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[sunnystraykids]

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[sunnystraykids]

Late at the studio

It was always Jisung and you. You couldn’t remember when you met him, he was just always there. The two of you grew up together, becoming the closest friends.

He stood up for you when older kids destroyed your new build snowman and you scolded the girl that played with his feelings in primary school. You weren’t you without Jisung, and Jisung wasn’t Jisung without you.

Some people say a friendship like that wouldn’t work between a boy and a girl but you were the prove that they were completely wrong. Gladly his and your parents were pretty close too. That meant a lot of sleepovers. Well more like sleepless nights.

When Jisung became an Idol you were scared that he’d leave you behind, forgetting about you. But even if he was really busy he always made time to call or meet up with you. Sure the sleepovers became less but that was ok, you wanted him to live his dream and be happy.

He called you earlier that day, asking if you had plans for the day. When you told him that you didn’t he immediately made his way to your apartment. Hearing a knock at the door you stood up from the couch and opened. “Sup?” Even though most of his face couldn’t be seen, because he was wearing a mask and a cap, you could tell by the way his eyes went smaller that he was smiling brightly. “Come in Playboy” you smiled back.

As soon as the door closed he tackled you in a bone crashing hug. The way he held you close to him, not wanting to let go any time soon made your heart flutter. “J-Ji.. I can’t breathe” you tried to speak. He just held on tighter “I didn’t see you for almost two weeks, let me have my moment” he murmured in your hair.

He was right. That was probably the longest you two ever been apart. Being an Idol meant having a strickt schedule, a lot of stuff to do in a small amount of time. You couldn’t blame him it wasn’t his fault. But you missed him bad. Normally the two of you had a movie night at least one time a week but he had to cancel the last two times.

Finally letting you go he took of his mask, showing you the gorgeous smile he had. “Get ready I have a plan!” You were taken aback “what do you mean by get ready? We’re not going to watch movies?” He chuckled “we can do that later, but as I said I have a plan” Rolling you eyes you went to get changed, the only thing you wanted to do was watching movies while snuggling up to Jisung.

After you finished he dragged you outside to your favorite cafe. Looking up at him confused you realised that he had interwined you fingers, the whole walk. It was normal, Jisung and you loved skinship but you never held hands before. You didn’t got the time to think about it as he pulled you to a table in the corner and ordered your drinks.

You loved that he always knew what you wanted, that he always payed attention even about the smallest things. The time basically flew, the two of you already drank a few more drinks and talked about everything that came into mind. Noticing that the shop wanted to close soon you shoot a glance at your phone. You stared at the time with widened eyes. “Woah Jisung it’s almost 11pm, we should leave they want to close” he just nodded. When you walked out he intertwined your fingers once again “where are we going” you asked as he was pulling you with him again “to the studio”

As you arrived Jisung immediately started to prepare something you couldn’t really point out. “Sit down” he said as he saw you just standing there. “What are you doing Ji?” you asked, suddenly a sweet melody was playing and Jisung sat down next to you. He looked you deep in the eyes and smiled “Just listen”

You closed your eyes and leaned back, just listening to the melody. At some point you heard Jisungs voice coming out of the speakers, you smiled. One of your favorite things was his voice, the angelic sound instantly making you relax. When you listened closer to figure out the lyrics he was singing about.. love? Deciding not to think about it you relaxed again. Until the song stopped and someone took your hands.

“Y/n?” Jisung said softly. Your eyes snapped open looking down at your interwined hands and then to Jisung. “You’re doing this a lot today hm?” you giggled. He became unsure and slightly loosened his grip “I-I can stop if you’re not comfortable” gripping his hands tighter you just smiled “no no, I love it”

Jisung took a deep breath, he knew he could destroy your friendship with what he was going to say but he couldn’t hold back anymore. “This song was for you” “what ji- “don’t talk ok? Let me finish first” he cut you off. You just nodded confused. “Listen, I hope you had as much fun as I had today and I hope nothing is gonna change after this” he paused, his heart was pounding and he couldn’t find the right words. “I-I wanted to tell you that... you know what, fuck it”

The next thing you felt was him pulling you close and capturing his lips in yours. Now you knew what he wanted to tell you and you were more than happy. As Jisung felt you kissing back he slung his arms around your waist. Your hands resting in his chest, feeling his quickening heart beat.

When you pulled away you were breathing heavily, foreheads resting against each other’s. “I love you” you blurted out. Jisung laughted and kissed your nose “I love you too”. A few minutes passed and the two of you were just sitting there, holding each other close. “Ji?” “Hm?” “Can we produce a song together?”

Jisungs head shot up, he always wanted to do that. He went over and sat down in his chair, pulling you in to sit in his lap, holding you close again. As he began to explain everything to you, you knew that the night was far away from being over. And you wouldn’t have it any other way.

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[sunnystraykids]

Dear darling

You always felt somehow protected, like there was a invisible spirit keeping all the bad away from you. Of course you talked about it, with your friends, your mom, even your grandma. And of course all of them told you that that crazy and impossible.

Everyone but your grandma.

When she heard you say those things she just smiled, when you finished she took you with her into the living room and started to tell you some things.

She talked about guardian angles and how they were given one special human to protect. The story was cute but it couldn’t be true, things like angels couldn’t exist, well that’s what you thought.

One day in winter you were walking home, it was already getting dark and you shivered because of the cold breeze which flew trough your coat. You walked in peace, that was until someone pulled you into a dark alley.

Trying to scream you just choked on a tissue which was pressed onto your mouth and nose. It smelled weird, you didn’t had much time to think about it your sight got blurry.

The last think you felt was being dropped to the floor, the man who tried to kidnap you laying on the floor, clutching his stomach. Someone’s head came into your sight and you were met with a beautiful boy.

Hyunjin has to protect you, he always had plans on how to handle situations and was doing a good job with keeping you safe. But when he saw that man grabbing and knocking you out he just kinda snapped. You were about to faint when he quickly flew down and threw the man to the floor, after that he bend over to take a look at you, checking if you were fine.

What he didn’t knew was that you didn’t faint completely yet, your eyes were still open but it was already to late.

You saw him.

Nothing mattered now, your eyes closed and he picked you up, holding your body close to his he flew to your apartment. Landing on your balcony he opened the door and laid you down on the couch.

Placing himself on the floor in front of you he looked at your face, your long eyelashes touching your pink cheeks, nose red from the cold. You were even cuter close up.

Suddenly your eyes flew open, sitting up quick you almost let out a scream. Hyunjin just sat there, hands up in defeat.

“Who are you? Why am I here, how did I get here? How did you get into my apartment I’m gonna call the police!” You half screamed, jumping up to get the phone. Your legs had other plans, being still weak you almost fell down again but suddenly Hyunjin stood in front of you, holding you.

That wasn’t possible, he didn’t even move “H-how did you do that?” You shakily asked. And then, when the beautiful stranger started to speak it was like music to your ears. “Please calm down, I won’t hurt you you’re safe with me. I brought you here. Please sit down for a while you’re still weak.” His voice immediately calmed your nerves and somehow you felt safe with him.

Letting him lead you back to the couch you watched him as he went to get a blanket and a glass of water, how did he know where everything was? When he handed you the glass your fingers touched just the tiniest bit but you swear you felt some kind of electricity.

Finishing the water you looked at the boy in front of you, he just looked back at you. Something about him wasn’t normal, he seemed different. “So” you started “I’m a bit confused” he smiled and you could swear that the room brightened up a bit. “Yeah sorry, uhm, I saw that guy touching you and I knocked him out, then I brought you here.”

“I get that, but how did you get into my apartment?” He stood up and sat beside you. You shifted a bit at this sudden action. Looking at him with wide eyes as he took your hand you noticed that it was bruised. Maybe that happened when you had hit the hard ground earlier. He laid his other hand above your hand, your smaller one now being covered by his two big hands.

You felt a little tickle and then, when he moved his hands away again you couldn’t believe your eyes. The bruise was gone.

Open mouthed you stared at him.

“I’m your guardian angel”

You couldn’t help but laugh in disbelief, your guardian angel? “I’m sorry what? How is that even possible, things like angels don’t exist.” Hyunjin just shook his shoulders. “Can I ask for your name?” You asked softly. “It’s Hyunjin” the boy smiled.

“Hyunjin.”

