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just because it still makes you cry doesn’t mean you aren’t moving on

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Lol who am I. Update: my bf left me so he can try to work it out with his baby momma bcs he caught her sleeping with another girl. After he begged for me to take him back. So I’m like 🤡

I love my boyfriend 💕

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How long since it been since you’ve fucked?

I havent seen my bf in a few day so Sunday 

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I love my boyfriend 💕

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Sex used to be so meaning less to me as in I did not care who I slept with. But once it is forcibly taken from you it is not just meaningless it becomes more. 

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SO lets just say I played myself again. Im over these little emotional games that guys always seem to love to play. Im tired of trying to love someone who just want to be loved. 

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Im head over heals for this boy again. Ill keep you all updated if I get my heart broken again, but I don't feel that I am this time. 

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Michael B. Jordan First We Feast

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How many times am I allowed to give my ex boyfriend a chance till it's ridiculously crazy of me 

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My sister just told me if you think to your wedding day and you see him at the end of the aisle you go for it but if not think about what you’re doing 

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I AM SO IN LOVE WITH A BOY WHO COULD CARE LESS. but sometimes i feel that maybe he does love me too 

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Making Home

I do a great job of forcing myself into making “home” with people who are not capable of making a home with. Im not talking about a physical home I'm talking about making someone my safe place my refugee which in some cases it is the most beautiful thing but in my case it has been nothing but destruction. 

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Everyone swears that they have a sucky love life, right? I mean you’re most likely going to school full time while having a full time job because school isn't free while trying to maintain a social and love life. Im the first to say that it is nearly impossible to do all three and if you can do all three my hats off to you. 

So with that let me get started with my story it's really short. After a million years I finally started dating a guy that I had my eyes on for a while. We had a very rocky start but worked through all that and continued to push for what I thought was a real relationship. But joke was on me........ Long story short he decided that we shouldn't be together because i questioned if his ex girlfriend was going to life is beautiful with him. I mean i feel I had every right too but he didn’t seem to think so. OOOHHHH well. 

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