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So High School

high school boyfriend!finnick odair…

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who’s liked you since the first day of middle school but only found the confidence to ask you out in 9th grade.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who was all smiles when he found out he had 3 classes with you plus lunch. (He made sure he was sitting next to you in those classes.)

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who tries to make you laugh at any given chance, and when he does it makes his heart leap.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who notices that you start showing up to his practices. He sees you sit on the outdoor bleachers and read while he’s at lacrosse practice.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who walks you home afterwards and has the biggest smile on his face while he walks back home.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who after talking for a while, nervously asks you out to a pizza date. (He’s exploding with happiness when you say yes.)

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who after 3 dates, (one pizza date, one library date, and one movie date) finally asks you out by asking if he can be your boyfriend.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who feels like crying when you say yes.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who loves walking you to class, holding your books and your hand.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who introduces you to his family, but his mom already knows everything about you since he never stops talking about you.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who loves going to your house or to the library afterschool to watch you read and do your homework. He loves the way you get frustrated when you don’t get something right the first time, he wraps his arms around you and peppers your face with kisses to make you feel better.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who adores it when you come to his games wearing his spare jersey or hoodie with his number. He calls you his number one cheerleader and kisses you after every game.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who spends every winter break with you and buys you the new set of books you’ve been wanting for Christmas. He also spends new years with you and of course, kisses you at midnight.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who also spends everyday of every summer vacation with you. Whether it’s at the park, the beach, your house, his house, the movies, the pool, he’s always with you. He even spends the 4th of July watching fireworks with you.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who asks you out to the prom by having his teammates, your classmates and your friends hold out flowers for you to collect while you walk towards him. He holds a sign saying “I would be Enchanted to take you to prom” He’s all smiley when you say yes.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who needs absolutely no convincing for whatever color you choose for your dress and his suit. Anything to make his girl happy.

high school boyfriend!finnick odair who freaks out as graduation nears.

He’s lying in your arms as you read. But then the thought of graduation and college comes to his mind. He calls out your name, you put down your book.

He looks like he’s about to cry.

“Finn? What’s wrong?”

“What…what are we gonna do next year?”

You look at him with a confused look. “What are you talking about Finn?”

He sits up straight. “When we go away for school. What are we gonna do?”

His voice is shaky and you can already see the tears spilling out of his eyes.

“You aren’t going to leave me are you?”

You shake your head and hug him.

“No Finn…no. I would never dream of leaving you.” you whisper softly to him.

“You mean that?”

“Course I do. I’ve loved you for 4 years…and I know I’ll love you for more Finn. We’ll figure something out.”

He kisses your cheek and hugs you tightly, burying his head in the crook of your neck.

“I love you sweet girl. Forever.”

Needless to say, you and Finnick go long distance and spend every break together. You both even get your own place together in the city after you graduate. And he definitely plans on marrying you. He just needs to wait til the eras tour to make it magical for you.

this has been in my head for so long so i needed to write it out so my head wouldn’t explode :P

#Spotify #finnick fluff #finnick x y/n #thg finnick #finnick x you #finnick imagine #finnick odair x reader #finnick odair

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ssweeterthanfiction · 7 days

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Wait for your love.

Content Warnings: billy being TOXIC AS SHIT, gaslighting, reader being delusional (my poor baby:( ), mentions of drinking, drug use, and an addiction, mention of throwing up

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Junkie - 1976

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In November of ‘76, Y/N started opening for the Six. She had been on stage before, but only for small crowds, mainly in small cafes, bars and small backyard parties filled with people that were frankly disinterested in her and her music. Now she had a semi-packed venues with people that were actually interested in her and more importantly her music.

Y/N: “Opening for the band was great.”

“It was actually Billy that convinced me to open for them.”

“Sure…we fought a few times. But he really cared for me y’know? I have…a lot to thank him for.”

“Anyways, every night would be amazing. I would get the crowd riled up and then by the time the band came out, they were wild. And it wasn’t just while I was performing and while the band was performing that it was wild.”