From that day on Hyunjin and you became friends, he’d visit you even if it was risky. He never told you but you weren’t supposed to see him, you shouldn’t even know that he exist. It was dangerous for Hyunjin but he couldn’t help it, you amazed him, he adored you and wanted to be by your side forever.

Time passed and the two of you stared to become more than just friends, and one night you had the courage to kiss him. It was short and sweet but also filled with love and adoration. That night the two of you fell asleep cuddled up under a big fuzzy blanket. You were so happy, he made you feel so special, like you were the only person in this world that mattered.

However, that happiness was blown away when you woke up the next morning. You were alone and shivered because you were cold. “Hyunjin?” You called out, but there was nothing. Running trough your whole apartment you looked for him but he was nowhere to be found. Sitting back on the couch you let out a sigh, and then you saw a letter in the little cafe table in front of the couch.

Dear darling,

I’m so sorry if my writing’s messy but I have to hurry. They found out about us, you don’t know who I’m talking about right? Well, the other angels, god, I don’t know it yet. But what I know is that I don’t want to leave you, I don’t want to put you in danger so I have to but believe me it breaks my heart. Don’t be confused, I didn’t tell you everything. You weren’t supposed to see me, you shouldn’t even know that I exist, but everything happened to fast and I couldn’t help but stay at your side. I fell for you y/n, I did hard. I just want you to know that I love you, I always have. I hope we meet again, maybe in another life, maybe even in this one. Please take care of yourself I couldn’t take it if you’d get hurt.

I love you Sunshine.

Yours,

Hyunjin.

You just cried. Not knowing what to do you fell to the floor, not moving, sobbing, screaming and crying out Hyunjins name and that you want him to come back. All the memories you had with him flooded through your head, you only knew him for a few weeks but he stole your heart. And now he was gone.

Two days passed, you barely ate or slept, just spend the whole day crying about your lost angel. It was night, maybe around 4am the weather was bad. It was pouring outside and you almost got a heart attack when you heard someone knocking at your door.

Standing up you slowly made your way to the door. Opening it you were almost blinded by the lights in the hallway, your apartment was dark most of the time. But when you saw who it was you couldn’t believe your eyes.

Right in front of you stood a soaked Hyunjin, clothes wet and hair in his face. “Missed me?” He jokingly asked, when you realised what was just happening you immediately jumped into his strong arms. He held you tight. Pressing his lips to yours while whispering little apologizes and I love yous against them.

He walked to your couch and sat down, you now in his lap, head buried into the crock of his neck while you cried. Hyunjin just held you tight, stroking your head and telling you that everything’s okay. When you pulled away he wiped your tears away and kissed your nose.

“H-how are you here?” You sniffled “I-I thought it’d be dangerous for you” he just nervously scratched his neck. “Well uhm” he laughed a bit “they kicked me out-“ “What?!” You couldn’t believe your ears. “Hyunjin I’m so sorry that’s all my fault, I shouldn’t have-“

You got interuppted by his lips against yours again. “I’d rather be here with you” he whispered when he pulled away. “I don’t care about my wings or my powers, I just want to be with you. You’re everything I’d ever need.”

“Cheeseball” you whispered before leaning in for another heartwarming kiss. Sitting here in the arms of your guardian angel made you feel happier than ever. Even without his wings and powers, Hyunjin would do everything to keep you safe, he was a guardian after all.

Your guardian.

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[sunnystraykids]

It hurts to be alone

Life could be unfair, everyone knows that. Some people got everything while others were left with nothing. You always tried to be positive, especially for your boyfriend. Changbin was hard working, always trying his best for everyone.

You always supported him no matter what. Even if you weren’t doing good, him constantly being at the studio made you feel even lonelier. Being alone was always one of your weak spots. /

It was another rainy afternoon and you felt colder than ever. You didn’t like the rain. Cuddled up under a big blanket wearing one of Changbins big hoodies you tried your best to stay strong. But as thunder bursted through the sky you couldn’t hold it in anymore.

Tears were soaking your cheeks by now, silent sobs filled the room. Rain was pouring against the windows and lightning struck the sky.

Changbins head shot up as he heard thunder, his thoughts wandering to you. How long did he stay at the studio? Were you okay? He knew how much you hated thunderstorms so he stood up and headed home. Picking up some snacks on the way caused him to got soaked.

You had put on your earphones, blasting the music into your ears to ignore the thunderstorm. Because of that you didn’t hear the front door open and your boyfriend coming in. Shrieking when two arms wrapped around your waist you immediately stopped your sobs.

“Baby” Changbin softly said while turning you around “Baby what happened?” He reached out for you to lay your head on his chest. You gave in, throwning your arms around him and hiding your face in the crock of his neck. “I-I’m always alone Binnie, you-you’re always at the st-studio. I-I wake up alo-ne and I go t-to bed alo-ne. I-it hurts to b-be alone binnie”

He froze when he heard that. Holding onto you even tighter “I’m so sorry baby, I didn’t know that you were feeling like that. I- what about a hot bath hm? We can eat after that, I brought snacks.” You nodded and let him pull you up. He wiped your tears before pressing soft kisses to your lips.

You kissed back and wrapped your arms around his waist, holding him tight. Changbin just chuckled and stroked your back “what is it princess? Let’s go”

“In a few minutes okay? Just hold me for now” you spoke into his chest. Feeling him kissing the top of your head you smiled softly. “Whatever my princess wants”

And in that moment with Changbin holding you tight to his chest, you realized.

You’re not alone.

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[sunnystraykids]

For you

Minho was at a party, nothing new. He was the one who attended every single party, the one who always caused trouble, the one you shouldn’t get involved with.

Lee Minho. The typical bad boy. Leather jacket, bruised hands from the fights he always got in and ice cold eyes. Eyes which held noting but coldness, emptiness. Eyes which were feared by almost everyone.

The night was still young, walking around the place Minho drank out of his red party cup and eyed the people there up and down. That was when a girl approached him „Hello? Minho?“ he turned around, eyes meeting hers. She took a step back and gulped before she kept talking „I wanted to ask if you maybe want to drink something with-„

„No“ his unimpressed voice cut her off. „You didn’t even listen-„ she pushed further, only to be interrupted again „I said no“ Minho’s voice was even colder, his stare almost stabbing the poor girl in front of him. She got the hint, turned around and walked away.

„You should stop being like that“ a voice behind him spoke, turning around Minho was met by a boy who sized him up. He did the same, eying him up and down „and who are you to tell me that?“ he almost growled, he hated it when people wanted to tell him what to do.

The boy in front of him threw his fist right into Minho’s face, hitting his cheekbone hard and left a bruise. That was it, Minho pushed the boy backwards and immediately threw his fists, he was stronger and faster than the boy so he had not the blink of a chance. When he laid on the floor Minho stopped. Kneeling down next to his head he grabbed the boys collar and whispered into his ear „Don’t tell me what to do“

Letting go he stood up and headed to the door, wanting to leave the party. All eyes were glued on him as he did so. Sighting when he was outside he went to his motorcycle, put his helmet on and drove off.

You were at home, laying on the couch cuddled up under a blanket. It was pretty late by now so you were half asleep, you heard the door open but didn’t realise it fully so you stayed like you were. What you realised was the warm hand which stroked your cheek by now, smiling you leaned into its touch. Opening your eyes you were met with the all to familiar face of your boyfriend.

„Did I wake you up?“ he asked softly while continuing stroking your cheek. You shook your head and opened your arms, signalling him that you wanted a hug. What you didn’t expect was Minho crawling into your arms, head laying on your chest and legs tangled with yours.

„How was the party?“ you asked, breathing in his scent. „Hm it wasn’t that good, should’ve stayed here“ he answered. Chuckling you ran your hands through his hair „that bad? You love party’s, what happened?“ and with that he told you about the girl and the boy who tried to put him in place. Listening till the end you sighted „poor girl“ Minho lifted his head and looked at you with confusion „I’d do the same if I’d see such a pretty man and you just ditched her, her heart must be broken“ you said mockingly.

Suddenly Minho stood up and wrapped you into your blanket before picking you up and carrying you into the bedroom. You laughed and shrieked, not being able to move just a little bit. Then Minho threw you onto the bed, quickly crawling on top of you. While he did so you could see the bruise one his cheek, hand reaching out to stop his movements you looked at it. „Does it hurt?“ you asked softly, he responded with shaking his head. Wanting to clean him up you tried to stand up.

