, but he’s like a real oppa with our haeeunie. he avoids doing it on camera, but he always takes care of her very well. it’s sweet, if you think about it.”

2019 Chenle and Jisung live

jisung: “hannah noona and haechan hyung? they’re with the 127 hyungs right now, working very hard.”

chenle: “right. i feel so thankful to them for working hard for both 127 and dream. i feel sorry whenever i see them go from one schedule to another, it’s like they aren’t resting.”

jisung: “but they’re taking care of themselves for sure! haechan hyung especially makes sure hannah noona always eats and sleeps well”

chenle (imitating haechan): “haeeun-ah, time for lunch” “haeeun-ah, let’s go to bed, you need energy, okay?” “is our haeeunie okay? is she hurt? is she tired?”

jisung: “woah, you sound exactly like him!”

2020 Kun live

“kun baba?” *chuckles* “i am. i’m huanuo’s kun baba… partly. don’t get me wrong, i love hannah and the fact that we’re working together again after two years, but i don’t see her all the time, you know? i can’t be her baba all the time because she’s always off on schedules.” *sighs* “i’m just glad she has haechan. You may not believe it from haechan’s very bright and energetic energy, but he becomes very mellow and caring when he’s with her. it’s like watching him turn into a dad.”

2021 Yangyang live

“do you ever get jealous of haechan and hannah? no, i don’t. maybe once, but that was for, like, two seconds. yeah haechan is actually very big brother to her, you know? you guys have never, like, hung out with just those two without staff or cameras, there’s a switch. i mean, hannah is still her, but just a little more kid-like. just a little. haechan becomes like an extra protective big brother. they really are like actual siblings. them and mark hyung, too!”

2022 Sungchan live

*sounds of the door opening, sungchan looks, bows his head, then looks back to the live*

“i thought it was hannah noona. she likes checking on me every now and then, but i forgot she’s still on tour. that was a staff just now. hannah noona… she’s like my second mom. she really takes care of me well, which is why it’s a little strange for me to see her with haechan hyung. He’s like hannah noona’s personal hannah noona. do you get it? did i say that right? it’s a little bit like if me, chenle, and and jisung have hannah noona, noona has haechan hyung.”

2023 Yuta on Weverse

hannah is ignoring me right now

not by choice

haechan has my kitsune wrapped in a blanket because she has a cold right now

i want to take care of her but haechan said it’s his job and she’s his responsibility

when did he get so grown up, our maknae?

[N’-153] We gon’ resonate 🔥 | NCT 2020💚MAMA 안무연습 비하인드🌟

around 7 minutes and 20 seconds into the video there’s a really quick moment where you can see them behind johnny dancing while the choreographer was discussing details

she was looking down, and he was just a little hunched over to be more at level with her while holding her face, looking like he was asking her something, and she shook her head, then he nodded, and that was all seen before the clip cut

Mark’s IG Story

hannah straight up just walked into a glass door because she was on her phone, then haechan cradles her forehead, lightly scolding her for not looking where she was going meanwhile mark’s just in laughs going “cute, why are the babies so cute”

[Un Cut] Take #3 | ‘Kick It’ Dance Practice

while taeyong’s talking about the famous dance moves in the choreography, you can see hannah and haechan’s reflection in the mirror where he had sat on the floor, making her sit next to him then urging her to drink water while they both marked the choreography in the mirror

2020 앙게이트 20 📝 #1 | 2020 ENQUETE 20 | NCT RESONANCE Pt.2

in the very corner of the video when jaemin is answering the eighth question, they’re walking, and hannah trips. haechan quickly catches her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and helping her walk

DREAM SKETCH : Page #2 | THE DREAM TOUR BEHIND

at the very beginning of the video when jisung is vlogging with the mirror behind him, you can see the reflection of hannah and haechan on the couch where haechan is rubbing something onto her knee

“woah, can you see that? this is rare to see on camera, everyone. haechan hyung’s natural state when he’s with hannah noona. let’s not disturb them, he’s putting muscle reliever on noona’s knee because it’s been bothering her”

Dance Practice Behind | Ep.1 | 2023 NCT CONCERT - NCT NATION: To The World

when jisung, ten, and renjun are talking, you can hear haechan and hannah in the background

“haeeun-ah, have you taken your medicine?” “yes, and i’m fine” “just making sure. i didn’t see you eat breakfast today” “i’m good, oppa, i had a sandwich a while ago, and jungwoo oppa and i are gonna have a big lunch. it’s just a cold, stop worrying” “you know i can’t do that”

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notes: hannah tries her best to send taeyong off to the navy. (dialogue written in italics are spoken in english)

setting: jeju international airport, 240415

wc: 1,175

content warning: taeyong’s enlistment

“You good, Hans?”