“Backstage was a whole other story.”

“I’ve mentioned it before…Billy would look for a girl in the crowd to bring backstage almost all the time.”

“But now…I was that girl.”

“I was the girl that he was drinking with and laughing with. I was the girl that was dancing around with him, the one that would have a big smile on her face as he spun me around….I was also the one that was doing lines with him, the one taking pills and smoking with him…”

“I thought that if I did that he would…keep choosing me.”

“I guess it never occurred to me that because I was so desperate for Billy…I was falling into an addiction.”

Warren: “Y’know as much as I joke around about dumb shit…it was really hard to a girl that I saw as my little sister fall into an addiction.”

“It was hard to see her come home everyday just…so out of it.”

Karen: “Every night she would leave the house with Billy and the band if we had decided to go out. But she would never come back with Billy.”

“Someone would always find her passed out somewhere while Billy was flirting with some girl.”

Eddie: “I don’t know how many times I would find her passed out on the floor.”

“Me, Warren, Karen, Daisy, or Graham find her passed out and Billy would be having the time of his life while “his girl” was passed out on the floor of a strangers house.”

“I don’t know how many times I need to say this— Billy did not deserve her.”

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You were at a party with Billy and the band.

At least you thought you were.

At the moment you didn’t know exactly where you were. You knew you were lying on the floor, you could hear music blaring through whatever house you were in, you could smell the scent of weed and alcohol, it was giving you head a headache but hey, at least the floor was comfy.

As you lay there, eyes half closed, your hair a mess, you could hear a familiar voice.

“Y/N?”

You look up.

“Warren? Is that you?”

Warren looks down at you with a concerned look. “Yea…yea it’s me. Um…what are you doing on the floor?”

“I dunno…it’s comfortable down here though…” you say as you laugh.

Warren gives you a weary smile. “How much have you had to drink?”

“Uhhhh…I’m not sure…”

Warren looks down into your bloodshot eyes and then looks around.

“Where’s Billy? I thought he was with you.”

You turn your head and look around.

“I think he said he was going to get us some more drinks…”

Warren shakes his head and presses his fingers against his temple.

“Come on…let’s go” he says softly, crouching down to pick you up.

He slings one of your arms around his shoulders and then holds your waist close to keep you stabilized.

“Where are we going?”

“Back home…you’ve had way too much to drink”

“But I wanna stay”

Warren looks at you and frowns slightly. “No…no I’m taking you home.”

You fuss a bit as he helps you walk through the house. As you two walk, you both run into Eddie.

“Hey guys, where are you—“

Eddie cuts himself off as he takes in your appearance.

“How much has she had to drink?”

“No clue. She doesn’t even remember”

Eddie nods his head and stays quiet for a moment. “Where’s Billy?”

“Same thing, no clue”

Eddie balled his hands into fists. How could Billy just leave you in this state?

“Can you watch her for a minute? I need to go get my keys from Karen.” Warren says as he props you up on a chair.

“Yea, yea go”

You watch as Warren disappears back into the crowd.

“Is Warren coming back?”

“Of course he is, he’s just going to grab something”

You stare off into the crowd for a minute in silence. You’re looking for something— no, someone.

Eddie turns his back to you for a moment, but the minute he turns back around, you’re gone.

Stumbling through the crowd no one payed any mind to you. Everything was spinning, the flashing lights were hurting your eyes. You just wanted to be with Billy.

You see the back of Billy’s head and start walking over to him.

Before you can reach him, you hear Eddie and Warren call out your name.

You whip your head around and see them both running towards you.

“I told you to watch her!” Warren snaps at Eddie.

“I just turned my back for a minute”

They argue back and forth for a bit. Warren finally turns to you.

“Come on, we’re gonna go home”

he says to you as he grabs your arm.

“Wait— Wait! I wanna just go say bye to Billy!” you say, your words slightly slurred.