„Where are you going?“ he asked „I want to clean that“ you said. Minho just let himself fall onto you, bringing his arms around your waist and you head into his chest. „Mmh I already feel better“ he muffled into your hair.

It doesn’t matter what others thought about him, what they said about him. How cold he seemed to be, when he was with you he was a new person. He treated you like the princess you were, showering you in kisses, hugs and compliments everyday. You were his home, his safe place and he wouldn’t let anyone or anything hurt you.

He felt his heart swell when he heard soft snores coming from you. Snuggling even further into his chest in your sleep he tightened his arms around you and kissed your forehead softly. „I love you princess“

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[sunnystraykids]

Stargazing - Lee Felix

“Yah y/n hurry up” Minho yelled. You were upstairs trying hard to pick an outfit for the trip you were attending. Well it wasn’t really your idea, not talking about how much you just wanted to stay home. But your lovely brother Minho had to “take care” of you since your parents were on a business trip once again. The only problem was that Minho already planed to go on a road trip with his friends.

So here you were , taking your time just to piss him off. A few yells and outfits later you finally gave in, took your bag and went downstairs. “Ah finally, the Princess is ready to go” Minho mocked, you just rolled your eyes and shot a “at least I look good” back. Opening the door you sat down, your brother following. He started to drive and made his way to Chan’s house. Chan, the popular handsome guy. All of Minho’s friends were popular, a lot of girls were jealous that you could spend so much time with them.

You didn’t really care, they were just 8 random boys to you, one of them being your annoying brother. Whenever they were at you house, that happened often because your parents weren’t home most of the time, you tried to stay in your room avoiding them as much as possible. It wasn’t like you didn’t like them, every single one of was kind and caring. They treated you like a little sister and you were thankful for that.

Taking a sip from your drink you almost choked when Minho said “you know that Felix is coming too right?” That asshole. You definitely had a weak spot for the fluffy haired guy with the galaxy spread over his cheeks and Minho knew that all to well. Trying to stay cool you just responded with a “mh great for him” looking out of the window you couldn’t see the smirk which was formed on your brothers lips.

A few moments later you arrived at Chan’s house, a few cars stood there. All of the guys were already waiting, Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung , Seungmin, Jeongin and of course Felix. “Oh look who’s already here” Changbin laughed. Minho went out of the car to great his friends, you following close behind. “Sorry, this Princess here took her time” you just scoffed and made your way to Jisung, he was the one you were the closest to. He smiled and gave you a hug before ruffling your hair “princess here looks great tho” he said with a wink. You couldn’t see Felix clenching his yaw.

Chan got up and clapped his hands together “great, keep it down lovebirds we have a long journey in front of us! Split up and get in the cars” As you were about to head for Minho’s car again you stopped in your tracks, all seats were occupied. You were about to protest when someone cleared his throat behind you and a deep, all to familiar voice said “Well I guess you’re with me then”

After sending Minho a death glare you turned around and smiled at Felix “yeah let’s go” You quickly made your way to Felix car so you’d get shotgun, placing you pillow in your lap. Hyunjin and Jisung were also with you and Felix, the rest of the boys were in a car with Minho or Chan. And that was how the trip started, all of you wanted to get as far away as possible from home. The atmosphere was relaxed, Jisung, Hyunjin and Felix screamed along some songs which were played on the radio and at some point you just screamed with them.

When the screaming stopped it was already dark outside, you were driving for about six hours by now. Hyunjin and Jisung already took a few naps on the backseat while Felix and you stayed up the whole time talking about everything. At some point the two of you stopped and just listened to the soft music playing in the background, watching his eyes becoming more tired you spoke up “hey Hyunjin, Jisung what about we switch seats? Felix and me are getting tired, your turn to drive” Eventhough they protested at first the car soon stopped and all of you changed seats.

The warm summer breeze had turned cold by now, causing you to shiver as you went out of the car. You were just wearing a thin top and shorts so you couldn’t warm up that easily. Jisung and Hyunjin were still standing outside while Felix and you were already settled on the backseat. He noticed that you were cold and took off his hoodie “y/n” you turned your head around looking at him with big eyes “here, take it” “but you’ll be cold I shouldn’t-“ “just take it I’ll be fine” he pushed you further. You gave in and took the soft material in your hands, sliding it over your head. Felix comforting scent immediately taking over your senses, making you smile.

Felix couldn’t help but smile as well, the sight of you wearing his hoodie which was basically a dress on you, hair all messy and eyes sleepy caused his stomach to explode in butterflies. As he saw that you were still shivering he scooted closer and put his blanket over your legs. You were so sleepy that you couldn’t think clearly, as you felt Felix arm sliding around your shoulder, pulling you more into him you gladly accepted the offer and snuggled even further into his warmth.

Closing your eyes you felt the weight of Felix head on yours which was resting on his chest, after that you were fast asleep. The front door opened and the other two boys came in, seeing you and Felix all cuddled up on the backseat. They smiled as Hyunjin started to talk “what do you think Ji? How long will it take until they realize it?” Jisung just chuckled and replied “I don’t know, but look at them. It’s too cute to be true” he took out his phone and snapped a quick photo, sending it to Minho.

Minho just chuckled at the sight of the two of you “this is gonna be fun”

“What do you mean by you took pictures?!” “Bro we mean it like we said, I’ll show you later” someone laughed. You were still half asleep and couldn’t make everything out but what you realised was that you were in someone’s arms. As you heard the voices you moved a bit what caused everyone to stop in their tracks, Felix voice filled your ears “ssshh let her sleep, she’s tired” you smiled at that and snuggled further into his chest, breathing in his scent. Minho’s voice boomed through the room “Ah Prince Charming and his princess” he yelled “I’m glad to see that everyone arrived safely” suddenly your head shot up, bumping into Felix forehead.

“Minho you little fucker you scared me” you groaned rubbing your head “oh shit Felix I’m so sorry are you okay” Everything was silent by now, you just checked Felix forehead with a concerned look on your face. Well till you realized that he still held you in his arms, he instantly knew what was going on as your face flushed red. “Uhm I- sorry I’ll let you down” and with that your feet were on the ground again. Your brother spoke up again “don’t act like that, you were awake half of the time” everyone was looking at you by now, you felt like dying. “Yeah uh, thank you anyways Felix. Imma go get my room, where’s my room?” You rumbled. Jisung came up from behind “you’re with me” he smiled and you were relieved. Until he spoke up again “and Felix”

Great.

Everyone broke out in a few giggles as you left the room to find your own. It was annoying, obviously. Even though you knew Minho just wanted the best for you he still had strange ways to show it, embarrassing you almost everytime. Sure, spending more time with Felix was amazing but you didn’t really know how to feel about that. You were confused so you just pushed it away and tried not to think about that.

Time went by and some of the guys went to the beach, Jisung stayed back with you. After some pillow fights, a few rounds video games and tons of laughter you just laid on the floor, staring at the ceiling now. You started talking about life, things you never did and still wanted to do. “Woah y/n I didn’t knew you were that deep” Jisung laughed. That was true, you never talked to anyone like that. It was a bad habit but you kept most of your thoughts and feelings to yourself so you wouldn’t worry anyone. You didn’t felt bad tho, it was just normal. After a few seconds of silence you spoke up again „Ji?“ „hm?“ you took a deep breath „I think I like-„

The door opened and Felix came in. Your eyes widened and you prayed that he didn’t heard anything. „Oh uhm sorry, I just wanted to say that the food is ready“ he forced a smile on his face. He turned around and closed the door after he left the room. Making his way back to the others he felt strange. Felix heard what you said and he wasn’t happy about it. Anger overtook him, Minho said he had a chance, he said that you’d have a crush on him. But now he just walked in to you confessing your feelings for Jisung. Felix plopped down on the couch and sighed as Hyunjin sat down next to him. „Lix are you okay?“ he said while laying a hand on his shoulder. Felix couldn’t hold back „did you know that y/n likes Jisung?“

Hyunjin couldn’t believe his ears, was Felix really this dense? It was obvious that y/n and him liked each other, well for everyone but the two of them. There was no way y/n liked anyone but Felix. Yes Jisung and her were close but all of them knew that he was like a brother to her, nothing more. But Hyunjin also knew that Felix was sensitive about the ones he loved, and that he gets jealous easily. He decided to stay calm, he wasn’t in the place to tell the freckled boy the truth. „What makes you think that?“ he chuckled. Felix looked at him „because I just walked in on her confessing“ „What exactly did you hear?“ he asked further. Felix rubbed his forehead „I didn’t hear everything but she said ‚I think i like‘ then I walked in and she looked at me like I killed her cats or something like that“ Hyunjin just smiled but decided to keep quiet. He just patted Felix back and said „let’s go, the others are waiting“ They stood up and went to the rest.

