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sir are you aware youre stupid

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aren't you tired of being nice? don't you just wanna go apeshit?

#undertale

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not speaking from experience, but you should address and communicate when u feel unheard or betrayed in ur relationships instead of becoming contemptuous and using that contempt to annihilate any connection u had with them like some kind of nuclear core meltdown powered by trauma instead of uranium.

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being a dyke is one of the most beautiful things this world has to offer. has anyone heard of this

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interesting fact i have titanium in my spine

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Do you guys remember how kidnap fantasies were popular on wattpad because young girls and queer teens were both made to feel shame at the thought of their own sexualities, so the fantasy of being kidnapped totally against their will was a way for them to engage with a romantic or sexual fantasy without feeling morally in the wrong for doing so? Added bonus that the fantasy involved being whisked away from repressive environments like home or school, right?

Finding out that Bram Stoker was in a sexless marriage and that scholars believe that he very likely was closeted gay puts the entire book into perspective as to WHY it reads EXACTLY like a self insert wattpad Dracula kidnap fic:

"I TOTALLY love my wife and would never do anything that an upstanding Good Straight Working Man wouldn't do but oh nooo, big strong man with broad back and strong enough arms to carry me back to bed like a princess trapped me and claimed me as his, completely against my will 👉👈 But he protects me against the bad evil sexual women (who I assure you, I am TOTALLY sexually attracted to, as any straight man with a choice would be) but trust me, I do NOT want ANY of this. What's that? The Count is not capable of feeling love? Would be a shame if I had the special ability to change tha-"

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youre telling me a ham fisted this metaphor??

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please click this link ok? evil.virus.kill.u

okay! yay

#LMFOAHDKWHD #this reads as having 10k notes to me

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I don’t know who this guy is but I’m obsessed with him and have been scrolling through his reviews for the past half hour

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"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick

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TikTokers are such pussies when it comes to ships. “B-but they’re not canon 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😖😖” honey back in my day we shipped characters from entirely different medias uphill both ways in the snow

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again the problem with doordash and ubereats is that they exploit people's labor for not even a pittance, not the fact that they're food delivery services, and i don't trust ppl that come at it from the angle of people being "too lazy" esp when we're still experiencing a mass-disabling event that still involves many ppl not being able to leave the house or they have to avoid it as much as they can for the sake of their health and safety

"just get up and walk/drive down the street" after growing up being called lazy and told i'm not trying hard enough when in actuality i was born with multiple impairments that then went neglected, i do not trust people who say shit like this whatsoever

you can talk abt a culture of convenience or whatever without jumping to call people slothful degenerates over the concept of them having food delivered

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Howl truly is the man of all time. He’s a playboy. He’s a malewife. He fell in love with a ninety year old woman. He’s a rugby player. He smells like hyacinths. He’s not a natural blond. When dying his hair went slightly wrong, he filled his home with slime. He has a PhD. He’s a wizard. He found a way to another universe and he told absolutely nobody about it. He makes video games about the magical universe for his nephews. He can’t play the guitar. He always takes a guitar with him when he’s trying to seduce a woman. He’s a self-proclaimed coward. He got drunk to trick himself into doing something dangerous. He overcharges for his services to rich people. He undercharges for his services to poor people. A woman invaded his home and declared herself his cleaning lady and he just let her stay. He loves spiders. He lies about his surname to everyone, including royalty. The true spelling of his first name is Howell, but we don’t find out until halfway through the book because the POV character thinks it’s spelled Howl. He’s even Welsh.

#howl's moving castle

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Oh my gosh.. I'm so sorry, I hope you feel better ray.. I just noticed you hadn't posted in a couple weeks, I'm so sorry that you're going through so much and I hope with all my heart you feel better.. I'm only a stranger but if you ever need a friendly hug or someone to talk to I am here! Initiating HUGS 🫂 🫂 🫂

appreciated <3

being on tumblr just reminds me of the things that i dont want to think about. its been an incredibly painful and life-ruining several months.

i’ll be okay, though. as long as i remember that there are people who love me for who i am, and that normal people arent anything like my shithead ex, i have a reason to keep going. thanks for being one of those kind people in my life 🫂

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Hope you're okay!! :(

thanks. not sure what prompted you to inbox me, but i appreciate the gesture of kindness

i’m not okay, and i may not be for a very long time due to circumstances outside my control that seem to never end, and due to the intense mental and physical trauma of 2023. but i’m alive. and thats all i can ask for right now i think