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“rowanblanchard: The denim corset I found for 20 dollars, my moms old boots and yellow gingham sailor moon from Dover street a couple years ago gets its first wear 🥀”

THIS PHOTO SPAT IN MY FACE AND CALLED ME UGLY

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fonte: ughhmaja

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one day

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I could be so skinny if I quit playing

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lol I’m a fool I’ve been counting on men to make me happy but alas am a dumbass. men disappoint! I’m gonna count on myself to make me happy I’m gonna count calories hehehehheh

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Sept 26 19

I’m committed.

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More!

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i binge because i hate my body but i also starve myself because i hate my body

can my mind just figure itself out this is gettin kinda tiring bubs

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I will keep going because…

~ I want to hear the “how did you do it?” questions!

~ I’m so tired of struggling to find something to wear every day that I feel at least a little bit comfortable in.

~ I truly want to be the girl that every guy or girl wants and every girl is jealous of.

~ I want to be able to easily turn down food because I’m already so used to starving.

~ I want my friends and family to get concerned. There… I said it. We all secretly think about it right!? Let’s be real here.

~ I can’t stand the feeling of my thighs rubbing together if/when I wear a dress, a skirt, or short shorts. It’s the WORST.

~ I am FED UP with trying to find long shirts that will cover my butt and legs because they look so fat in everything.

~ I know that eventually the day will come when I can pull off any outfit and rock it.

~ I want to feel comfortable walking around naked in my own house and not worry about someone seeing me and being disgusted with what they see.

~ I want to send nudes if someone asks me to!

~ I can’t wait to be able to take a selfie and not use filters or edit it over and over.

~ I’m tired of seeing people look disappointed when/IF I take off my clothes in front of them before we are about to hook up.

~ I want to go out to bars and know, without a doubt, that I’m one of the hot girls!

~ I really miss hearing people say that I could be a model.

~ I can’t stand the fact that my parents are encouraging my weight loss right now. The day they stop encouraging it will be the day I walk around with a bigass grin plastered on my face. 😀

~ I want people to say I’m “the hot one”.

~ I want to go out and shop for those sexy bikinis and sexy lingerie sets knowing that it won’t look like I’m trying too hard if I wear them.

~ I want to buy those cute, matching workout outfits with the pretty patterned leggings and matching bra tops.

~ I’m waiting for the day when I can wear a short sleeve shirt without worrying about how fat my arms are.

~ All of my smaller-sized clothes will eventually start to fit me again. I just need to be patient.

~ I can’t stand it when my underwear/thong cuts into my hips because it’s too tight around my disgusting fat.

~ All of the guys/girls who cheated on me, turned me down, or insulted me will eventually regret it HARD, and I’ll be able to serve them up a nice, hot dish of KARMA! Because karma is a motherf**kin bitch.

~ I won’t envy all of the girls posting their thinspo pictures anymore because I’ll be posting my own.

~ Working out will eventually get easier as I get more and more in shape.

~ I’m tired of having to squirm and stretch and do a little dance just to get a damn pair of pants on. I mean FOR REAL dude! It BLOWS.

~ I will save so much money over time because I won’t be spending any money on food!!

~ I know that there will be a day in the future when someone complains about being in a picture with me because I “make them look fat” standing next to me. 👏🏼🙏🏼

~ I will hopefully be able to stop crying every time I look at myself in the mirror.

~ Riding my longboard will be fun again!

And finally… I will keep going because I CAN!

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I can’t wait to live alone so I can just never buy food and starve.

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hopefully my boobs look bigger once i lose my BELLYLLYLYY

#posted on main #kms

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I’d stop being so jealous and less insecure once im thinner. Maybe i’ll actually let him carry me and not hate it or feel embarrassed when he asks to

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I want to exude Thin Bitch Energy.