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old pete wentz live journal you will always be famous

#invented being gay and yearning

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#i love #i love lanterns

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no but do you understand like Harrow grew up treating Gideon like shit to soothe her own damaged soul and Gideon grew up thinking there was no other option for her but to be a weapon, just another way to be used, and Gideon fell in love with it. she fell in love with being a weapon and she fell in love with Harrow and wanted to be HER weapon. she was treated like shit her whole life and was radicalized to believe that was all she deserved. and Harrow realized she loved Gideon and that she COULDN'T keep treating her like that, she wanted to stop she wanted to handle Gideon with kindness and and Gideon does not understand that as love like do you understand. im biting

#the locked tomb #gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

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the Best thing about Avatar as a media is the world building and the Potential for so much personal heart, in all the designs and inspiration, and i loveevvee it

i cannot state enough how much i adore that the entire zukka fandom is just OBSESSED with the characters clothes. like every time an artist posts a cool super detailed design! with real cultural inspiration! and pretty colours!! we all go wild

#smacks the roof atla universe #this bad boy can fit so much culture and art in it

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My favorite part of Gideon the ninth, is the fact that as a narrator, Gideon sees zero importance in mentioning basically any useful information about the world we’re reading about. But you can always be guaranteed that whenever Corona is in a scene, however briefly, Gideon will mention how hot she is at least once

#she cant help that she is in lesbians with corona #me too #the locked tomb

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katniss usually reserves the term beautiful for things of the capitol (or the capitol-esque districts). whether that be cinna's beautiful costumes (thg, 139; cf, 20) or the district one tributes (thg, 69, 192; cf, 54). the role of katniss's prep team is to make her beautiful (mj, 54). 

and because of this association with the capitol, katniss prides herself on not taking pleasure in it. she is eager to "scrub the scent of beauty from her body" when she is in the capitol (thg, 139). and she jokingly teases peeta for being susceptible to the capitol's beauty unlike her (cf, 60). even as prim compliments her on her beauty before the first reaping, katniss is quick to counter that she is nothing like herself (thg, 15).

because while she might describe her woods and the nature around her as beautiful, katniss does not directly call anyone in her close circle beautiful. she will imply that prim is beautiful like how her mother once was (thg, 3). or point out gale's beautiful hands as they assemble the snares (cf, 28). she will allude to the beauty of these people. but never directly coin them as beautiful. except for one person.

because in her overwhelming relief, the peeta that she eagerly rushes to embrace for the first time after the games is clean and healthy and beautiful (thg, 360). it is almost like her mind lets it slip in at the last second. that he is beautiful. and afterward, all of the items that peeta produces are labeled beautiful. his cakes (thg, 95), his cookies (cf, 8), and his pearl (107). it seems like everything that his hands touch become beautiful from association.

and for all of the talk katniss gives about not having an eye for beauty, she relies on it in what she thinks are her final moments. after katniss gives peeta the life-saving medicine and collapses in front of him, her eyes fall on a beautiful green-and-silver moth (thg, 189). and she eagerly searches for a final piece of beauty before the quell arena explodes. but she can't find peeta (cf, 108). she can't find his pearl (cf, 108). so, her eyes eventually settle on a star to give her comfort (cf, 108).

and so it is even more tragic that the one person she allowed herself to deem beautiful was morphed into something else. just like in haymitch's games, where all of the beauty of the eden-esque arena turned into a deadly facade (cf, 56). only now snow has turned katniss's beautiful boy with the bread into a personal weapon against her. and it is so demoralizing to katniss that she vows vengeance and then hopes for a quick death in the process.

but then that makes it even sweeter that peeta is the only person that truly comes back for katniss in the end. because the war was almost successful in taking away everything beautiful from katniss. gale's beautiful snare-constructing hands became the means of senseless violence. prim's face was no longer there to be reminiscent of katniss's mother's beauty.

but there he was. and although burns licked his forehead and scars were scattered throughout his body, no amount of fire could ever burn away the beautiful blue of his eyes. slowly, her beautiful boy came back to her. a long glance across the breakfast table. an awful joke directed towards him that was quickly rewarded with a smile that not even the games could take away (thg, 360). his embrace that hints of cinnamon and dill still there after all this time. because while the war may have convinced katniss that she was unworthy of beautiful things, her dandelion in the spring reminded her that she always was.

#the hunger games #im crying

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"kill them with kindness" WRONG soup and a winning attitude

#htn #she gets me #harrowhark nonagesimus

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Hold on. Hold on. Noticing a pattern.

Jod said when they were shutting down the cryo project, the bodies that didn't rot were the ones that he personally said goodbye to, the ones he loved.

Jod cannot die, has not been able to die in ten thousand years. Alecto assures him, "I still love y—" .

The cavaliers of Lyctors, as evidenced by Naberius and Gideon, their bodies don't rot.

Tamsyn Muir assured us, regarding Alecto, we have not begun to see the horrors of love.

#so im gonna be Hurt #cool okay

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torture the blonde man some more

#i have nothing to add #this goes for Any blond man #they all have evil in them

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finally! a book series that acknowledges three very important truths:

all scientists are weird and a little bit fucked up

if the stressed out sensitive guy in your polycule suddenly develops magical abilities, that's bad probably

if you're gonna start a cult, you do need some eyeliner.

#all scientists have the capacity to become Evil Scientists ™ #one bad day basically

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you can’t have tlt brainrot because the bodies aren’t rotting it’s been months why aren’t they rotting they should have rotted why

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Random birds that Tim could use for his new identity except they get worse like every time part I don’t even know:

for my fav fly on the wall, a red bird on the wall

#accurate name tho #would be be unhinged enough to own it? #i think yes

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your teeth are a gift from god and you can sink them into other people's flesh btw

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In another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.

#im sick #i cant take this

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performing a lobotomy so u forget about ur cavalier and halt the full absorption of her soul all by yourself, beautiful?

#need this

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dying @ the fact that Blackest Night: Batman #3, where tim has to fight off the evil reanimated corpses of both his parents and their murderer, Adventure Comics (2009) #3, where tim sees kon for the first time after his resurrection and has a nervous breakdown in the parisian sewers, and Red Robin #5, where tim almost gets assassinated & loses his damn spleen, all came out on the exact same day. october 14 2009 first international tim drake fucking struggles day