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2015 - 112kgs /////////////////////// 2019 - 62kgs

The hardest and best thing I have ever done was decide to change.

#weight loss #before and during #before and after #horse riding #healthblr #personal #endurance horses #endurance

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It’s been more than a year since I used this blog. But while I’ve been focusing on real life I’ve also lost 40kgs / 88lbs so sorry if you don’t recognise me 🤦🏻‍♀️🥳

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i think the funniest and realist thing i’ve realized lately is how troubling idealization can be. every person is just… a person. the very people you want to impress or be apart of are just people. even if they seem wildly intimidating because of the way they look or because of their reputation, every one is just a person. human. as embarrassing, as remorseful and they are going through stages of growth just like you are. we only see what we want to see and then drown ourselves further in our own depression and we don’t have to.

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now this is the content i came for more eggs plz

I stg I will get u a photo of current egg collection.

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Sending all my love to anyone who is hurting today.

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Haha perfect for a couple ol’ friends of mine 😂

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《30072017 •  🎧 : Clouds - Before You Exit》

now I’ll have someone (more like something) who will appreciate my rambles ✨ (the journal I’m using is a black A5 J.Burrows premium contrast journal which was $8 from office works)

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Here’s Mojo ready for a 18km ride but still tryna catch those extra Z’s lol

#the best boy #Andalusian #arabian #endurance #endurance training #sweetest

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The tiniest bantam egg ever!!!

#bantams #pekin bantams #raising chickens #chooks

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Okay something that I’m super proud of is that while I’ve been having an extended break from social media (but mostly tumblr lol) is:

I have a routine where I actually take care of myself now. Like.... it might just be because I’m getting too old to not take care of myself.. but still!! It’s working for me! Skin and hair care routines, physio, Chiro, acupuncture..

I’m like a Real Person now and it’s going well😎

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Here’s me and my best girl. Two-and-a-bit, loves avocado and mushrooms and onion relish! Drinks a hot chocolate faster than I can drink my coffee! Says stuff like “it’s okay chook!” And “no school today!” And loves to sing along to almost any country artist 😅😭 Tiny girl, you’ve got my whole heart, I’ll always be here for you❤️❤️

#she’s just the sweetest #Estelle #tiny girl #she’s so grown now #she can also say “”Luna.. you’re a pain in the arse!!! but I didn’t teach her that lol I’ll

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A couple of weeks ago it was my very great honour to be part of a team raising funds and collecting supplies for drought relief. We filled a whole B-double with stock feeds, drinking water, calf formula, working dog food, grocery donations and more. It was a privilege to go out with our truck driver and deliver these goods in person to working farmers in need. I’ve met some very brave souls, lately.

#drought relief #doing it for our farmers #CWA #women are the backbones of our communities

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“Don’t worry about your body. It isn’t as small as it once was, But honestly, the world needs more of you. You look in the mirror like you’ve done something wrong, But you look perfect. Anyone who says otherwise is telling a lie to make you feel weak. And you know better. You’ve survived every single day, for as long as you’ve been alive. You could spit fire if you wanted.”

— (via theevergreensoul)

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you know that feeling when you’re out in nature at 5 or 6am and everything’s still quiet and the air still smells like night time and it’s fresh so you shiver a bit but then slowly the first rays of sun peak over the edge of the earth and everything is bathed in foggy, golden light and you just stand there watching the earth awaken.. if that’s not soothing idk what is

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Here’s me “backing” (getting on a horse for the first time.. one of the many processes in starting a horse) Pearl for the first time! She’s been here a couple months and I’ve mostly been feeding her up and pampering her to get her well enough for this and she’s honestly been the easiest horse I’ve ever started. Everyone underestimates Standardbreds.

#I love you pearl #standardbred