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Personal Experience

I found the one who really improve my skill in playing through mobile game and is that you Rules of Survival♡

Always defeated that's how we show mercy to others but this is the only way to enjoy playing Ros. But in the wrong timing, position,anything what u call the game is about dying. Its not about the population of gamer is decreased is about the cheater and glitch and the hardest things I'll make is deleting the game because they need a lot of megabytes or memory to enhance their graphics or adding items every maintenance one day i delete my RULES OF SURVIVAL because i don't really have enough memory to download it.

My experienced in playing Rules of survival because the game is like a battling of fountain hand,POWERFUL internet,and Smooth Gaming. The Game is like my most precious possession sometimes precious but always trash Thats the game ability. - Daryll Sevillano

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Playing Of Destiny

Hi reader’s, so this blog is about me, about my life, about my personal experience in what we called destiny. So, what is destiny? We people have different interpretation of what is that destiny thing, but for me, destiny is a thing that make us people think of “what ifs?”, and for me it is also a thing that happens in our lives that we didn’t expect that it will happen, maybe in right time, but sometimes it happens in a wrong time. Am I right? Destiny makes our mind ask ourselves “why?”. So, you guys are wondering why I entitled my blog “Playing of Destiny”? _______ So, here’s my answer. I entitled this blog “Playing of Destiny” because, I want to share with you guys my most exciting, memorable, happy, sad, great, and worst experience about this destiny thingy.

It all started in… if I still remember the date it’s February 19, 2017 when I and my…? I don’t know if I should call him my boyfriend cause he’s not, so, for me not to think of what should I call him maybe I can consider him as my boyfriend but in this blog I will named him H (M.U.). So, back to the remembering thingy. In that day (February 19, 2017) when I and H had a big fight (as always: *insert sarcasm*) because of the jealous thingy, and yeah, I know where not in a relationship, but we always fight because of that. And there this boy that always keep on spying me, my admirer. He always chatting me on messenger, he’s always around even I don’t like it because I have H. And that admirer always follows me where ever I go, that made H always mad at me because he said that I might fall for that admirer, and it’s so hard for him to understand me. I’m so tired of always explaining what’s my side again and again because he does not even understand me. February 20, 2017 when a boy chatted me on Facebook, he’s a friend of my admirer. And I knew him for about 2 weeks ago. I don’t know why, but I feel so comfortable with him. We had a lot of conversations, late night conversations. Don’t be so malicious it’s not that what you think. We had late night conversations because I always talk to him if I ever had a problem with H and his friend my admirer. Fast Forward (that day). The next day, February 20, 2017, I decided to end what’s between me and H because I’m so tired of understanding everything because he doesn’t even try to understand me. But my Ghad (I don’t want to use the name of God as my expression) he does not letting me go. I feel so suffocated on him, he is paranoid (OA). I get to the point I told him that what he’s feeling right now is not pure love, it’s a love with an obsession. I know and I feel that he loves me so much but it’s up to the point that it’s not right anymore, it’s not working. That’s why I decided to ended it up. To cut the long short, as days and months pass by, me and the boy we’re still talking to each other, but we are much closer now. His friend, my admirer, is still bothering me. *Fast Forward* April 8, 2017, when the boy and my admirer got into a fight because of me, yeah you read it. I don’t why that destiny thing seems like playing on me. And their friendship ended, sad. It’s not my fault, and in that time, I don’t know why they fight because of me. So, as days goes by, my admirer stop spying and bothering me. Me and the boy become much closer than ever. I can count on him in times of difficulties, cry on his shoulders, and he became a brother to me. Protected me in bad guys that likes me and girls who always look bad on me. In short, he became my best buddy. On May 1, 2017, he admitted that he has a feeling for me and me as he is my best friend I don’t know what to say. But when we met nothing change we’re still close as what we are… I don’t know why but is he courting me? Hahaha because when he admitted that he likes me he became much gentler on what he does. Hahaha, I don’t know why I’m laughing right now I just find it so cute. May 9, 2017 were in a thing that is called Mutual. I also admitted that I liked him. He asked my parents if he could court me. Everything went well. Everything went great. My family knew him and his family knew me. As of now me and my boy is happy and contented with each other. We were just waiting for the time that we are ready to go in a relationship. That we both have finish our study. Now our goal is to graduate and be successful together. We both made each other an inspiration. And as of now we are going to be in a year and 3 months and still counting. Going strong ang happy.