You were concerned, Jisung asked what you wanted to say after Felix left but you just shook your head. Now all of you were sitting on the table as Hyunjin and Felix joined and sat down. Looking at Felix you noticed that he avoided your gaze, his eyes were glued to the floor as he sat down next to you. The food was ready and everyone started eating, Chan and Minho prepared a lot of food. It was delicious, probably one of the best meals you ever had. “What do you guys want to do the next days? We have a week all to ourselves” Chan started a conversation. “I want to go to the beach!” Jeongin announced, with a few nods and smiles it was settled, the beach would be the best spot. After everyone agreed on that the conversation went on. Jokes were made and everyone laughed, everyone but Felix. You noticed that he was oddly quiet and tapped his thigh.

He looked up, “are you okay?” You asked softly so that nobody would hear. His mouth opened but he didn’t say anything, instead of talking he smiled and nodded. After that he broke the eye contact the two of you had and continued eating. You were confused, why was he acting like that? If he heard you before it would make a bit sense, but you didn’t even say his name so that couldn’t be it.

Felix still felt strange. He knew he shouldn’t be that jealous but he couldn’t help it. You were always special to him, even though he never really talked to you. Recalling the memorie when he first met you he smiled softly to himself.

Flashback

It was a cold day in winter, your parents were on a trip again so Minho called all of the boys over. Felix was a bit late, Minho couldn’t hear him knocking. That was why instead of him you opened the door. He was so confused that he thought he knocked at the wrong door but you just smiled and let him in. “The others went to the store to buy some snacks, they should be back soon” you explained to him, Felix nodded and smiled at you “do you also want a hot choclate? I was just gonna make me one when you knocked” you continued. Felix giggled “I’d love to have one, it’s freezing outside” you just laughed and headed for the kitchen, gesturing him to follow.

He sat down and watched as you rushed to make the drinks. Taking in your features he noticed your messy hair and the fuzzy socks you were wearing. You looked more than cute, he hadn’t much time to appreciate you tho because a few seconds later the drinks were done and you turned around and sat down in front of him. “You’re Felix right?” You asked and took a sip from your cup. “Yeah I am” he smiled “sorry to ask but who are you? I’ve never seen you here before” you giggled and Felix could swear he felt his heart beat a bit faster. “I’m y/n, Minho’s sister. I usually stay in my room when he has friends over” you told him before taking another sip. “Ah I see, I wouldn’t mind seeing you more often” he winked.

Suddenly you bursted into laughter, the poor boy looked at you dumb folded. He looked at you as you got up and went to get a tissue, frowning as you leaned closer and wiped some cream from his nose. “You got some whipped cream there” you said while wiping “oh and you got freckles, they’re cute” you continued before sitting back down. He scratched his neck “ah thank you” The two of you continued talking till you heard the front door open. A few seconds later the rest of the boys stood in the kitchen, looking from you and Felix back at the cups and then to Minho. “What is going on here?” Minho laughed, “well you guys just left for the store so your sister opened and we talked a bit” Felix said. “Alright lovebirds, sorry y/n but we have to take your boyfriend with us” Chan said while pulling Felix with him. You decided to play along “I see, have fun see you later babe” you winked. Silent gasps were heard and Felix mouth hung open before a smirk was formed “see you around sweetheart” he said before blowing you a kiss and walking away. You didn’t leave his mind just once after that.

End of the flashback

Everyone finished their food and started cleaning. After that most of the guys headed to bed since it was getting really late, you wanted to do the same so you went to the bathroom to get ready and changed into comfy clothes. Jisung and Felix were already laying in their bed as you came back, you smiled at the sight, took out your earphones, played some music and sank into your own bed.

You didn’t know for how long you laid in bed, an hour? Maybe two. Sleep just wasn’t taking over and you couldn’t tell why. Letting out a silent groan you pulled the earphones out, stopped the music and stood up. Walking on tiptoes so the two boys wouldn’t wake up you sneaked out of the room and went into the kitchen. Grabbing a cup you started to make yourself a hot choclate. It really became a habit, whenever you couldn’t sleep, were sad or felt angry you’d just make yourself a hot choclate. It really helped, you always felt better after drinking it. You sat down on the counter and waited.

Felix woke up by the door closing, letting his eyes adjust to the dark he looked around and found your bed empty. He wanted to go back to sleep but worry overtook him, where did you go? Were you okay? Sitting up he looked over to Jisung who slept peacefully before making his way out of the room to look for you. When he came into the kitchen you sat at the counter, slurping something out of a big cup. “Did you just make yourself a hot choclate at 4am in summer?” His raspy voice startled you. Your head whipped around “Jesus Christ Lee Felix” you hissed, choking on your drink. He just laughed and made his way to sit beside you “sorry sleepy head” Just smiling you gestures to your cup “you want one too?” He nodded “sure”

That was the second time Felix and you came together at a cup of hot choclate, not that you minded. The two of you sat in silence till you spoke up “what’s up with you today? You seem off” “just a bad day I think” he answered with a shrug of his shoulders. After a few minutes you spoke up again “you know I’m here for you right? I mean you don’t have to but If you want to talk I’ll always listen” feeling his eyes on you you stared into your cup which was almost empty. “Y/n?” Felix softly called out for you “hm” you were getting really sleepy, talking was getting hard. “Can I hug you?” the boy beside you asked. You slowly stood up and opened your arms “sure, come here”

Felix basically jumped up before wrapping his arms around your waist, slowly so you could back out if you wanted to. When he was sure you were okay with his actions he rested his face in the crock of your neck, your own arms slinging around his. Laying your head on his chest you could hear his heartbeat, making you even more tired. Felix hugs were great, you felt warm and safe. He held you like he never wanted to let go and if you’d be completely awake your heart would probably burst. Felix didn’t know what came over him when he suddenly asked to hug you but now, with you in his arms he felt happier than ever. You looked so soft and small in his arms, he noticed how you almost fell asleep so he just picked you up “let’s get you to bed”

Feeling Felix picking you up caused you to hold on him even tighter, you were basically asleep by now. After a few seconds you felt him laying you down on you bed but you didn’t want to let go, he was so warm. At some point you spoke up “stay here” the freckled boy thought he was dreaming “what?” “Stay here” you repeated, trying to pull him down to you “please” His thoughts were racing, was it really ok or were you just tired “are you sure?” He asked. You just nodded your head “alright, let me get my blanket then-“ “you can use mine, it’s ok” and with that you managed to finally pull him down. He landed on top of you “oh my god I’m sorry y/n, are you ok?” You just hummed and tightened your arms around him. Rolling on his side so he wouldn’t crush you he pulled the blanket over the two of you before looking down at you with a smile on his lips. You looked like a little koala clinging into him like that, it was more than adorable.

He slung his arms around your waist again, enjoying the moment and pulling you even closer. You snuggled into him and took a deep breath, taking in his scent. With his warmth around you sleep was coming really fast. Before you finally drifted off you felt him softly pecking your head “rest well sweetheart”

As you woke up you felt something warm around you, feeling comfortable you sighted and snuggled even further into the warmth. You weren’t fully awake yet and didn’t want to get up. Closing your eyes you recalled the actions from last night. Suddenly you were wide awake, your eyes shot up and spotted fluffy hair. Senses becoming clearer you felt arms around your waist and someone breathing in your neck. You wanted to panic but thought about it for a few seconds. Felix was a good guy, he cared about you more than the others did. You liked him, you liked him a lot. Giving in you wrapped your arms around the boys middle, laid your head back into his chest and listened to his calming heartbeat. It seemed like all your worries faded away, laying in the arms of the boy you adored sleep took over you fast.

