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Stories of A Sleephead
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Getting Lost
One thing that I don't like from Lund is it doesn't have proper light on the road when the sky is getting dark. Tonight, I just went home by my bike around 5.30 pm, when the sky already dark. I was not used to my route going home yet, although I already followed the route several times. And tonight, I got lost. I just remembered that after crossing the road, I just need to went straight until a park. But tonight, I didn't see the park. After crossed the road, I meet a main road, also some buses. I knew it wasn't the road that I want. Then I turned to the left. Several hundred meters passed and I still didn't look something familiar around me. Therefore, I checked Google maps on my phone, it turned out that I was going far from home. I went back to my previous route until I finally see the park, a sign that I already back on the right track and near to home.
At home, I checked the maps again. Then I realized that the crossroad doesn't have 4-way, it is a 5-way intersection. And I chosen a wrong way.
That's life. We'll never always on the right way. So, if we are in a darkness and choose a wrong way, just check the map and it will guides us to go back to the right way.
Lund, 18 February 2020
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Under-pressure
The past a week was a very unproductive week for me. I met my supervisor on Monday and actually had several things to do before our meeting next week. But I ended up do nothing. No progress. Just lazy week which was spent without any passion. The weather was not bad, so I couldn’t blame it.
I know it’s not because I have an academic problem. During my 1.5 years of study, fortunately everything was fine as I never failed my exam. It’s about my state of mind. I was under pressure. The pressure was the perfectionist side of me. Then it created a worrisome feeling.
There are some not really good stories of my senior here in MPH program. And of course the perfectionist me doesn’t want to have a same story. And I worry that I will end up like them. Although I did prevention such as move to a corridor in Lund to stay away from loneliness and depression, do my thesis in my supervisor’s office to finish it on time, and have a fun time.
As Sweden is approaching spring, I hope all this unproductive days will ended soon and I can get my excitement of study again.
Malmö, 26 January 2020
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2019 to 2020
2019 was indeed not an easy year. A year which full of ups and downs. A time when my emotion was like a roller coaster. A period while I have unstable state of mind.
1 and 9. When my emotion varied from a calm 1 to angriest 9. When my existence ranged from a lonely 1 to fully 9. When my feeling spread from a numb 1 to the happiest 9.
Furthermore, I have a hope for 2020. A year of determination. Between 0 or 2. Nothing or Something.
Malmö, 21 January 2020
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4 march
March already and my post still just date.
So busy (lazy exactly) to write more.
I know I have to practice in writing more more and more, but~
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Presentation preparation
Today, we have presentation of our individual assignment.
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I am not looking for someone who could complete me. I just wanna find someone who can balance my life
Cakra, Sabtu bersama Bapak
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Swedish dinner
13 February 2019
"I never understand why Swedish have dinner at 6 pm. I'll get hungry again at 10 pm if I have that early dinner" said my Argentinian friend.
"Yes, that's Swedish way. May be you just should sleep at 10 pm so you don't need to eat again" said my Brazilian friend who has been living in Sweden for 10 years.
"I can sleep with an empty stomach. So I'll need to eat again before sleep, as dinner at 6 pm is to early for me" said my Indian friend.
"we (he and his family) usually have a dinner at 10 pm" said both Argentinian and Indian men.
This Swedish dinner time is somehow become a cultural shock (difference) for many international students.
Well, for me, as I am living in a studio, alone and never have a dinner with Swedish people, I just eat whenever I am hungry and the food is ready :)
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