Mark’s voice pulled Hannah back down to earth. As soon as he sat down next to her, she leaned into his side and glanced at Donghyuck, who stood a few steps away on the phone with Taeyong. She was the last of the three of them who’d be on the phone with him since they decided to go by age.

She groaned while pulling her hat down by the visor. Next to her, Mark was shuffling in his seat until he had his arm around her, lightly patting her shoulder.

“This isn’t fair,” she ran her hand down her face. “Is it so hard to say no to even just one event so we could have all come home yesterday?”

She could feel the 99-liner squeeze her shoulder, “You know how it is, Hans. Hyung knows, too.”

“We tried so hard,” she slumps further into his side, “and we don’t even get a glimpse of him in real life before he leaves!”

The two of them could only sit in silence after that. The three 127 maknaes had taken it upon themselves to rearrange their schedule in order to reach their leader’s send off, but they were beat.

That’s how they found themselves in Jeju.

The stress of trying to make it in time was something she didn’t think she’d ever go through. Months ago when their leader first told them he was enlisting, she thought she’d be right there with the rest of 127 (and maybe all of NCT) to send their leader off.

She didn’t expect to look at their managers’ itinerary only to find they wouldn’t even be in Korea on the day of.

“Hyung wants to know why his princess is pouting.”

“I’m not pouting,” Hannah looked up to glare at Donghyuck until she realized who was on the small screen looking at her. “Oppa!”

The older 00-liner snickered while handing her the phone and placing the bluetooth headphones over her ears. In her excitement to stand up, she elbowed Mark in the ribs.

“I gotta take this,” she jogged over to the isolated corner for a semblance of privacy then looked at the smiling man on the screen. “Boss! How are you? Are the oppas treating you okay? Did you get my present? Have you met any other people you’re entering with?”

“Calm down, Haeeunie,” Taeyong chuckled, “breathe. I’m alright, missing you kids. Everyone’s treating me the same, I haven’t really met anyone yet, and what present?”

A grin made its way to her face, “I snuck something into your backpack last week when I helped you pack some stuff.”

“I’m looking forward to it,” he smiled at her.

Seeing him smile pulled at something in her chest. She squeezed her eyes shut, slipping her sunglasses on. She did not want to cry in front of Taeyong, but it felt impossible to do. She went for the second best option: not letting him see.

“Hey,” Taeyong held his phone closer to his face so she could only see one of his eyes on the screen, “I want to see your face before I go.”

That did it. A tear escaped.

“Oh,” she sighed while taking off her hat and moving her sunglasses up her head to hold her hair back, “I hate that we’re not there with you!”

He gave her a sad smile once he held his phone at a normal angle again, “Don’t worry about it. We know how hard you three worked to get here, and I love you for it. You did everything you could, and that’s what matters, alright?”

“Alright,” her voice came out as a whisper. “I’m really sorry, Oppa.”

“Nothing to be sorry about, Haeeunie,” he reassured her. “I promise. And you know I don’t take my promises lightly, especially not with you.”

She bit her lip, nodding instead of talking. Talking would just make her cry harder. But Taeyong wasn’t done talking.

“You know what?” His tone brightened, “I’m going to make you another promise right now. After basic training, when I get my phone back, you’ll be the first person I call after my mom and my sister. Sound good?”

“Sounds great,” to her luck, her voice didn’t shake, “and I’ll have Hyuck and Markie with me.”

“Good, good,” Taeyong nodded.

Hannah smiled, “And you bet I’ll drop any schedule I have then and there and drag those two with me so we can talk to you.”

“Unfortunately, I don’t expect any less.”

“Unfortunately?”

“As your leader,” he shrugged with a mischievous smirk, “but, as one of your big brothers, I say have at it, Boss Lady.”

Laughs slipped past her lips, in time with his. “You better look out, oppa, because I’m planning on doing something to anger the company for not having the balls to reschedule or say no to one event.”

He grinned at her, “Can’t wait for you to tell me all about it. Don’t give your oppas too much grief.”

She was about to retort when a muffled voice caught Taeyong’s attention. His frown told her all she needed to know.

“How much time you got there?” she asked him.

“Not a lot,” he admitted, “but I’m gonna tell you what I need you to hear right now before I leave, okay?”

“Okay.”

“First of all,” he began, “it’s not your fault, okay? We can put the blame on the weather. Second, I miss you, and I’m going to miss you, but this’ll pass and either you’ll be able to visit me or I can go on leave. Watch over the boys, you know most of our brain cells rest in you. But also don’t forget to allow them to take care of you. I love you, Haeeunie, a lot.”

