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jeong jaehyun fic rec list 1

[most] contain smut > minors dni (18+)

labeled >> a [angst] f [fluff] s [smut]

This was requested! let me know if any links are wrong/not working!

one shot

no guidance [fwb to unplanned pregancy au] s,f

winter bird [exes to room sharing au] s,f,a

FREAKS [preppy!jaehyun x badgirl!reader] s

all i wanted [ex bestfriends au] s,a

can i help you? [estbalished relationship] s

honeymoon avenue [ex fiance au] s,f,a

he fell first, he fell harder [childhood best friends au, college au] s,f,a

twilight. [vampire!jaehyun x fem!reader, established relationship au] s

all-nighter [nerd!jaehyun x bad girl! reader] s

his love in her force [undercover detective!jaehyun x ballerina fem!reader] s,f,a

desperate [unlikely sub!jaehyun x dom fem!reader, strangers au] s

heavenly [established relationship au, comedy] s,f

team captain [frat boy!jaehyun x fem!reader, comedy] s

open your legs, not your bible [bad boy!jaehyun x good girl!reader, forbidden romance au] s,a

sleep well princess [brothers bestfriends au] s,f,a

seeds of pomegranates [god!jaehyun x human fem!reader, hades and persephone au] s,a

dive [frat boy!jaehyun x fem!reader] s

all these years [childhood friends to lovers au] s,f,a

hot girl bummer [brothers best friend au] s

jealousy (not) [established relationship, comedy] s

it wasn't me [idol!jaehyun x celeb crush!reader] s

jeong jaehyun [ceo!jaehyun x secretary fem!reader] s

illicit. [cousin's boyfriend au] s, a

needy for you [established relationship] s

BODY PARTY [professional boxer!jaehyun] s

[songmingiyomi]

SOMETIMES | CHAPTER 4. STICKY NOTES

SYNOPSIS. Sometimes, Jaehyun forgets that you are roommates.

— or, alternatively: it all started with a blackout in the whole building.

PAIRING. jaehyun x fem!reader

GENRE. fluff | slight smut | roommates!au

word count. 1400 words

warnings. swearing

author’s note. happy reading~ chapter 5 will be posted tonight!

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What are you? That’s a question that never seems to leave your mind, especially after that night. You can’t seem to formulate an answer to that question. Not when you woke up the next morning next to Jaehyun’s shirtless body. Not when you both act like a domestic couple living in the same apartment. Not when you both forget that you’re just roommates.

The two of you have seen each other, quite literally. You’ve seen right through Jaehyun. He’s seen right through you. You’ve both crossed boundaries. Roommates are to never develop some sort of feelings for each other simply because they are two complete strangers to each other, sharing the same living space until their lease is up. Right… your lease. You and Jaehyun signed a 1-year lease. Once one year passes, the two of you become strangers again. You’ll be strangers unless you both agree upon extending your lease.

But with what’s happened so far in the past couple of months, you’re not sure if extending the lease would be an option.

“Jaehyun, we need to clean the apartment.”

It’s the first thing you tell him when he comes home from work. Your conversations with him have been short. You know that he’s aware of how short they’ve gotten.

“Alright. Let me clean myself up first and we can start cleaning,” he insists as he excuses himself to his bedroom.

His bedroom. It haunts you in your sleep. The memory of you losing yourself on his bed sheets, him towering over you. Your hands gripping tightly onto the bed sheets as he thrusts himself into you, head thrown back in complete pleasure. It haunts you. You know the musky scent that fills his bedroom. You can hear and remember the sound of his moans in your ear. You know where all his things are. You shouldn’t know. You shouldn’t be feeling this way. You shouldn’t have even stepped into his bedroom, let alone have sex with him in his bed.

It’s been two and a half weeks since that night. It still haunts you in your sleep. Tonight will be no different.

You’re too absorbed in your own thoughts that you barely notice him walking into the living room and plopping down next to you on the six hundred dollar couch. He nudges you gently and it brings you back to reality.

“Shall we get started?” He asks.

You make the biggest mistake of looking at him. Your eyes meet. You quickly look away, getting up from the couch. “Let’s get started.”