Little did you know that Felix wasn’t sleeping, your shifting earlier woke him up. Afraid of your reaction he just stayed still. He couldn’t help but blush so he buried his face deeper into the crock of your neck. Not talking about the butterflies in his stomach as you wrapped your arms around him and snuggled even further into his chest. You drove him crazy. He would do nearly everything to keep you happy. As you were back asleep he moved a little to see your face, a cheek squished against his chest, hair fuzzy and eyes closed. But, was this okay? He couldn’t help but feel guilty, you liked Jisung after all. Jisung, the guy he called his brother, what if he liked you back? He couldn’t do that to the both of you, giving you a last kiss on the forehead he carefully removed himself from your grip and silently left the room. Making his way to the terrace he sat down and looked down at the beach. He muttered a silent „fuck“ as his eyes filled with tears.

Jisung was awake. When Felix carried you in your bed and when he left as well. His heart swell because the two of you were so cute. He knew about your feelings for Felix, eventhough you didn’t tell him fully. You smile was brighter when he was there, same goes for him. Asking himself how long it would take the two of you he sighted and turned around. Felix was good for you, he helped you to open up again, he didn’t knew that tho. You told Jisung about your hardships and fears, he was surprised when you told him that you had a massive problem to open up to people because some of your old “friends” just used you. Seeing that Felix could and would maybe cure this fear he just wished the best for the two of you.

So that was the first day, six were left and then you’d head home again. It was a great start so you knew this vacation was gonna be the best you’d ever have. Confusion took over as you woke up alone, the space next to you was cold and Felix comforting scent was gone. You turned around and spotted Jisung in his bed, he seemed to be in a deep slumber so you took one of your pillows and threw it at him. “Yah Jisung!” You yelled. The poor boy just fell back into a deep sleep as your pillow hit him and he almost fell to the ground. Shooting up in his bed his eyes were wide and he put a hand above his heart “Jesus y/n! Why are you yelling like that it’s early in the morning!? I almost died because of you” you couldn’t help but laugh at the sight “it’s not that early, do you know where Felix is?” He sighted and rubbed his forehead “I don’t know, he slept in your bed not in mine”

Now your eyes were wide. A deep red blush spreaded over your cheeks and you coughed “w-what are you talking about? How do you even know that you stalker” you hissed, not knowing what to say. “Hey I’m not a stalker, I just woke up earlier and saw it. You two look great together, when’s the wedding?” He joked. Your face looked like a tomato by now, muttering a silent ‘shut up’ you got up and headed outside. Passing the terrace door you spotted Felix who sat outside and watched the beach, smiling to yourself you walked up behind him and slung your arms around his middle, hugging him from behind. You felt his body tense under your touch and heard a silent sob, “Felix?” No answer. Letting go you pulled his arm to turn him but he just stood still and didn’t move. “Felix are you okay?” Still, no response.

Felix didn’t know what to do, he just stood there and thought about a million things he could say to you. There was no way to avoid a conversation with you, he knew that, and as much as he loved spending time with you, he couldn’t continue like that. His thoughts kept diving off to you and Jisung, how he couldn’t confess to you because you liked one of his best friends and how he held you last night, how you held onto him and didn’t show any signs of discomfort. He thought about how it would be to call you his, to hold you every night, he felt his eyes tear up again. “I can’t do this” he suddenly said. “What?” You didn’t know what he was talking about. “I said I can’t do this anymore” he repeated. Felix knew that you wouldn’t let go that easily, in some points Minho and you were pretty similar. It was hard for him and he still didn’t turn around to look at you “please don’t talk to me again”

Those words caused you to break out into pure fear, just staring at his back you couldn’t find the words you wanted to say. Trying to stay calm you took a deep breath “why?” You inhaled again “did I do something wrong? If it’s about last night I’m sorry I shouldn’t have-“ “you did nothing wrong” he interrupted you “I did”. You were beyond confused by now “but Felix we’re friends, why should I stop talking to you?” Friends. Felix hated that word by now, he had to stop you because if you’d keep going he’d break and tell you everything. He did the only thing that came into his mind “I don’t want to be friends with you”

You felt a pang into your chest. What did he say? Did Lee Felix, the boy you dearly loved just tell you that he doesn’t want to be friends with you anymore. Why did such things always happened to you, why couldn’t you be happy. Everything started off so good, you couldn’t believe your ears. Then finally Felix turned around. You looked him right into the eyes, they looked cold and lifeless, not happy and full of adoration like usual. Your own were filled with tears, it took everything in him to not wrap his arms around your smaller frame and comfort you. But Felix stayed strong, muttering a quick “I’m sorry” he pushed past you and disappeared into the house.

You were speechless and didn’t know what to do. Your first thought was to find Jisung and tell him everything what happened, but then you stayed still. Every time you opened up to people shit like this happened, not wanting to get hurt once again you decided to go inside. Making yourself a hot chocolate you went back outside and sat down, getting lost in your thoughts.

Felix immediately went to Chan, he was his best friend and always helped him. Knocking at the door he went in and sat down. Chan noticed that something was off, Felix usually happy eyes seemed empty, cold. “Lix what happened?” That was his breaking point, uneven sobs escaped the youngest throat. After explaining everything Chan just hugged him, after he calmed down a bit he pulled away and looked at the floor.

“I fucked up Chris, I don’t know what to do”

You had finished your drink by now and just stared at the beach when Jisung joined. “Already outside? What’s up with you” he laughed while ruffling your hair, quickly wiping your eyes you smiled back as he sat down next to you. “Y/n are you okay? Did you cry?” He suddenly asked a lot more serious. You nodded and forced a smile, a few minutes of silence went by before you spoke up “Ji?” “Hm?” You hesitated but continued “Can I get a hug?” Turning to face you he just opened his arms, sighting you sat closer and hugged him, wrapping his arms around you he placed his head on yours.

Meanwhile Chan told Felix his thoughts about the whole thing and finished off with a “I think you should go and talk to her, make things clear” This had Felix thinking, he shouldn’t have been so mean, he wanted to apologize. After a few more minutes he spend talking with Chan he got up to talk to you. Walking out of Chans room he made his way trough the hallway until he stood in the kitchen. He guessed that you’d still be there, and he was right. A little smile crossed his face as he saw you outside, but that immediately changed as he came closer and saw Jisung who sat next to you. Still coming closer he saw that he wasn’t just sitting next to you, he had his arms around you, the two of you sat there hugging each other. Felix just stood there and felt his heart break a little more, seeing you with him was even worse than hearing you talk about him, clenching his jaw he abruptly turned around and stormed into his room, slamming the door.

He wanted to apologize, he really wanted to tell you that he’s sorry. But he couldn’t. Deciding that he needed space he packed all his stuff and went to Chan’s room, now Jisung and you wouldn’t be interrupted in whatever you were going to do. Maybe he was overreacting, well he knew that he was overreacting a bit but he couldn’t help it, you were always precious to him, he always wanted to make you his, he just never had the courage to ask you out, and now he was to late. He mentally scolded himself, maybe if he said something before, maybe things were different by now. The thought hurted him, laying down into his new bed he closed his eyes and tried to erase you from his mind. He tried to push his feelings aside and maybe, just maybe he could make things work that way.

You weren’t good, Felix avoided you like the plague. When you and Jisung came back into your room Felix bed was empty and all his stuff was gone, Jisung asked you if you had an idea why he did that but you just shook your head. It was hard, the boy you liked seemed to hate you.

Two days had passed by now, two days of torture for you. Felix hasn’t talked a word to you, he didn’t even looked at you. Everytime you tried to build a conversation he shut you down or just walked away, he was so cold that you felt like you never knew him. You had a lot of bottled up feelings, having no one to talk to made everything worse. Sadness spreaded all over you and you felt lonelier than ever, of course you tried to move on but being in constant contact with him wasn’t helpful. Jisung asked if you were okay a few times, you skipped meals and barely smiled, he was beyond worried. You were always smiling, known as sunshine in the group,he immediately noticed that your smile faded away.

When you woke up today you already felt off, telling yourself it was just because you couldn’t sleep that well you shook it off. The guys wanted to go to the beach again so you packed your swimsuit, a few towels and sunscreen and went to the beach. Everything was great, you played beach volleyball and relaxed in the sun, you still felt dizzy but it was better than in the past few hours so you decided to agree as Seungmn asked you to join them and go swimming. Taking of your sundress you made you way into the refreshing water, it was pretty wavy and you had to concentrate so you wouldn’t fall. Diving right into the ocean you saw Chan joining, he had the volleyball in his hands and threw it at Hyunjin. Only a few seconds later the ball was thrown around and everyone had fun, the wind got stronger and the waves got bigger and with the sun shining right at you your body felt tired and you were dizzier than ever.

