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i feel hurt knowing i will be someones trauma story

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ive never had worse thoughts before 7am

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push everyone away so they cant see you self destruct - classic

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i sit on a swing and u walk into frame

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it was only close to death that he felt the most secure

maybe because hes seen it before

maybe because hes been there one too many times

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vastness of space

shape of time

weight of the worth of the human soul

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if all is not lost where is it?

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when you drink this stuff you let demons in

i have a lot already so they just play

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your heart is so big

it makes me wonder how much it can take

i dont want to see you struggle

i want to watch you fly

you are my step 7

you are my why

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if i sleep now - i so t know if ill wake

time after time - you learn that I am not thenone

the worst feeling in the world

brought me a few hours of no brain activity

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hey

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and at the height of my impulse she said

" I think we would’ve been really good for each other in another life, goodnight! "

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when i cant look in her eyes and see how shes feeling - i look up at the sky in hopes that itll connect me to her thoughts

its comforting to know that she is somewhere out there - under the same sky that i am

she is my sky

she is my moon

she is every star that i see - and even the ones that i cannot

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can you text me a hug?

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id fight fist fights for you

bruises that go away with time

but i wont fight wars for you

because in war

things are lost that you can never get back

check the death count - everyone loses war in the end