“Come on y/n, you’ll see Billy later. Just go home with Warren”

You continue to insist that you say bye to Billy but Warren and Eddie eventually get you outside to the car.

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Y/N: “I was pissed that they were dragging me out of the party.”

“I had wanted to stay for a little while longer, but I had way too much to drink so…I guess leaving wasn’t a bad idea.”

Warren: “There’s another reason that I wanted her to leave.”

“Before I found her practically passed out on the floor I found Billy with another girl making out in the corner.”

“No way in hell was I gonna let y/n find him like that.”

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Warren arrives at the house and helps you out of the car. You drunkenly stumble but he catches you before you can fall.

“Come on, let’s get you inside” he says in a gentle voice as he leads you inside.

He settles you down onto the couch. “Stay here, I’m gonna go get you water and an aspirin.”

Watching him walk into the kitchen you slump into the couch. You stare at the ceiling, then you feel a strange feeling in your stomach.

You cover your mouth with your hand and bolt to the bathroom.

Warren hears you and follows you to the bathroom. He sees you hunched over the toilet throwing up.

He crouches down and holds your hair back. Tears start to stream down your face.

“I’m sorry— I’m sorry I’m such a mess”

“It’s alright…It’s alright. I got you…I got you” he says in a reassuring tone as he rubs your back.

A few minutes pass, Warren brings you back to the living room. He hands you a water bottle and two aspirin. You take them.

“He was with another girl wasn’t he?”

Warren is caught off guard by your question. He doesn’t answer, but his silence is good enough for an answer.

“Thank you for bringing me home Warren” you say as you stand up.

Warren nods his head and you walk out of the living room.

You go back to Billy’s room and lay down in his bed. Almost instantly you knock out.

You only wake up slightly when you feel a pair of arms wrap around you.

It’s Billy.

He came back to you.

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Eddie: “Everyone else came back to the house at the same time.”

“Warren was still awake, but y/n was asleep.”

“I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat and then I went to check on her. There was a crack in the door so I just peaked in”

“Billy was already in bed with her.”

“After being with a random girl all night, he still had the nerve to come back to her.”

“He had the nerve to come back to her after leaving her drunk and high out of her.”

“And that’s how it was. Every. Goddamn. Time.”

Karen: “Y/N’s addiction just kept getting worse. And Billy just leaving her god knows where during a party didn’t help.”

“She was starting to rely on it to function. She would always say that it helped with her song writing, that it helped her relax.”

“She was using any little excuse to keep going. She was slipping.”

Y/N: “I really tried to keep control of it.”

“I tried to keep it hidden from the public, especially since I had that whole “America’s Sweetest Girl” thing going on.”

“But that all went flying out the window on New Years.”

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The band was throwing a New Year’s Eve party. Everyone who’s anyone was currently dancing, drinking and getting high out of their minds at the house.

You were in the living room with Billy. He had you in his lap, twirling a piece of your hair around his finger. Both of you had already had quite a bit to drink.

“You’re so pretty…” he whispers to you.

You giggle and lightly nudge his shoulder.

“Billy…”

He grins at your reaction, taking your face into his hands. “Look at you… so stunning…” he whispers, before giving you a kiss on the lips. “I love that dress on you”

“Wore it just for you, Billy”

He grins and kisses you again.

When he pulls away, you notice that he makes eye contact with someone from the other side of the room.

You feel him tense up.

“Hey baby, why don’t be go upstairs…” he whispers.

You look at him with a puzzled look but you nod your head.

“Yea…yea of course we can”

He gently took your hand into his own and led you upstairs to his room.

Once inside, he quickly locked the door. Turning to you, he pinned you up against the door, he kissed you deeply and then pulls away, his breath hot on your neck as he started to kiss down your neck.

“So pretty…all mine…” he whispers softly.

You both stay like that for a few moments. Then Billy takes hold of your waist and guides you to the bed. He lays you down on it and smirks.