Suddenly you heard Minho scream your name and only a few moments later, you felt the ball hitting your head.

That really didn’t help, your head was pounding by now but when the guys asked if you were alright you just responded with a „yeah sure I’m fine“ A few minutes of laughter passed and you tried your best to act normal, you didn’t want to look weak, especially not in front of Felix. It was just then that you glanced over just to see him looking at you, not paying much attention to everything around you a big wave crashed into your back, tackling your body underwater.

Felix watched you a few minutes, you looked weak, almost sick. Your skin wasn’t shining like usual and there were deep circles under your eyes. When you made eye contact it was like the world stopped for a few seconds, until the wave knocked you down. Everyone laughed at first, yes it was a funny sight, but minutes passed and you weren’t showing up. It was like in slow motion, the guys began to panic, Minho screamed for you. Felix snapped, immediately diving into the water, looking for you. Adrenaline and pure panic rushed trough his veins.

You tried to swim but the water was to heavy, pulling you deeper and deeper down. You already gave up when a pair of strong arms wrapped around you and pulled you up, feeling air fill your lungs you started coughing right away holding onto someones shoulders with all your remaining strength. A few moments later you found yourself laying on the warm sand, eight worried faces above you. “Y/n oh my god you scared me to death!” Minho whined into your face before hugging you tight. “I’m gonna take you back to the house” he continued but you spoke up “no Min, I know how exited you were to be here, I can go home by myself” Minho insisted but you felt guilty, it almost escalated into a fight but suddenly someone cleared his throat and a deep voice spoke up “uh I-I’ll take her home”

It took Felix a lot to say those words. He was scared, maybe you’d ask questions, maybe you’d scream at him, tell him you’d never wanted to see or talk to him again because of what he did, but nothing scared him more than you did. Not you in general, but the thought to lose you, when he pulled your limp body out of the water. He was worried about your well being, about the fact that you almost drowned right in front of his eyes.

You looked up at Felix who avoided your ganze once again, deciding to ignore it you swallowed and gave Minho a encouraging nod. „Fine, Lix, please take good care of her“ he finally gave in, surprising you. You started packing your stuff and the boys went back into the water, not all of them tho, when you turned around you ran straight into Felix chest. Stumbling back you almost fell over again but Felix reached out and gripped your waist tight, your hands finding their way to his shoulders, holding them for support. You just stood there for a while, looking at the floor and tried to stable yourself.

„Everything okay?“ Felix asked, that was when you looked up and your eyes finally met. You got lost in his hazel eyes, falling into an endless ocean of emotions. The two of you just stood there, staring into each others eyes. Suddenly his face came closer and closer, you panicked and backed away, grabbing your stuff and started walking. „You coming?“ you turned around giving him a small smile. He nodded and quickly catched up with you, taking your bag he just muttered a small „I’ll take that“

The rest of the walk was quiet, nobody really talked but it wasn’t that bad since the walk wasn’t long. You sat down in the kitchen as you arrived, getting a glass of water and sat down. Felix came in and sat down in front of you „Are you fine?“ he asked softly. You just laughed „after almost drowning like five minutes ago? Oh yeah I’m amazing“ His hands slammed down on the counter „YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?“ he screamed „I should’ve just stayed there, why did I even brought you home, why couldn’t Jisung do that?“ his voice got louder with ever word „you know what? Fuck you. Leave me alone and don’t talk to me ever again, you’re so annoying you can’t even decide what you want“ his words hurted you. You wanted to scream back at him but he just muttered a silent „I shouldn’t have saved you“

You jumped up, lips pressed together and tears spilling from your eyes. Wanting to slap him you lifted your hand but decided against it in the last second, letting your hand drop you shoved him out of the way and ran out of the kitchen. Making your way up to the roof you sat down and cried. You went to the roof before, to watch the stars, it was beautiful up there. There was a little lounge but you didn’t care and let yourself fall to the floor. You just sat there and let the tears flow, spending hours on the roof just watching the ocean and the beach you waited for the sun to go down so the stars would come out and give you comfort.

It was almost dark by now and the others returned from the beach. Felix, Jisung and Chan sat in the livingroom when Minho came in „Hey Felix where’s y/n?“ his expression changed immediately „I don’t know, in her room?“ Minho got concerned „what do you mean by you don’t know? She’s not in her room, I told you to look after her!“ he started to get louder, „she’s a grown woman why should I look after her?“ Minho couldn’t control his temper „WELL MAYBE BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER?!“ he yelled. Everyone became quiet, Jisung and Chan looked at each other. Suddenly Felix stood up walking up to Minho, yelling back „YES. YES I DO AND IM SO TIRED OF IT, YOU SAID I’VE GOT A CHANCE, YOU SAID SHE‘D LOVE ME BACK BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? SHE LIKES JISUNG! I KEPT DISTANCING MYSELF FROM HER AND MAN IT HURTS“ his voice broke „I just want to love her“

Jisung interrupted Felix „what the fuck man, she doesn’t like me, you’re the only one in her mind, she only likes you!“ his eyes went wide „what?“ „you dumbass are so dense aren’t you? She’s head over heels for you, you really need to go and make things right“ Jisung continued. Felix felt fear running through his veins, he couldn’t believe it, how stupid was he? Looking at Jisung with shaking hands he started to talk „B-But I said awful things to her, sh-she‘ll never forgive me“ now it was Chans turn to talk „Lee Felix go an freaking tell this girl you love her“ „but I don’t know where she is“ Felix whined.

„I think she’s on the roof“ Jisung said „how do you know that?“ Felix hissed. „Because she loves watching stars“ Minho explained. Felix immediately rushed into his room, grabbing his blanket. „What are you doing?“ Minho yelled as Felix ran past him, „Telling your sister I love her, and it’s cold outside!“ he yelled back. Minho just plopped down next to Chan and Jisung chuckling.

„He’s adorable“

Felix was running by now, his head was spinning and he didn’t even knew what he was gonna tell you. He finally made his way to the roof, looking around he spotted a small figure looking at the sky. Taking a deep breath and stood behind you „y/n?“ his voice was barely audible but your heard it. Your head whipped around and you immediately stood up, unfortunately to fast what caused you to get dizzy again. Felix wanted to help so he took a few steps to reach out for you, you just held your arms up, signaling him to stay away. That hurted, but he accepted it and just stood in front of you.

You held your head and took a few deep breaths, Felix presence concerning you. After a few seconds of silence you spoke up „what do you want?“ it was scary how cold your voice sounded. Obviously you didn’t want to talk to him, his words were like knives which he rammed into your chest, you were filled with sadness and anger, just wanting to scream at him. „I wanted to talk to you“ Felix stared „I’m so sorry I-„ „Are you kidding me Felix? After everything you did and said to me you suddenly want to apologize? I opened up to you, I wanted to give you everything but you? You just abandoned me, you ignore me for days just to safe me and act all cute and nice? Oh no a few minutes later you tell me that you regret it“ your voice broke „you basically told me that you want me dead Lee Felix“ he interrupted you „y/n could you please listen-„ „No I can not, you’re gonna listen now. Do you know what you did to me? I haven’t eaten in days because I thought it’s my fault that you suddenly stopped talking to me. I though you were my safe place but you just left, like everyone did-„

„Y/N I TOLD YOU TO LISTEN!“ Felix yelled, he couldn’t take it anymore. His voice was deep and intimidating as he yelled, it scared you whenever he began to be louder. You flinched and backed away. Tears ran down your cheeks and you trembled, Felix heart broke at the sight of you, were you scared of him? Not thinking about it twice he stepped forward and slung his arms around you “no please y/n, baby don’t be scared, I’m sorry! I’m so sorry, I’d never hurt you“ he whispered in your hair. Feeling his arms around you, you finally broke, sobs escaping your lips and tears soaking his shirt.