It’s been two and a half weeks since you both cleaned the apartment. Everything is lazily placed around in the apartment, your socks and hair ties, his sweaters and bucket hats. The two of you start with your own bedrooms, conducting a deep cleanse before grouping together to clean the rest of the apartment.

It takes you about half an hour to deeply cleanse your bedroom. Jaehyun takes about roughly the same amount of time. The two of you then help each other clean the living room, where most of the mess was made. Empty coffee cups, empty coffee mugs, hair ties, worn clothing, and all the like. You and Jaehyun make yourselves busy, not starting a single conversation.

You’re dusting the TV setup when one of the books on the bookshelf falls to the floor. Slowly picking it up, you place it back onto the shelf before noticing a yellow sticky note attached to the back of it. Peeling off the sticky note, you bring it closer to you to read the scribbled note on it.

Is this book your favorite? I waited for you to finish reading it before reading it myself. Hope you don’t mind. You have great taste in books. I feel like I should get to know you better. -J

Your cheeks heat up. You place the sticky note in your pocket. Continuing with your deep cleaning, you see Jaehyun move on to the dining room to wipe down the tables and chairs. You head to the couch to fluff up the couch pillows until another sticky note falls from one of them.

Loved our IKEA trip. We should go again. It was nice couch hunting with you that day. -J

It’s too risky for your heart to be feeling this way. Soft. Mushy. But you place the sticky note into your pocket anyway before moving on. You’re dusting the coffee table and somehow, you take a look underneath and to your surprise, there is a blue sticky note stuck underneath. You tilt your head in confusion. It’s an odd place to put a sticky note because you would have never found it.

I remember how you like your coffee. Three cream and three sugar. I think it’s the small things like this that truly makes me want to know you better. I’m trying. -J

Jaehyun takes out the trash and leaves you all alone in the apartment. You take this as an opportunity to look for more sticky notes. Rushing to the bathroom, you look through all the drawers, underneath the shampoo bottles, until you eye the mirror. You open the mirror and right behind it is a yellow sticky note.

K, stop studying and dreading how you look when you look in the mirror. I always found you pretty. -J

You rush into the kitchen to open every single cabinet. You find at least three sticky notes. One was stuck underneath a coffee mug, one was stuck on a jar to mimic a label, and another one was stuck right behind the cabinet door.

Everyday, I find you charming when you’re cooking dinner for the two of us. Let me cook you a meal sometimes. I promise I’m a great cook! -J

You have an eye for details, especially by remembering how I like my coffee. I admire that. -J

Oh, have you ever wondered how our lives would’ve been if we didn’t meet each other at the rental office? I’m so happy to have met you. It happened at the perfect place and at the perfect time. -J

You agree with the last sticky note.

Bumping into Jaehyun at the rental office was the perfect time and the perfect place. You were looking for a place to stay. He was also looking for a place to stay. Somehow, you both made it work. If you didn’t bump into Jaehyun that day, you probably wouldn’t be living in the city. You would probably still be living with your parents, commuting your way to the city every morning for work. Sometimes, you wonder how things would’ve turned out if you never met Jaehyun that day.

“Hey, the mailman came in and I brought you your mail—”

You snap your head towards the door to see Jaehyun standing there. Frozen. He has a stack of mail in his hands and you gulp nervously. He eyes the sticky notes in your hands before breaking out into a smile.

“You found them!”

“I—”

“Finally. It took you a while to find them, huh?”

“But—But—”

He points at them. “How many did you find?”

You count them by pulling each one out of your pocket. “Seven.”

He slowly nods his head. “You’re missing one.”

“Is this some sort of game, Jaehyun? Easter egg hunt?” You question and he smiles.

“It’s not like I’m going to tell you where I put the last one,” he grins. “Two weeks have gone by and it is only now that you’ve started to find them.”

“They’ve been hidden for quite some time now?” You raise an eyebrow and he nods.

“I spent the last two weeks hiding them around the apartment. I guess you were just too busy with work to even stumble upon one.” He explains. “But I’m glad you found them now. It would’ve been embarrassing if you never found them. It would be even more embarrassing if you find them when our lease is up.”

You find yourself smiling so wide that your cheeks hurt. “Jaehyun, you shouldn’t have. This is so sweet.”

He folds his arms. “Well, now you have to find the last sticky note.”

“Where did you put it?”

“My lips are sealed!”

“Hey!”