“I’ll be right be back…stay here okay?” he says as he leans down to kiss you.

You nod your head and watch as he leaves the room.

Minutes pass…and he still hasn’t returned.

Sighing, you get up from the bed and head downstairs to find him.

As you try to get through the crowd you run into Eddie.

“Eddie! Have you seen Billy?”

“Uhhh…I think I saw him in the living room”

“Thanks Eds” you say as you smile at him.

You head to the living room, maybe Billy was just getting drinks for the two of you, right?

Wrong.

You feel your heart sink to your stomach once you see Billy.

He’s on the couch with a girl. Making out.

He pulls away from the girl and twirls her hair around his finger. Just like he does to your hair.

“Billy?”

He finally makes eye contact with you, but it’s too late, you’re already bolting out of the living room.

You hear Billy call out your name as you run back into the room.

“Go back to your friend Billy.” you say in a harsh tone.

“Baby, let me explain—“

“No! No you don’t get to explain!” you shout at him.

“Don’t raise your voice at me!” he shouts back. He scoffs. “You know… there are so many girls downstairs…they all want me…But here you are yelling at me for what? A kiss?”

“Then go back downstairs to them and—“

He takes a step towards you. “No. No I’m talking right now. Y/N, do I have to remind you what a privilege it is for you to be with me?”

“Because if you weren’t so good at being so damn pretty, then I could have my pick of girls…”

You feel like your heart was just shot. “You’re only saying that because you’re drunk.”

He takes a step forward once more, cornering her against the door.

“You know you should grow up, act your age and stop being a little bitch about this.”

He laughs. “You should know your fucking place. You’re just a silly little girl trying to hold onto something too good for her…something that’s not always going to be just hers.”

“You don’t— you don’t mean that. Take it back.” you say as your voice cracks.

He laughs again and gets even closer, his voice growing louder as he speaks.

“I do mean it… you think I don’t know that other girls check me out and want me?” he says with aggression. “You think I don’t know I have women lining up for me everywhere I go? You’re going to have to deal with that if you want to be with me. You’re gonna have to deal with all the girls that run after me. But you know what, I’ll choose you no matter what. Every time.”

He grabs your waist and rest his forehead on yours.

“I could replace you easily y/n but I choose you. Every time baby. I come back home to you every night. I always get you anything you want, I always make sure you’re happy. It was just one kiss baby, that girl doesn’t mean anything to me.”

He kisses you.

“You’re my girl. She isn’t.”

He kisses you again, this time with more drive, more passion.

“Now come on, let’s have some fun baby.” he smirks as he takes out a small bag of coke from his pocket.

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Y/N: “Billy always had this way of saying things the right way to get his way.”

“I was young and naive and…’in love’ to let him treat me like that…”

“Anyways, the rest of the night was really…really hazy for me.”

Warren: “She was completely out of it.”

“I don’t know what she and Billy took, they were both out of it.”

“So out of it that later that night there was a picture taken of her where she’s hanging out of the window, smoking and Billy’s holding a guitar.”

“And from the position and angle the cameraman caught, it looked like they were fucking on a window cill.”

Y/N: “Let’s just say that when I said that ‘America’s Sweetest Girl’ thing went out the window…it really went out the window.”

“But can you blame me? I was a junkie for Billy. And he was my dealer.”

hope u guys liked this part! this officially brings us to the end of 1976! i already know how im gonna start 1977 so i’ll start working on it tomorrow :) (there’s actually a few hints for how im gonna start it in this part) i also wanted to say tysm for 30 follows! (ik i already posted abt it but im js super grateful for u guys <3) i’m currently working on a finnick one-shot so stay tuned for that! again i hope u guys enjoyed this part! reblogs are always appreciated <3

(and if ur interested in another one of my finnick one-shots then check out love story! also requests are open if u guys have any ideas or just want to chat!)

#billy dunne #billy dunne x reader #djats #djats fic #djats x reader #billy dunne fic

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