„Why are you doing this? I thought you’d hate me, you’re such an asshole“ you spoke between sobs, punching his chest and trying to push him away. Felix wasn’t having it, his own eyes becoming wet as he just held you tighter so you couldn’t run away. At some point you gave up, letting yourself fall into his chest, holding his shirt so he wouldn’t disappear again. „Why“ you spoke up again, voice small and throat hurting. You heard Felix taking a deep breath „I thought you like Jisung“ was the only thing he said, confusing you. You mentally rolled your eyes and whispered a quick „the only one I like is you“ to yourself, you felt Felix heartbeat speeding up, he heard it. Your head shot up „F-Felix I didn’t mean it like th-„

His lips were soft and warm against yours.

„Don’t say you didn’t mean it like that“ he said before capturing your lips again, „Don’t say it was just a mistake“ his lips found yours again „you’re my everything y/n“ and again. He meant it, you knew he did by the way he held you tight against him, by the way little tears ran down his cheeks. You reached out and kissed his tears away, that was his breaking point, big tears made their way down his cheeks, meeting your palm halfway. He reached out and pressed you harder against him, his body shook with sobs as he buried his face in the crock of your neck. „I-I’m s-so s-sorry y/n, I s-said a-awful things to y-you“ he whimpered. You softly ran your hands through his hair, kissing the side of his neck while whispering „it’s okay“ Holding each other tight it felt like a big weight was lifted from your shoulders, you could finally breathe again.

After a few minutes Felix picked you up and the two of you laid down on one of the couches by the lounge. He laid down with you on top of him and wrapped th blanked around your body’s. Starting a talk you explained everything to Felix, he wanted to punch himself because he was so stupid after hearing the whole story. You felt amazing, all your worries seemed to vanish, laying outside engulfed in Felix warmth while watching the stars, it just couldn’t be better. At some point you catched Felix staring down at you „what is it?“ you asked while turning around to face him. „You’re amazing, I love you so much“ he said before pulling you up to kiss you again, your lips moved together. Wrapping your arms around his neck you pulled him closer, his finding their way to your waist, doing the same.

Pulling away you pecked his nose, making him chuckle, he started tickling your sides while muttering „you’re so cute“ You laughed and tried to squirm out of his grip, but suddenly you were pinned down with him hovering above you „don’t even try to fight me baby“ he laughed while pinning your hands on either side of your head „I promise you’re gonna lose“ You laughed along, trying to get at least your hands free but there was no change, Felix grip was to strong. „Give me a kiss“ you whined while trying to reach his lips, after some seconds he finally leaned down to give you what you wanted. He gave your hands free and you started connecting his freckles, he just stared down and admired you as you did so.

After some time he spoke up „what are you doing?“ he chuckled, „I’m stargazing“ you joked. He laughed at your cheesy comment and laid down next to you, pulling your body as close to him as possible. Giving you a last peck on the lips he pulled your head in to rest on his chest. Closing your eyes you whispered a soft „I love you Lix“, kissing you forehead he responded immediately „I love you too y/n“

After all that drama you were finally happy. You’d definitely go stargazing with Felix again, even though your favorite constellations were placed on his cheeks.

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Dancing in the rain

- Bang Chan

It was a rainy day. Finally. The last few weeks were just sunny and full of heat and sweat, not that you didn’t like the sun, it just got exhausting at some point. You were outside most of the time, with your friends, family and your boyfriend of course. He was at work now, like most of the time. It wasn’t that bad, you just missed him when you’d be home alone.

Now you sat in front of a window and watched the raindrops falling down, some hit the glass, some fell to the floor. It didn’t look like it would stop soon, you hoped it would rain the whole day, maybe tomorrow too.

Rain relaxed you, sometimes you’d just sit on your bed, soft music playing in the background but very quiet so you could hear the raindrops hitting the windows. Then you’d read, draw or just listen to the soft sounds. It was an amazing feeling, so weightless and calm. You could forget about everything that worried you and just relax.

As you sat there, blanket around your shoulders and a soft smile on your lips a idea popped into your head. Standing up you grabbed your keys and went outside, not taking shoes or a coat with you. You went to the street behind the house, nobody ever went to that street, no people and no cars. Still you looked so you’d be safe, when nothing was to be seen you just laid down spreading your arms and legs, it looked like you tried to make a snow angel.

Closing your eyes you enjoyed the prickling feeling from the raindrops hitting your skin. It wasn’t really cold so you were fine in the T-shirt and sweatpants you wore. You always wanted to do that, just laying in the rain, forgetting everything around you.

By the time you laid down Chan opened the front door and called for you. “Y/n I’m home!” His voice filled the house, but he got no response so he called again “y/n? Baby?” Still nothing. He became worried, where could you be? Making his way up into your shared bedroom he called again, nothing. He looked out of the window and his heart stood still when he spotted you, you were laying on the street, not moving just an inch.

He began to panic and quickly made his way outside, running to you he stopped when he was standing right in front of your wet body. Spotting the smile on your lips he just cleared his throat “excuse me miss, what are you doing here?” Your eyes opened and you smiled at him “oh hello sir, I’m just relaxing a bit” you spoke back making him chuckle. He reached his hand out so you could grab it, that’s what you did and before you could blink he pulled you flush against his chest. Slowly bringing his arms around your waist he looked down at you.

“You scared the shit out of me” he said “I thought you were hurt or passed out or something” Wrapping your arms around his neck you chuckled, pecking his nose “I’m fine, just enjoying the rain” before you could pull away fully he catched your lips and kissed you softly. While he did that he started moving your body with his, slowly swinging you around.

“What are you doing?” You asked when you pulled away. He smiled and placed his head in the crook of your neck, kissing it softly before whispering in your hair “dancing with my wonderful girlfriend” His words made you smile brightly, heart speeding up as you felt him tightening his grip on you. You did the same and let you head rest on his shoulder while you and Chan continued dancing in the rain.

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I love you - Bang Chan

Chans birthday was coming up. You were stressed out, planning everything so you could surprise him. He was the one you adored the most, sadly the two of you were just friends. Eventhough you wanted to kiss him good morning everyday, to hug and cuddle him all the time, as long as you could make him happy it was okay. Him being your roommate didn’t make it any easier.

Days of just planning went by and you did pretty good, you already bought decorations and the ingredients for a cake and cookies.

It was easy for you, Chan spent most of the time at the studio, you didn’t like it one bit. The poor boy totally overworked himself, he woke up early and came back around 3am, every day. When the two of you had lunch together, what barely happened anymore he almost fell asleep.

The last two months were awful for you, eventhough the two of you lived together you never got to see him. When you did it was only a few words you spoke to another.

Over the time you started to get upset, not because you didn’t see him, okay that wasn’t completely true, but mostly because he didn’t care about himself. At some point Chan noticed, he tried to make time for you but everytime he came home and wanted to spend some time with you, you just said that he had to sleep and disappeared into your room, leaving him alone.

He never understood it, he missed you, just wanting to spend time with you, to hold and hug you but you seemed like you didn’t even wanted to spend time with him anymore. It hurt him more than he’d ever admit so he stayed at the studio. But today was different, it was his birthday tomorrow and he wanted to spend the whole day with you. He needed to clear things up, to tell you how he missed you.

How he felt towards you.

Not expecting Chan before 3am you already set everything up, the cake and the cookies were already in the oven and soft music was playing in the background. You even put on your red dress, you knew Chan loved it on you.

Then you heard someone unlocking the door.

Panic overflew you, it was only 10pm. Why was he already home, you couldn’t hide anything, the apartment smelled like a bakery and decorations were all over the place. You needed to send him away. Sprinting to the front door you hid behind it but peaked your head out so you could talk to him. Glady you didn’t do your make up and hair by now.

Chan looked at you confused „um hey“ he started but got interrupted „Hey Channie, why are you home already?“ It was a bittersweet feeling, his heart swelled at the nickname, you didn’t say it for months. But at the same time you sounded disappointed, disappointed that he was home already. „Uh yeah, I need to tell you something“ he continued, „that has to wait“ you spoke firmly. „But it’s importan-„ „Chan you need to leave“

He felt a pang in his chest.

You saw the change in his eyes and quickly corrected yourself „Channie, please you have to trust me“ you reached out and cupped his cheek, feeling you heart jump as he leaned in your touch. „Please come back in two hours okay, then you can tell me everything you want“ you told him softly, stroking his cheek.

Chan didn’t want to go, he wanted to stay in this position forever but seeing the honest look in your eyes he gave in, pulled back and slowly closed the door, saying a soft „see you later“.