Let just cut our story and I don’t want it be more detailed, we and I have our privacy, right? Hahaha never mind guys but let me tell you the point of this long blog. You have read it right? So, you’ve seen how that destiny played on me and people around me. And let me tell you again something that is interesting, now I know why the destiny gave me my boy. When we are on our childhood be both have connection that we didn’t know (you guys know what I mean). We have already met each other but we didn’t know. We both have differences but we have so much in common. I know that there’s a reason why everything happens, it’s just we can’t tell what exactly it is. We just have to go with the flow of what the destiny is giving to us. But readers and guys remember it is not all about the destiny. God is always with us and never forget it. That’s all for this blog. I will not make that long? Hahaha just kidding. Ok guys thank you so much for reading, hope you guys have a good day and God Bless always. Love lots and kisses. Bye till my next blog, if I still have. Byeiii. - Precious Panaga

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Who I am?

Good day readers, I just want to share my personal experience in my life and for who I am. Since I am a senior high school student, somebody might say I have my entire life ahead of me, with all of its beautiful experiences. But despite being so young, I already have a personal breathtaking experience, which I am sure I will carry it me until my last days. There are many ways to say who or what someone is. We can talk about their personality, identification and actions. Sometimes I feel creative, and other times it seems I can’t produce anything of worth because I always feel that I’m worthless. At times, I enjoy my school works. One day, I feel energetic and able to do anything, and on other days, I feel like I am sleepy from the minute I wake up. Sometimes I feel compassionate and loving towards all beings, and other times I feel angry towards most of what I see around me. In this respect, it is difficult for me to say who I am based on personality alone. But I know that I’m not alone because my friends is always there for me to makes me happy whatever happens. Then someone came into my life who makes me happy too I felt I was not alone. I want to share my experience when I was grade 3 I’m victim of bullying I always came home with a black eye in my eyes I don’t know why they don’t like me I don’t have friends I feel lonely. Then I transfer in other school then when I was Grade 6 I experience bullying again I don’t know what to do that time one of my classmate talk to me and she’s very kind she always defended me to my classmates who bullying me. I started to be strong when I was in high school I will not let them to bully me and I have 2 friends when I met them I also recognized myself and now I can defend myself

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. You’re playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Thank you for reading my blog I hope you enjoy it. - Dana Barrameda

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What Love Looks Like?

For me, love is a commitment. When you love someone you should trust and respect that person. When you’re loving someone you shouldn’t just love them because you love who they are. But you should also commit to them. That’s one of the biggest problem people in a relationship are facing.They are afraid to commit. Why does people fall out of love in a relationship or their feelings for each other changes as time goes by. Instead of telling the things that wasn’t right already in a relationship they rather keep it with themselves. They are finding something else or someone else to forget those problem. Why is it like that? people rather find someone else even though they know we are here for them. Until one day they will just forget each other and doesn’t hope for their relationship to be fixed. Also, the friendship and relationship that was build up is over. But, if in the first place they fixed their relationship they could have a good relationship whether they are separated by their both decision,that they will break or stay.Let me tell you a short story about dead stars that shows what love is.

Alfredo, he was just like some other men confused and afraid .He was put in a situation where he was confused of what he wants to do and what he needs to do. He was blinded by thought of, by loving Julia he can satisfy himself with the happiness that Julia gave him not like Esperanza. He was afraid to tell Esperanza that there is a problem in their relationship. I hate him for doing that, they were engaged, he was with Esperanza for long years, he know Esperanza yet, he didn’t tell the problem. Rather than giving his attention fixing his relationship with Esperanza, he gave his attention to Julia. He thinks that he will be happy with her but no. Why? Yes, you can be happy with the things that you want but if it’s wrong, it’s wrong. Wrong things doesn’t, and never lead you to happiness.

Esperanza, I felt sorry for her because the man that he thought loves her and know her for years was loving someone else. That man was afraid and wasn’t committed to her. Julia, I like her for letting Alfredo be with Esperanza even though it will hurt her. She was brave and kind enough for the decision she made.

After those things that happened Alfredo still marry Esperanza.

"and he realized that his love for Julia was like a dead star. It was non-existent"

“he had been seeing the light of dead stars, long extinguished, yet seemingly still in their appointed places in the heavens .”