“I love you, too, Oppa,” she smiled at him, wiping away the tears that were starting to fall. “You stay safe. Don’t get sick, don’t get hurt.”

“I’ll try my best,” he nodded, “now go and get the other two with you so I can say bye to all of you!”

With a nod, she walked back to the two boys with her, sitting on Donghyuck’s lap and throwing her legs over Mark’s. She handed the phone to Mark, who turned the bluetooth off.

“You kids take care of each other,” Taeyong began with a smile. “I’ll see you when I see you. It won’t be too long.”

The three 127 maknaes said their goodbyes and watched as Taeyong clicked out of the call. They sat in silence for a few seconds, staring at the black screen.

That was it.

That was them sending their leader off. That was the first time they were sending off one of their big brothers, and this was how it ended.

“This isn’t fair,” she muttered, leaning her head on Donghyuck’s shoulder.

Her twin flame sighed, “It really isn’t.”

“It’ll be okay,” Mark gave her knee a squeeze. “Hyung knows we love him and that we’d do anything to be with him right know. He’ll be okay.”

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We'll Be Okay

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Summary: They say their temporary goodbyes.

A/N: Emotional damage...🥲 take care, 우리 Bubu~😭

She observed all family and friends who gathered on this day, all those who were to say their temporary farewells to their son, brother, friend, father, uncle, boyfriend - all the males who were enlisting at this time.

She hated that she was here yet again.

First Gongmyung, and then Jungkook, and now Taeyong. It was too soon for her liking. Too soon.

She allowed him to spend time with his family first; she didn't want to intrude on their moment no matter how many times they told her she wasn't. So, while Taeyong spent his last moments with his family, Boyoung stood off to the side watching the world around her move while she stayed frozen in time. She was distantly aware of Johnny’s arm wrapped around her shoulders for comfort with an umbrella over them (originally she wanted to be an angsty teen and stand in the rain, but the members nagged her about getting sick so Johnny had to trap her in his hold and hold an umbrella over them), with Jaehyun’s hand holding hers on her other side. She could feel Yuta and Doyoung’s presence behind her, as well as the other members nearby. But she couldn't talk to them, not when she was trying not to cry and bawl like a baby as one of her many father figures enlisted for the military. She hoped to stand in the rain to hide her tears and be dramatic, but the members wouldn't allow that.

A chest blocked her view of the men who already lined up and said their farewells to their loved ones, her eyes trailing up to connect with the familiar teary doe eyes of her NCT leader. Boyoung swallowed deeply, hoping the lump in her throat would go down for her to speak.

It didn't.

“Bub…” was all Taeyong uttered before the female silently cried. And oh, how they hated when she would silently cry rather than loudly. “Aigoo, Bub…” Sniffling himself, Taeyong pulled her out of Johnny's grasp to hug her tightly instead. Boyoung clutched his hoodie desperately, trying to control her sobs by inhaling his familiar cologne. Who knows when she's going to smell it again?

“You'll be okay,” he assured her shakily, caressing her head endearingly. It took everything in him not to cry in front of everyone - his mother and Boyoung crying were making it hard for him. “You still have the other members with you, yeah? You're not alone -”

“But you will be alone,” she whimpered, pulling away from his hug to look at him through her blurry gaze. “A-And it's not like your presence isn't going to be missed - you're our leader, our pillar!”

“And you're our glue,” he cooed, wiping her tears away. “As long as you are with the members, we'll be together, yeah? You're a big girl now, Chwe Boyoung. Aigoo, how far you've grown~”

“I still need you,” she confessed, another sob escaping her. “I know I kept saying I'm a big girl and am independent, but I still need you, Oppa - I was lying I still need you, so you can't leave -” Despite the sombre mood at first, it was replaced with light-hearted laughter from Taeyong and the members who heard her. It amused them slightly how desperate she was for him to stay that she would even go back on her pride of being independent.

They didn't mind it, it softened them to see she still needed them no matter how old they got.

“Aigoo, so cute,” Taeyong giggled, patting her head. “Boyoung, I'll be done before you know it, eh? I’ll be back next year.”

“Anything can happen before next year comes,” she refuted. “You could get hurt o-or worse!”

“I'm not going to get hurt, and I'm not going to die,” he told her firmly, hands holding her shoulders so he could make eye contact with her. “I'll be strong, and take care of myself so I can return to all of you, yeah?”

“Don't lose yourself,” she whispered, hugging him again. “If it gets hard, please don't forget who you are.”

