i like to think about getting weirder rand weirder but like. i never really realize that im ALREADY weird and repulsive to the Average person. hell. im already at like. a possible end goal here. The question isnt how much weirder can i get but rather can i get any weirder.
Also this autism acceptance and awareness month please stop using the term going Nonverbal or going nonspeaking when you are having a temporary loss of speech. Use a term like verbal shutdown or speech loss episode instead. As a Nonverbal autistic I am tired of speaking people using the term Nonverbal or nonspeaking to describe their verbal shutdowns