Those quotes expalined to me that Alfredo’s love for Julia was like a dead star it doesn’t glow anymore, he doesn’t love Julia anymore. But the memories will remain. - Lyka Portodo

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Carpe Diem

I thought this will be an ordinary day. But before I start my blog I just want to introduce myself for you to understand how important this small event in my ife. I'm a jolly person, all of my friends know that. I'm the clown in our circle of friends when I'm in jhs. So nobody can really see through me. Nobody can see my pain because I like to hide it. So yeah let's start my story. I am travelling from Emilio Aguinaldo College to our house in Bacoor. That time I'm stressing out. My life became full of problems and everything. Family problem, school works, deadline of sedla and everything. I'm having a mental breakdown in the jeepney. I can't think anymore. All my fighting spirit escaped my soul. I'm also regreting that I transfered school. I'm thinking that I made the wrong choice.

I can't cry, I don't want people to pity me. I don't want attention that time. I just want to go home and cry my heart out. I'm also thinking to take my own life and escape this unfair world.

But while I'm having my mental breakdown. A child with mental disability together with her mother entered the jeep. My heart froze for a moment. Many thoughts came in to my mind? "How can he manage to smile despite his disability?" "The world is so cruel but why are they smiling?" And many more questions about them entered my mind.

After minutes I reached my destination, I glanced at them one last time and the boy is still smiling while playing in his cellphone. I walked to our terminal absent-minded. I reached our home and took a short nap. After I woke up all thoughts and problems came back to me.

But after I saw the son and mother they made me realize that, yes the world is unfair and cruel sometimes but don't forget to smile. Everything will be alright. We just have to stay calm and trust the people that we love. Now all my thoughts have been answered, I'm happy that I discovered a new world in EAC. And I hope that it will become better as the time pass by. I also realized that we just need to be thankful for the life that God gave us. I sorted out my feelings and thoughts and then I continue to fight and live my life. And now everything's fine. As long as I have God and the people that loves me I will continue to fight. All in all I learned that we should always seize the day and continue to live our life no matter how hard it becomes. -Fatima Pampilon

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The One That Got Away

I am making poems for the past April because I was inspired by the girl I like. It began last January on the same year, I saw her and I think it was love at first sight. Then after that day we started talking and weeks passed by we had our Junior Prom which she became a Prom Queen, not to mention she's my prom date

As months passed by very fast, our conversation became sweet and I'm so very happy because of what we have at the moment. One day our school had a film showing and after we've watched the film, I treated her at Starbucks and that time is very precious for me because that is the last time we would talk

After she said goodbye on our last conversation, she didn't reply to all my recent messages. My heart felt broken but I didn't give up even though she doesn't like me and I'll continue to do efforts to show my sincerity of my love to her

So after I had planned to make efforts, I literally made up an idea which I would make a 100 poems for her. Last month my friends helped me to add some design on the letter I will give. Being motivated, I could make things that I couldn't do and some confidence that could also help me.

First week of school, I started giving her letters but I'm not the one who give her personally, basically my friends gave it to her. After a week of giving her letter, she noticed that the letters is coming from me. Apparently after what happened, she rejected all the letters I've given to her

Until now, I have been hoping that we would come back like we used to be and I think that what is happening now is just a challenge to test my sincerity for her. I would never give up on her and I will wait even there is no certainty. From this day on, I will continue to court her and do efforts for the girl I love. Also, I think that things will get better soon but not now. - James De Sena

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Can’t sleep? I know the feeling. (Insomnia)

Yes, ya’ll heard it right I’m having difficulties in sleeping and causing me to have very big puffy eye. It often triggers on weekends, and having anxiety about something, like a reporting the next day, a quiz or whatsoever. I can only sleep peacefully if I would tire myself out before going to sleep like I’m going to watch some few videos on social media, or to dance before going to bed. The last time I experienced having this was on June 17 (Night before the first day of school), well I was excited but still was nervous that time causing me hard time to sleep, the time I finally slept was 2:30, and the time I should be waking up is 4:30, so that day my sleep was only 3 hours which is not good for my health. I’m still finding some remedies to really get my insomnia away, it’s really difficult if it attacks on the wrong time, especially the time I should be arriving to school is 6:15 which is super early, and the time I’m going to bed is 10:30 and 4 hours of insomnia. I don’t know when it did start to happen, I rarely drink coffee which has caffeine to make you stay awake. And also, I do not drink alcohol, never tasted it, no. The only thing I suspect triggering my insomnia is having big meals before sleep cause I’m trying to gain weight and having a nap on noon time. I’ve read couple of blogs about curing my insomnia, but oh well, I’m sick and tired reading the same advices but doesn’t do anything. If it triggers again I’m planning to consult a sleep specialist. So for those who are also experiencing this type of thing I suggest you take a hot bath or shower before going to bed, and avoid drinking coffees. -Raymark T. Berin