“As long as you don't forget who you are either,” he negotiated. “Don't forget that you're strong, Boyoung. Beautiful, kind, strong, brave, unstoppable, and many more.”

“You're also all those things, Oppa,” she murmured. “You're all those things, and…and…you're one of my main father figures a-and one of the most important people in my life…don't forget that, please. I know I don't express it a lot, but I do care about you and I do love you, and I'm really grateful to have you in my life and care for me and raise me. No one can ever replace you. And I swear, I will fight whoever dares say something mean about you, I don't care who it is -”

“Aigoo, aigoo!” He laughed at her words though he began to cry as he buried his face into her hair. He didn't realise how much he needed to hear those words from her until then.

She grew a lot, he thought to himself fondly.

“Oh! Before I forget…” Boyoung quickly whipped out her phone, calling someone. They picked up immediately. “Oppa, Mark Oppa and Haechanie wanted to say bye again.” She handed the phone to the leader so he could see the two members’ faces and say his last words to them - comforting them due to their inability to arrive at the place on time. This was the only time Boyoung was grateful to be on break from schedules. If only the others had the chance as well…

An announcement rang, telling them it was time for the enlisted men to gather. Taeyong said his last farewells to Mark and Haechan (who felt a bit better after being able to talk to their leader) just in time for Boyoung to hug him again. Boyoung tightened her hold on him for a few more seconds before Johnny, Yuta, and Doyoung had to gently pull her away from their leader.

“You take care of yourself, and you take care of everyone else afterwards, okay?” Taeyong instructed, cupping her face to wipe away her tears. “Take care of our fishies as well, they're in your room safe, right? We’re gonna be fine, I'll see you during the breaks.”

“Okay!” she sniffled, laying her hands on top of his on her face. “I promise I'll be a better person when we meet. I promise I'll get better!”

“I know you will, you're already being amazing~” He kissed the top of her head a few times. “I love you!”

“I-I love you too!” she rushed just as Taeyong’s mother came to have her last goodbyes with her son. She backed away into Yuta’s chest, turning around to face him and wrap her arms around him. The Japanese member held her shaking body to his body, caressing the back of her head while whispering comforting words in his mother tongue.

Time in the military can change a person, and time in the military can be dangerous for them. They're protecting Korea, anything could happen. And Boyoung was scared of losing him, hence her sobbing state.

***

“Keep an eye out for Boyoung,” Taeyong murmured to his mother and sister, hugging them and kissing them on the cheek. “I know she is strong, but still look out for her, please? And make sure she eats, her favourite dish that I cook is -”

“We know, we know,” his mother patted his chest assuringly. “We'll look after her.”

“She's gone through a lot, and I was always there for her -”

“All of you went through a lot,” his sister cut off. “But use this time to relax, get healthy, take care of yourself. Boyoung will be okay, she has the other members with her. And I'll even invite her to hang out with the nephews.” Taeyong grinned at her words.

“Take care of yourself, eat well, you hear me?” his mother warned with a shaky voice, hugging him. “Stay healthy, and we'll stay healthy including Boyoung.”

Saying his final farewells, he went to line up.

He saw his family from afar, his eyes softening at the sight. His biological family together with the members who also became his family.

Boyoung's tiny form stood in between Johnny and Doyoung, holding onto both of their hands. Yuta and Jaehyun were behind her with a hand on each of her shoulders, with Taeil and Jungwoo on either side of the two members.

Seeing their emotional gazes - seeing Boyoung's teary gaze from afar made him glance away and to the front. Seeing her from the distance made him think of trainee Boyoung, and he did not want to cry at the thought of how tiny and lost she was, and how she clung onto him and followed him around since then.

Now, he was heading to the military, and he wouldn't be there to visit and take care of her, and it scared him.

They'll be fine, he thought to himself sternly. They're together and with each other, they'll be fine. Boyoung is a big girl now, she'll be fine…but she'll always be my Bub…

He thought of the pictures he has in his grasp; not just photos of his family and 127, but he also has a photo of him and Boyoung together - the first photo they ever took together during their trainee era. The two were so young back then, both lost and unsure of everything. Despite that, however, they had each other, and Taeyong grew stronger while protecting and raising her. 

She confessed to him how important he was to her, for raising her - she has no idea how much she also saved him and encouraged him to keep on going. We'll be okay, he assured himself, Standing straighter. We're stronger now. We'll be okay.  I’ll be back next year, and we're all going to be fine.

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THE ENDING??!?

230702 - On The Way

Masterlist

Summary: Boyoung's status while on the way to the hospital

She couldn't open her eyes.

