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The days are over. I’m leaving this account. I’m 18 years old and this account will be my archive. I keep it treasured. Like a jewel. I do not regret the time spent on this account but I must move on.
Goodbye Sulfrix Acid.
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Slint Are you serious? You’ve been on codeine, xanax and cannabis for 3 days! You’ll hear me scream if you keep going, I almost told your mother but you have to do it.
Mahina I know Slint but it’s too complicated I can’t stay sober, I wake up my first reflex is to take codeine xanax and smoke. I’m so sorry but I can’t stop.
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Today I was beside myself. The lack was so hard. I rubbed my skin without even realizing it. Now I have very noticeable red marks. I smoked all day, joint on joint. I was so high. And then I found, looking at the base of the tramadol, six boxes of codeine tablets in my mother’s nightstand. Of course I took four. I took off so I decided to roll another joint. There I stand more, I am weak and I doze. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. I will have to explain everything to her and ask to change my treatment.
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Hi friends,
Currently I am with a good friend completely stoned. When I think about it, this friend was always there in the most fucked-up plans of my life. In the good and the bad. She’s a little special, but that’s what I love. She’s never been so close to me here today. Sometimes I think it’s like my girlfriend. She’s there when I need her and when I think too much. I mean, this friend you keep for a long time even if the relationship is toxic in a way. Because without her you are nothing. And you turn, you turn in your bed. You think of her. Again and again. You can’t do without her. She’s too important to you. Without her the days are dull. So you do everything to never leave her.
Thank you to read it. Have a nice day.
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09/09. ˚୨୧⋆｡˚
I’ve been in Montpellier since yesterday. And I’m on my worst vacation. I’m a black hole. I mean, I’m overwhelmed with negative emotions and I suck all the shit out of the world. Last night I called my boyfriend after drinking and smoking. I was angry and sad, so intensely, as if I was no longer in control of my emotions. I was yelling at him because apparently he hadn’t seen my messages. Something stupid but it made me angry. He cut off the call and then I continued with an even more angry message. I threatened to hit him. I was beside myself. I wasn’t even shaking, I was sure of myself. I thought that was the right attitude to have. I’m getting scared. I control nothing and especially I do not realize the dangerousness of my words and my actions. So I stroll through the streets of Montpellier without flavors and bland in my eyes.
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