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love your sweet messages 💋

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While I would love it for hyv to stop making Yanqing the narrative punching bag I would also love it if people would stop acting like the losses that we see him face invalidate the character he is described to be. Like I’m sorry but the 14 year old losing fights to some of the oldest and most skilled warriors we’ve been introduced to in the story so far does not make said 14 year old any less skilled or any less of a prodigy.

#as someone on tiktok said #he’s stronger than 99% of the luofu he just keeps running into that 1%

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hiiii i made some hsr text posts, expand for better quality :3

part 1//part 2//part 4//part 5

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played this quest last week, kinda obssessed with the ex-from-hell dynamic

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Honkai: Star rail | Before the Show Starts

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what a fucked up band

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#WITTLE GUY

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do you want him dead or not man

#he’s so soft but ONLY when no one can call him out on it #they find each other again and aventurines like hey. what’s up with that note huh #“i don’t know what you’re talking about. what note.” #just. DENY DENY DENY #doomed not to tragedy but to miscommunication because they’re both allegorical to genuine emotion

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if shin didnt like actually lose it and start pretending to be his assumedly dead ex best friend to survive i truly think sara and him wouldve been actual real life besties i think someone would say something mean to him and she would karate kick them in the face i think she would defend him not unlike the way one would defend a small wet sick little puppy. midori would try to get under his skin and sara would actually just maul him to death like this is MY wet soggy pathetic beast friend !!!!!! leave him alone !!!!

#YEAH #“2 redbull and an adderal breakfast” “do we think maybe a vegetable would cause less despair” but they swap constantly #teenage girl who is very competent but also on the verge of a nervous breakdown #and her weird best friend who is going to die of stress alone as she keeps throwing herself into danger

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"people in real life: hey man how's it going" is a killer phrase. instantly neutralizes whatever insane discourse you find online. gonna start using that from now on

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In the end, if children bother you for sensory reasons and that's why you don't want them to be in the same public spaces as you, there are disabled adults who can and would cause the same sensory issues for you. Adults who are loud, who vocally stim, who have poor boundaries, poor hygiene, who cry in public, etc etc etc. And they're already socially ostracized for all of this.

So actually yeah, it's the bare minimum you can do for the group with the least human rights on the planet to figure out how to accept children as part of your public community without hating them for it, even if you are child-free yourself.

#i find kids so overwhelming. i don’t LIKE to be around kids. #that isn’t the kids fault #get some earplugs

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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The Narcissist Cookbook / Amazing Devil fanbase venn diagram

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What’s your favourite line from good omens?

The invisible and unbreakable one that joins Crowley and Aziraphale.

#hey

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me: haha oh god this is so bad im making so many unsupported claims and pulling all this analysis out of my ass

my prof in the margins: excellent analysis!

me: 

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beating back the internalized ableism with a stick and allowing myself to submit an application for accommodations

#mentioned to my advisor i struggle with language classes #because i struggle speaking conversationally in english let alone anything else #and she just said oh do you have accommodations for that. what #i didn’t know that was allowed. i didn’t know i was allowed to ask for that #keep thinking oh i’m not real disabled though. shut up

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Soooooooo I watched Legally blonde recently..