She could distinctly hear what was happening around her - a lot of yelling, arguments, panicked calls, instructions being ordered around - she could feel people touching her to check her pulse, lift her up to be placed somewhere, someone caressing her hair, and could even feel the temperature change from being cool in the air-conditioned building, to meeting the slightly warmer temperature outside.

Someone lifted her right eyelid to shine a light on her, but she didn't feel her eye move along to the light. She felt paralysed. She could hear and feel what was happening around her, but she couldn't move or even speak.

Was this what it felt like to be poisoned? Feeling numb and paralysed? She could feel herself start to slowly fade from consciousness…

"Boyoung-ah, can you hear me? Boyoung?" A hand cupped the side of her face, the other hand caressing back her hair. She felt herself slowly climb back up to consciousness - enough for her to hear around her. It was a voice that sounded familiar, that screamed comfort and safety. "Boyoung-ah?"

"Sir, you need to take a step back -" An unfamiliar voice said. The urge to retreat came inside of her, but she stayed when feeling the constant familiar hand caressing her hair and cheek.

"Is she going to be okay? She has to! Do you know what is wrong? What poison it was -?"

"Leeteuk Hyung, you need to let them do their job, please, you need to give them space." Another familiar voice - not too familiar, but it was enough for her to recognise the small assurance.

Leeteuk Sunbaenim? Yunho Sunbaenim?

"We need to contact her family and the members. I can help contact some people if needed."

"I need to call her mother first, can you call NCT 127's manager? He needs to know first what happened."

"What about the members -?"

"Call the manager first, we don't know how the members will react while they're on schedule."

Time flew…maybe…she couldn't tell.

She was suddenly in a moving vehicle - it felt like being in a bus, but this one was loud with a siren and was moving faster than the crazy buses in South Korea. Not only was there a siren going off, but a heart monitor and technical terms being thrown around - and there was also the sound of Leeteuk telling the news to her mother. She could hear her mother yelling down the line, demanding for answers.

"She's coding!"

Beep-beep-beep-beep-beep -

She began to somehow feel sleepy despite having her eyes closed already. The sounds around her started to fade more, and she started to feel numb all over. Breathing was suddenly harder to do, and her throat started to feel closed up and burned…

Is this what it feels like to die?

"Boyoung, don't you dare leave us! Boyoung! Boyoung-ah, come back to us! Boyoung! BOYOUNG!"

Everything faded, and she succumbed to the pull of bringing her to sleep. She succumbed to Death's call to his side, accepting the cold feeling around her.

Now, it was silent. She felt cold and empty, like she was in a cold abyss, all alone...

A bright light encased her, bringing her to a beautiful garden.

And then a voice spoke up. One she hadn't heard in years. One that brought immediate warmth to her, pulling her away from Death's side and somewhere that felt like home.

"Hello Boyoung-ah~"

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my heart is feeling things as I read through all these 😭

[3:27pm]

She sat quietly beside his laid out form on his bed, not initiating any conversation. All that was heard in the room was silence that would occasionally be broken by his sniffles.

"Hey," she murmured her greeting. He let out a small sound to greet her through his sniffles. "This stupid world, eh? Full of hate, corruption, war, bitter people, backstabbers..." Boyoung rubbed her hand on his back as his cries started getting louder. "I wanted to die," she admitted, "I wanted to die when I got poisoned because of all the hate and how people turned their back on me easily, hating me...and just the world in general. I...I was really tired...that's why I wanted to leave. I didn't want to exist in this world anymore..." She shifted closer to him on his bed so she was able to sit in front of him, one hand rubbing his shoulder while the other held his hand.

He squeezed her hand tightly.

"You wanna know why I'm still here? Why I decided to stay in this cruel world?" she wondered. She squeezed his hand three times. "Do you wanna know why you should stay here in this shitty world with me?"

"...why?" It was quiet, very quiet, but she was able to hear his small raspy reply, tears slowing down as he listened to her calming voice.

"I stayed for you guys," she whispered with a gentle smile in his direction despite the room being dark. "I stayed for you, all who knew me truly, who cared for me, who love me. I stayed for my mum, my grandma, my dog, but definitely the members." He started to cry again at her answer, his hold on her hand almost like a death grip. But she never complained and instead squeezed his hand as well.

"The world may be full of hate at the moment," she started, "but it's not going to be like that forever. There's going to be a time when all of these things will go away. There will be no more crying, pain, mourning, or hate...that time when those disappear will come for us soon. We just have to keep persevering and overcoming until then, okay? It might be a while, but it will come for us."

"How can you know?" he croaked. "It's tiring..."

