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Losing friends not to death but to distance or time is a strange feeling.

I've lost you but you're not lost to all. You've lost me too but I am still here.

It's a different grief to a death that fades and pleasant memories together become joyous once more.

But our memories no matter how long feel bitter and tainted forever sour.

I don't know if I miss you or who you used to be or who I was with you, who I thought you were or how you saw me.

I do miss you though it's strange because for a while I can forget you exist until I see something that reminds me of you I go to show you or tell you to share in what I know we'd find joyous.

Yet you are gone Yet we both remain.

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Wir müssen das Leben loslassen, das wir geplant haben, damit wir das Leben leben können, das uns erwartet. ♡

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #schicksal #find myself quotes

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Ich werde wohl nie aufhören nach dir zu suchen..

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #someday

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You were my home. I wish that i can call you that again...maybe someday.

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal

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Ich will, dass du glücklich bist. Aber ich will nicht sehen mit wem.

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #i missed you #someday

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I will love you for the rest of my life, but in silence. I accept, that we are not meant to be. I wish you only the best.

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #i missed you #someday

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I will always remember you this way.

"You're the feeling of first love."

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some days I think I have nothing in common with my younger self, and then I remember some of her dreams are still my dreams

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Manchmal frage ich mich, ob du an meinem Geburtstag an mich denkst und mir im Stillen Glückwünsche schickst...

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #i missed you #another year closer to death #someday #i think i will miss you forever

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“I swore I was gonna marry him someday. But I realized some bigger dreams of mine”

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #someday

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Ich kann es, auch nach so vielen Jahren, noch immer nicht glauben, dass wir unsere Geburtstage und alle anderen Tage nicht mehr miteinander verbringen. Aber wer weiß, vielleicht feiern wir irgendwann wieder zusammen.

Happy Birthday ****. I still love you. And i wish you the best.

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #i missed you #happy birthday #someday #i still love you

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Ich wünschte, dass wir uns erst später getroffen hätten. Dann, wenn wir wussten wer wir wirklich sind.

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #i missed you

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Heute weiß ich, dass wir zu jung waren, um zu erkennen, was aus uns hätte werden können.

25.Juni 2023

#excerpt from the book i'll never write #best friend breakup #lost friendship #lost frienship #schicksal #i missed you #too young #miss my best friend

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unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven't seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind

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Haben erste Lieben zweite Chancen verdient?

- eigenes

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