You had to hurry now, going into the bathroom you did your make up and your hair, decorated the the cake and filled the cookies into a bowl and placed them on the table, next to a few candles and the presents you got him.

The two hours were almost over by the time you were ready. To say that you were nervous was the least you could say. A thousand thoughts ran trough your head, would he even want all of this, would he even want to talk to you after you shut him down just a few hours ago. You started at the cake in your hands.

„Y-Y/n“

You froze.

Chan couldn’t believe his eyes, the second he opened the door a sweet smell filled his nose, soft music played and when he looked around he saw decorations all over the place. Garlands hung down the walls, there were pictures of the two of you hanging down the ceiling. Not only that, there were little glowing moons and a lot of Stars stuck to the ceiling.

When he entered the living room there was even more stuff, fairy lights, more pictures, candles, the soft smell of cookies which stood on the table next to some little packages. And in the middle of the room there was you, standing in the gorgeous red dress he loved so much. You haven’t seen him yet so he spoke up. „Y-Y/n“

You heard a soft thud when he let his back fall to the floor. „Happy birthday Channie“ you smiled brightly at him. Without saying a word he came closer his gaze so intense that you shifted nervously. He just took the cake from your hands and placed it down on the table. When he came back up he took your face in his hands, his eyes tearing up.

Your expression shifted into a worried one but before you could say a word it looked like he wanted to do it so you kept quiet. „Y/n“ he whispered before he came closer and closer. A tear streamed down his cheek as his lips met yours.

You immediately melted into his touch, completely surrendering to him. His scent filled your nose, the way his warm hands found their way around your waist make you feel like home. The way he kissed you took your breath away and made your knees weak.

He pulled away, pressing his forehead to yours. You just looked into his eyes, getting lost in his hazel orbs. His eyes kept switching between yours and your lips and before you l ew it he pulled you in again. He kissed you like there was no tomorrow, pulling away just to lean back in again.

Your hands were all over another, not able to pull away, it was like the two of you were magnetic. Your fingers started to travel under Chan’s hoodie, touching his tummy and going to his back. He pulled away “are you sure you want to keep going?” His raspy voice asked.

You just nodded “yes more than that” “I won’t be able to hold back” he warned. You just kissed him “then don’t”. With that he lifted you up, carrying you in bridal style into his bedroom. Basically throwing you onto his soft sheets he was already climbing on top of you, before he did that he pulled his hoodie over his head, leaving him in just his pants.

You saw him shirtless before, but that was some time ago. He became even more muscular, his chest broad and his stomach ripped. “You’re so beautiful” you blurted out, blushing in the seconds the words left your mouth.

Chan smirked at you, “now that I’m the only one shirtless here, can I?” He asked while trying to unzip your dress. Wanting to stand up to make it easier for him you tried to move but he didn’t like that. Flipping you so you laid on your stomach he unzipped the dress before flipping you back.

He slowly started to pull it down, you arched your back to help him. His eyes widened when he noticed you weren’t wearing a bra. “No bra?” He asked while kissing and sucking marks on your boobs. You could just whimper at his words.

When he was done with marking you he moved to get his pants off, leaving him only in his black boxers. Trailing kisses down your tummy to your core he pulled your panties down, running a finger through your folds. “Fuck babygirl you’re so wet” he groaned. The nickname making you whimper again.

He was just about to go down on you but your hands in his hair stopped him. He looked at you with worry, did you want him to stop? “Not now Channie, I need you” The way you said this innocent little nickname you used since you knew him made him crazy. “A-are you sure?” You pulled him in again, kissing him deep and passionately, translating all the love and trust you had for him, “yes”.

Eagerly taking his boxers off your eyes widened at his size. Making his way between your legs he catched your eyes “don’t worry baby, I’ll go slow”. You just nodded, big eyes looking up at him. Everything felt so unreal to Chan, you were right there, soft breasts covered in his marks, you big eyes sparkling as you laid under him, sprawled out completely naked. After all this months he finally had you all to himself.

“Ready?” He asked before pecking your lips, “yes” you clearly said. And with that he slowly pushed inside, the two of you moaning at the feeling. He let you adjust for some time before beginning to thrust slowly. You let out a few soft moans at his movements. Chan leaned down and buried his face into your neck, kissing and sucking more marks on it, while he did that he went faster. Your arms flew around his back, holding onto his muscular back.

He sat up and held your waist, “f-faster” you managed to stutter out. He obeyed immediately and moved his hips faster. “You like that hm?” You couldn’t answer. Your eyes widened as he wrapped his hand around your throat “I want to be answered babygirl” you moaned again but louder this time. “Yes, oh my god yes I love it!” You said out loud before a loud moan ripped trough your lungs.

“You feel so good baby, so tight and warm around me” he groaned, „oh fuck I can feel you clenching“ you just moaned, feeling your high coming „chan-n I’m cumming!“ you almost screamed. That was when he pulled out. You teared up because of the frustration of your orgasm fading away. „Chan why did yo- aaah„ you complains were cut short as he pressed your legs to your chest and re-entered you.

The angle made you feel even tighter and allowed him to reach deeper into you. His hips snapped into yours at a animalistic pace, constantly ramming into your sweet spot making you scream. „Fuck Baby, I love hearing you, be louder, scream my name“ and you did, „fuck Chan, You’re so-o d-deep“. „That’s right babygirl, tell me how you feel. Do I make you feel good? Do you like my big cock? I bet you love it, how about I fill you up huh? So much that it’ll spill out, what do you think about that princess?“

His dirty words turned you on even more, your core clenching tight around him giving him his answer. „Oh yeah you totally love that am I right-t?“ Chan said, feeling his high coming. „Yes yes yes, daddy please give me your cum“

His eyes became even darker „you dirty girl, I didn’t know you were that kinky, if that’s what my babygirl wants that’s what my babygirl gets“ he groaned. His thrusts had you screaming, his pace was fast and hard. His hands reached down to rub fast circles on your clit and you started to see stars, with a few more thrusts you were cumming.

Chan felt your walls closing around him and it was getting hard to pull out, he thrusted in a few more times before he exploded inside of you. Shooting his hot cum right inside your clenching hole while you milked him to the last drop.

He opened your legs and fell on top of you, quickly wrapping his arms around your waist holding you as close as possible. It took a while for the both of you to come down and get your steady breaths back.

You ran your fingers through Chans hair and scratched his back gently. He just hummed softly into your ear. „Channie?“ you asked after a few minutes, he hummed again. „Can we go open your presents?“ your voice held excitement making him chuckle as he sat up. „Of course baby“ your heart jumped at the nickname. He stood up, his length sliding out of you making you whimper.

You followed after him, just wrapping a blanket around your bare body as you tried to stand up. You legs were still wobbly so you almost fell to the floor, Chan was quickly there to catch you letting out a small laugh as he carried you in bridal style back into the living room.

His eyes lit up again, the stars and moons on the ceiling were still glowing and music was playing. Softly setting you on the couch he walked around the room to take a closer look at the pictures. His eyes teared up again „you did this all for me?“ you already stood behind him „yes, of course“ he just turned around and slung his arms around you, deeply inhaling your scent.

„I thought you were mad at me or something, whenever I tried to spend time with you turned me down, told me to sleep or just went into your room“ his voice shook. You sighted „Channie, I was never mad, just worried about your well being. You work so much, I never got to see you anymore and you barely slept. You need to take care of yourself“ you told him.

„I love you y/n, I love you so much thank you for everything“ he suddenly broke the silence.

You looked up and met his hazel eyes, breaking out into a big bright smile you just pressed your lips to his. „I love you too Chris“ you answered, his heart doing a flip when you used his English name, knowing you meant it. „So now“ you continued „unpack your presents and then watch a movie with me“ he smiled brightly and nodded.

About twenty minutes later you were cuddled up on the couch, a movie played but you didn’t really payed attention to it. Chan and you Talk most of the time, talking about the way you fell for another and what you loved about the other. Little pecks and passionate kisses were shared while you laid on his chest.

Chan couldn’t get enough of you, he pecked your lips again „Babygirl, thank you for doing all that for me. This was the best birthday I ever had.“ he smiled down at you. „You don’t have to thank me, you’re so amazing, I would do anything for you“ you smiled back before kissing his nose.

A few minutes of silence passed as you watched the movie before Chan spoke up again. „By the way“ you looked up at him

„You’re still naked right?“

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