"I just know," she said mysteriously. "But just know...you are not alone. I am here as well as the members and your family. That's all that matters, isn't it? We won't ever turn away from you. I'll always be at your side most definitely. Just like you always say to me, yeah? You've always been there for me, comforting me, encouraging me. And you also say that there are better days. That comforts me a lot...you should remind yourself as well, yeah? I'll help you. I'll always be with you, don't ever forget that."

"Thank you," he sniffled, tugging her hand to ask for a hug. Boyoung did just so, lying beside him and hugging him tightly to her, face buried in his chest. Her heart broke as she listened to him cry, tightening the hug and planting a kiss on his chest above his heart.

"People can be so mean and quick to conclusions without waiting for an explanation," she said solemnly, "but just know I'm always here to listen. I won't jump to conclusions. I know how it feels, so don't ever think I'll leave you. I'll always listen first. Just like how you listened to me."

"This isn't fair..." he whispered into her hair. "You're so young...and you're already experiencing all these things...I didn't want you to experience more pain- I should have done better protecting -"

"Don't say that," she chided, lightly headbutting his chest. "You've done amazing looking after me, but it's impossible to shield me from the world and it's hate and corruption and all that. But you've helped me a lot. Don't ever think otherwise. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. Don't worry about me, though. Just focus on yourself, please. You deserve to be loved and looked after as well. Thank you for looking after me this whole time, but I'm not little anymore, I can look after you too now."

"Aigoo, this world doesn't deserve you," he sniffled, kissing the top of her head. "You're too precious."

"The world doesn't deserve you," she added in firmly. "I'll fight anyone, I don't care -"

"It's okay, it's okay," he giggled, relaxing Boyoung instantly at the sound of his laugh. "I'm feeling better now. You don't need to threaten people."

"I mean...once you mess with my family -"

"Hush, my child, let's just cuddle until I have to go for schedules."

"...you're really feeling okay now, Oppa?"

"With you at my side," he squeezed her gently, "I'll always be okay."

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i had a thought,, enhypen female extra member BUT it’s Bite Me & she does one half of the chorus “it’s you and me in this world” AND ON STAGES SHE IS DANCING LIKE THE MV WITH WHOEVER DOES THE OTHER PART OF THE CHORUS

woah

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guys.. i saw Junny live on Sunday and woahhh my heart went beyond pitter patter you know..

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i reaaaaally want to give Zhouxia a comeback but i just don’t know how..

also hi guys, if you’re still around,, I missed you all so much & I am going to try my best to come back and start interacting again! if you’ll have meeee

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hello,

with new news about Lucas I will like to mention how he will be present in past fics/old content that is relevant only! (to ease comfort to readers who may not want to consume anything he is in, warnings will also be put at his parts so you may skip if you wish)

with light of me being in recovery due to a mental health issue I am suspending this acc until further notice. I do apologise as I was so excited to come back to posting but unfortunately due to my mental health and the recent medical treatment I have been subject to it’s unknown when I will be back…

I really do adore all the love I have received from you guys and I’m so excited to come back and write for you all so please wait for me 🥺

all the love,

S

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my heart is incredibly broken at the news of 문빈 and my love goes out to his family, friends, members and fellow aroha <3

bin was one of the brightest lights in my life as a fan and now he’s going to be the brightest star, please respect everyone’s grieving processes and i hope he is peacefully at rest.

all the love, S

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i see dream in 27 days and truly i don’t know what will happen but i will end up writing something about said concert if something funny happens xoxo

also hi, i’m sorry i haven’t been here it’s been a while ride but in about 1.5weeks i’ll be able to write again

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i saw skz in Sydney last night and now I am looking at my oc drafts and reminding myself how sidetracked i have gotten with my current three girls and i cannot make a new one until i get back on track with writing 😭

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hi guys..

firstly I just want to get on here and apologise for being gone, unfortunately I have been struggling a lot both emotionally, mentally and health wise. I feel for better use of the word, lacking. Both in my writing and personal life which has been something that has made me struggle so much.

I have been starting to write, mostly angst & it can deep dive into a spiral which doesn’t make a lot of sense and I feel myself projecting too much of myself into works and I feel like each time I write I am ruining the girls. Hence why no posts.

Thankfully I have been given an opportunity in a few months to take a step back from this very stressful and trying adult life (because wow being an adult in this world and having to learn so many things during lockdown/post covid was insane) and I will be able to take a few weeks or months to become myself again.

When I started writing I was so sure of myself and excited to push myself to new heights through my writing and with my confidence in myself being torn by friends it was very hard to keep that going, so I am very very thankful for all of the love and support that has been given to me!

