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I remember a time in high school where I was so skinny people thought I had an eatting disorder (ha I did) My stomach was so tiny from the side it was almost none existent. P.E was my favorite period and I was on the track team. Now as an older woman fighting aginst the dreaded "down hill slide" and a child I've never hated my body more. I was in recovery and completely let myself go. I thought it was cool then one day I looked in the mirror and started crying. Now I'm working twice as hard to get back to where I was or even close. Staying healthy is important but being so skinny that I can once again sit or stand and my stomach doesn't change is everything. 160->145->138 I'm almost there. 130->125>GW:120->UGW:115 I can almost taste it.
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REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE THINSPO BLOG IN AUGUST 2017
tired of seeing the same shit all the time, i need new thinspo blogs to follow
also!! this is a side blog so if you get a notification from amurense that’s me
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I let myself get fat. I didn't rush gaining wait I ate ALL the time even when I wasn't hungry and was content sitting on my pretty fat ass doing absolutely nothing. Just for the simple fact hey I'm out of recovery I'm suppose to do this, it looked good, I wanted that, I'm on my period, I'm sad, I'm happy. Well how dare I get pissed off that the weight isn't gone over night. Or it's taking months to get to where I need to be. That is a selfish attitude. As if I deserve the perfect body with no effort just because I'm tired of the one I gave myself. Well that shit stops here. I refuse to be a cry baby failure. I will strengthen my will power and every day I'll do better than the day before even if I slip up. If I slip up I will not cry about it or be upset with myself. I will only motivate myself to make it right (fast for x amount of time or work out extra) I will make myself skinny I won't rush it or belittle my progress. I will not eat when ever I feel like it only when I need to. I will work out every day even if it's for 10 minuts I'll take the stairs if I'm able I will not park near the door like a lazy piece of shit with no legs. I will not make excuses. I will take care of my body because I only get one and it won't be a fat one.
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IF YOU SEE THIS STAY UNDER 500 CAL TODAY
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#proana
PROANA KIK SUPPORT GROUP
Hey guys, I decided I’m going to make a kik group for those of us who are proana/mia, have an ED, ect, for us to motivate each other, support each other and most of all be there for eachother through the binges, the hunger pains and the low days. We can motivate one another to reach our UGW any way we can and we will all get there together!!
If you wanna be a part of this just send me a message via my inbox and we can talk ahout it! :)
Or if you want you can always just send me a message via KIK, & I’ll add you straight to the group! 💯
My username is; @sheezuhs 🌼
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Fasted for 32hrs I'm surprised
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So far so good
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I feel full wtf
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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.
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If you're going to eat at least eat shit that's good for you. fuck the bull shit stop making excuses.
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Fast Update
Water Fruit snack (ugh) Coffee Ifhml help me
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I'm fucking doing this!
Ok so I left recovery a month ago and decided to get out of slumping. It's hard recovering from recovery. I have to get back In to things any way when I left I was 145 with a belly. I'm 139 I lost 6lbs In a month that's fucking horrible. So I've decided I'm going to try and lose 6more in 3 days...
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I'm feeling horrible. Now once again for the 5th time I'm back... I went through recovery.... for a few years but then I start letting myself go. Then I start working out to get in shape then I start obsessing then I'm out of control and here we are. I honestly don't give a fuck any more. Maintaining my skinny figure was far less stressful than this fucking recovery relapse shit. I'm done and that's my choice.
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I need someone to talk to. #proana
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