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SQ is trying to read what mr curtain is writing in his journal. it happens what’s written is very egotistical.

i imagine mr curtain would barely realize sq is there, because he’s so used to being held by his wheelchair straps that it’s familiar enough to ignore.

#i love the idea that SQ is a very physical person #so he sorta leans subconsciously into physical touch #like if he'll bump shoulders with Jackson if theyre standing next to each other #or pat Martina's shoulder when he's saying hi #stuff like that

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#i simply do not care enough to bother #also the few times i have shaved my legs have left them super itchy #idk if that was cus i did something wrong or because i have sensitive skin #but either way i did not care for it

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I always love it when I'm on a walk and I see a cat sitting by a window as I'm passing by I'm like "yes that's exactly where you should be" so I like when my cat sits by the window because it makes me think someone will go on a walk and see her sitting there while they're passing by and also be excited to see a cat sitting by a window exactly where she should be

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my mom was trying to chew through some really tough steak and she turned to me and said “just call me The Gnawer.” she would do numbers here

#op you need to do us all a favor and get your mom on tumblr as soon as possible

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OH MY GOD

#HELLO???

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#completely serious when i say adapting this rule into my everyday (everynight?) life has saved me so much anxiety

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usually i can understand wht songs were cut from musicals / musical movies however i will never not be upset about halloween & mark & roger's part of goodbye love being cut like... that's one of your Main Characters... he is the First One introduced... how are you going to cut his character development... how are you going to cut 'why did mimi knock on rogers' door? & collins choose that phone booth? why did maureens equipment break down? why am i the witness? and when i capture it on film, does it mean that it's the end & i'm alone?' . hos are you gonna cut 'but who mark are you? 'mark has got his work,' they say, 'mark lives for his work,' and 'mark's in love with his work.' mark hides in his work.' 'from what?' 'from facing your failure, facing your loneliness, facing the fact, you live a lie, yes you live a lie, tell you why, you're always preaching not to be numb, when that's how you thrive, you pretend to create and observe when you really detach from feeling alive.' 'perhaps it's because i'm the one of us to survive.' 'poor baby.'

#FOR REAL it drives me up the wall #marks characterization suffers from it and ive met a few people who dont understand him at all #because they lack the context of these two key moments #and it makes me so upset because mark is so intsresting to me!! #everytime i rewatch the movie i pause after the reprise ill cover you to pull up the deleted scenes on youtube #because it feels incomplete without them

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I'm considering changing my user to something less fandom specific but man. I've been sqenthusiast long enough that it feels weird to change it

#i mean ill probably change it anyways i just dont know what to yet

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NEVER EVER EVER GONNA BE OVER THE SORTING OUT! NEVER!!

SQ SAVES HIM!!! and mr curtain is yelling at him but his face is DEVASTATED and they WONT let go of EACHOTHER and he has HOPE in his eyes AAAAOOOGGHGF

#AUAUAUAAGH THIS SCENE 😭 #and this ART!! ITS.SO GOOD

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Sorry for being such a slow writer, it's because I [remembers that self-deprecating jokes are harmful to my mental health and make everyone else uncomfortable] was attacked by dark spirits and washed up on the shore of a mysterious island with no recollection of who I was

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mutuals you would sit on a power line like little birds with

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NOOOOOOOOO SQ NOOOO

#AUGH 😭

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some studies i did of the difference in the eyes of these 5

i often focus a lot on facial features shape rather than placement since i suck at consistent proportions

#ooh i love these #i love that they've all got very distinct eye shapes #and theyre expressive all on their own #and augh your tags about sq 😭

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my first design of my boy. i’m literally obsessed with him his whole arc is literally crazy, i love him so much

#OH SQ MY BELOVED #these are so lovley the way you draw him is amazing

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OH THIS IS SO SWEET thank youuu 🥺

Celebrating @sqenthusiast!!!

Background noise Pretty sure I read this for the first time in the middle of the night, which was fitting because it reads like a dream. Gorgeous and soft and introspective and just so wonderful

safe ship, harboured Love love love love love!! It really feels like reading a bonus chapter to the books, a deleted scene or something hidden in the back of TPJ as a treat

Gentle Hands So, so sweet and comforting. I don't get joint pain like that (I don't do art), but I felt as though I was reliving a memory reading this one.

Living In The Sun Screaming???? Screaming.

Rolie Polies What can I say about this fic? I accidentally left two near identical comments on it because it just lives in my brain that much. I forget what I've actually said because I am constantly rotating it

#seriously this is just absolutely the sweetest tysm #its been a while since i finished a fic but this is making me wanna get up and write #also i will finish living in the sun. someday.. #its been so long since i updated it 😅 #i'll get there eventually i dont want to leave it unfinished #anyways THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS <33

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THIS IS YOUR SPORADIC REMINDER TO GO READ "TIME AND A HALF" BECAUSE IT'S BASICALLY CANON AND IT'S BEAUTIFUL

#TIME AND A HALF MY BELOVED <333 #thank you for reminding me i need to reread it its been too long

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thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it