And I promise to bring the girls back stronger than ever with some much anticipated stories!

Once again, thank you guys & I adore you all 🥺

Love, S

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THIS WAS THE BEST THING NOW I AM LOSING MY MINDDD

Almost There

Masterlist

Summary: Jisung and Boyoung spend a precious birthday together again.

“Wow, this is a cozy hidden cafe!” Boyoung was enthused as they entered Jisung’s chosen place, absently letting Jisung help her take off her padded coat.

“I knew you would like this place,” Jisung grinned. She raised an eyebrow at his reply.

“Today is about you, not about me.”

“I know, but honestly, I’m happy when I see you happy and excited,” he admitted shyly, the two sitting in a corner. The cafe was a hidden treasure; the place was lined up with books, cute potted plants, and a few cute dolls. It was a very homey, vintage-like cafe with the interior looking to be made out of wood - wooden tables, wooden walls, wooden bookshelves…

It was something Boyoung absolutely loved.

“I have Chenle’s card,” Boyoung raised the small card, igniting laughter of disbelief from the male next to her.

“He actually gave it to you?!” he exclaimed joyfully, grabbing the card to analyse if it was legit.

“Of course,” she scoffed, making sure their padded coats were folded neatly and placed beside her in the free seat. “It’s your birthday, and as soon as I said it was a date, he was more than happy to help provide income for it.”

“W-What?!” Jisung was going to whack his best friend later; he knew for sure Chenle was going to tease him as soon as he could after their outing.

“It’s Chenle, what do you expect?” Boyoung was unaffected at all, snatching the card from him to order their drinks. “I’ll be right back. You want hot choco as well, right?”

“Yes, please.” Unbeknownst to Jisung, Boyoung had Chenle’s card to pay for their drinks, but she would transfer the money back to his account with her own money. She doesn’t like people offering to spend money on her, and would rather spend money for the person instead. Sorry, Chenle, she thought to herself with a shrug. You do enough for me and the others.

While waiting for their drinks, they slipped into easy casual conversations about random topics - which would have never happened back when they first met and the few years after that.

My, how the two awkward, shy members grew…

Time flew in the cafe; the place was so hidden, they were the only customers present. This made them act freely without the worry of keeping appearance or a friendly distance - rather, as time went on, they found themselves drifting closer to each other to the point both were leaning their heads on their hands that rested on the table, facing each other while talking softly to each other. It’s been a while since they’ve had some alone time without the thought of the other members interrupting them, it was nice to be in each other’s presence and let their relationship flourish more.

“Wow, time flew,” Jisung reminisced of the years that went by. “Never thought I’d be alone with you, talking to you, hanging out with you.” Boyoung hid her face in her arm at the reminder of the past when she pushed everyone away from her, smiling in embarrassment. She’s so used to her current life, she finds it strange to remember how much of a stranger she was to everyone a few years ago.

“I can’t believe I changed so much,” she mused, peeking out of her arm to glance at the man who still rested his head on his hand on the table, staring at her with such fondness it made her hide her face again.

“I don’t mind,” he shrugged, staring down at the table as his free hand absently traced random patterns on the wood. “We were really young then, still finding ourselves while doing the idol life,” he looked back up at her, “I like where we are at the moment, I feel like life is perfect for us at the moment, I think the pace is good for us. For our career, our schedules, our…our relationship.”

“You like how it is so far?” Boyoung lifted her head to rest it on her hand again, unknowingly leaning closer to him.

“Mh-hm,” he hummed, his eyes moving around her face as if looking at her for the first time. It was the first time in a while he got to see her face this close. “I like it. And you know I can wait.”

“Right,” The corner of her lips tilted up ever so slightly as his reminder. “I feel like I don’t deserve you; you’re so patient with me and tolerate my mood swings and craziness.”

“Ey, don’t say that,” he chuckled lowly. Boyoung felt her face warm up at the sound of his low laughter, fighting to keep her face straight and not smile big out of giddy. “You’re worth it, really. You’re an amazing person - those things that happened to you in the past made you into a unique and amazing person, really.”

“Aigoo, why do you say such things,” she whined, hiding her face again when she realised she couldn’t keep her face straight like she used to be able to do in the past. He’s making me soft, I used to be good at hiding my emotions!

Jisung laughed at her flustered state, his free hand moving to her to make her stop hiding her flushed face. “Ey, don’t hide! It’s cute~”

“Stop it, Park Jisung -” Unknowingly, when Jisung had tried to get her to lift her head up, he accidentally had her face move closer to his so there was only an inch of a distance between the two. Both of them stopped breathing as they realised the lack of distance, their wide eyes staring at the other’s, the two unsure on how to react next. Jisung’s hand was still cupped underneath her chin from making her show her face again, his thumb now unconsciously stroking her chin with such gentleness, Boyoung almost didn’t feel it.

Both their gazes fell to the other’s lips.

Something took over Boyoung; confidence? Nerves? Excitement? Lust? A spirit? She doesn’t know, but she finds herself leaning closer to Jisung.

The male’s breath hitched as she moved closer, their foreheads now lightly touching. “Wait,” he breathed out quietly, his hot choco breath brushing over her face gently like a soft kiss. “Wait…are you…sure…?”

“Mh-hm,” she hummed, too nervous to respond verbally in fear her voice shakes. “It’s not like it’s gonna be our first kiss,” she raised an eyebrow with a sly smirk, the two remembering the first time they kissed in the past.

“Right…” he shook his head fondly, his nose brushing against hers while he was at it, their foreheads still touching. “But Boyoung…” he moved closer to her so they were only a breath away. He instinctively closed his eyes at such closeness, his other senses heightened so Boyoung’s perfume was all he could smell. It made him dizzy as it made him realise more what was going to possibly happen. “We don’t have to if you don’t want to…”

“...it’s okay,” Boyoung whispered, Jisung shivering slightly as her breath brushed his face lightly. “...I want to…” Closing her eyes like him, she crossed the line - she closed the gap between the two.

Unlike their first kiss, their lips weren’t brushing lightly over the other out of unsureness, out of shyness - rather, this kiss was firm but gentle and still passionate, the two expressing their longing and joy at doing such an intimate action. Before his birthday, the closest intimate action they ever did was kissing each other’s cheek (or for Jisung, kissing the top of her head due to their height difference) and holding each other. They never kissed each other on the lips before except that one time in the past.

While kissing, they naturally straightened up so they weren’t leaning their upper bodies on the table; Boyoung’s previous hand that supported her head on the table lifted to the side of Jisung’s face, lightly cupping it as she deepened the kiss.

It was perfect: they were in a cosy cafe, no one around to bother them - no members crashing into their rooms or joining them in the living room, no fans around to bother them, no staff keeping an eye on them, even the workers in the cafe weren’t present in the room as them, hiding in the back playing on their phones since it was a usual slow day for them with no one coming in. It was just the two and their love blossoming.

It was just Chwe Boyoung and Park Jisung: two young adults experiencing love for the first time.

Eventually, they needed to pull away as they were still humans and needed oxygen to breathe - though they still stayed close, their foreheads touching once again. “Wow,” he breathed out, puffed out slightly from the little makeout they had. “That was…”

“Nice,” she finished for him, herself breathing heavily after their kiss. They connected eyes; although their faces grew warm, their eyes have never been shinier expressing their joy and longing at what happened seconds ago. It was the first time they saw the other look so at peace and happy. “It was nice,” she commented, closing her eyes to take in the moment. Jisung followed suit, nuzzling his nose with hers briefly.

“You okay?” he hummed. “Our relationship…”

“Almost there,” she answered, opening her eyes again to look at him sincerely. Feeling her intense stare, he opened his eyes. It took everything in them to not kiss again. “I think, I’m almost there,” she admitted, stroking the side of his face absently as her hand was still placed there.

“Yeah?” Jisung beamed, hope and excitement fluttering around in his stomach at the thought of Boyoung being ready to commit to their relationship officially.

“Yeah,” she nodded shyly.

“It’s okay,” he told her happily, placing his hand on top of hers that was on his face. He squeezed her hand three times softly. “I can wait a bit more.”

“Almost there,” she reminded him again, leaning closer to him. “Almost there,”

“Almost there,” he agreed, leaning forward this time to close the gap between the two, the hand that wasn't over hers on his face moving to wrap around her waist and bring her closer to him.

“Happy birthday, Jisung,” Boyoung uttered in between their kiss, realising just now she hadn’t congratulated him yet on his birthday since they came to the cafe.

“Thanks,” he giggled, silencing her with another kiss before she could continue talking about how much of an idiot she was for forgetting to say those two words even though she said them to him as soon as midnight struck, being the first to tell him.

It was indeed a happy birthday for him.

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On behalf of myself, Zhouxia, Somin & Areum,, we are wishing you all the happiest of new years.! May your year be filled with endless happy memories & all the love you can handle! Thankyou so much for all the support you’ve given for the last year and I hope that you enjoy all the works that will come to this account for 2023!

All the love,

S & the girls.!

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Xia’s boyfie competing on the new Boys Planet.. I now have an idea to write what I’ve been planning

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