Right before Jaehyun runs away from you, he eyes your six hundred dollar couch. Soon after, he rushes to his room when you start to lunge at him.

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hello mingi!! not many days left now until 2020 is over! obviously, i skipped a lot of days 😂 today is a very productive day for me, i did nothing but edit documents to be passed for a year-end report. idk i just felt like writing here again xd. i did not complete my missed entries anymore because i realized that i should not over share on the internet, because it might backfire one day even if i see nothing wrong with it right now. maybe I'll write to you again next yr, but on a notebook instead 😂 the whole week i feel dizzy and yesterday was my worst episode of vertigo. i tried a maneuver i saw on youtube but it just worsen loool. my head is still heavy today but it's already tolerable. I hope it gets better before sunday because I'll be seeing an optometrist and for sure I'll get a headache by trying on my chosen eyeglass. I've been wearing contacts for two yrs now and i think it's one of the causes of my constant headaches so I'll go back to eyeglasses.

it's also my 1st monthsary with my "fake" bf!! hahaha i call it fake because it's LDR and I'm not really feeling it. Although I know he likes me, I'm just really not vibing with him. talking to him feels like a chore 😂😂 i sound so mean right now but i felt really off one time when he said "enough of tragedy" when I told him about the recent typhoon. he also makes fun of my choice of music, you know, kpop. I don't really like his choice of music too i just pretend i do so why can't he do the same sksksks,,, lastly, he keeps sending weird gifs of kissing and holding hands... like eeewww??? hahahaha!! even if he's tall, handsome, nice, got a decent job, no vices, almost perfect—i can't really fall for someone I'm not vibing with. but idk, I'll see how it goes, maybe I'll change my mind 😂

enough of me,, u recently went on a hiatus for ur mental health. i felt sad about the news because it's around the same time last yr when u were on hiatus from ateez activities because of injury. but like i said before, (or I don't know if i said it already), people are like seasons. we have bad and good days. not all the time u will be smiling like we see on our screens. take ur time to heal!! we totally understand where ur coming from. this too, shall pass. and when u overcome your dark days, we'll always be here to welcome you with open arms ♥️♥️♥️ these days I'm binge watching ateez content i missed and I'm totally loving the ateez fever road by kakao tv 💛 I'm also listening to ateez playlist while I'm doing my work. With that being said, I'm again thankful for your music and for being a member of ateez 💗💗

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hi mingi!! so... i was able to open my fb stan account back hahaha. i just tried again today and fortunately it worked without needing to go through additional steps. this reminds me of the time earlier this year when my twitter got locked too 😂 i post in my fb stan acc more than in my real acc because I'm more free to voice out my political opinion and share funny memes and kpop stuff there without the judgment of my irls. but idk, sometimes i find my online personality too strong, full of rage, and intimidating when I'm the exact opposite in real life because I'm a softie and very timid. i wonder how would other people judge me basing on my tone here in my online journal... I don't want to say I'm faking my online personality, but instead, it's different part of me. we all only share what we want people to see on social media anyway.. what am i even saying now lol good night 🌃

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hello mingi! there's a lot in store for ateez in the coming days; 2nd anniversary concert, asia song festival, kcontact, etc... the paola from the first half of 2020 would be so thrilled to hear about this 😁 but u already know how i barely keep up with ateez content now because i picked up a different routine now. i don't want to feel guilty anymore because I realize that it's part of growing up or getting older, the things we do and want change as time goes by. even if we feel like our life is constant, a year ago is exactly different from our life today. I'm glad to remember san's words to put ourselves first before ateez. but i hope u know that even if I'm not the craziest and most dedicated atiny anymore, you will always hold a special place in my heart. I will still be here, cheering for u through your highs and lows.

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hello mingi!! it's oct 2 now and i just realized that i became an atiny in sept 26 2019 so i it's been a year now!! time really flies so fast!! ateez were kinda big already when i first knew u and it's amazing to see u grow even bigger in just a year!! but this is all just the beginning, i believe u haven't reached ur peak yet and u'll dominate the not just kpop but the entire music industry soon and I'll be here to cheer for u. but i wish to see u in real life (concert/fanmeet) before that happens so it'll be less expensive hehe. I'm so proud of ateez and I'll always be 🦋

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hello mingi!!

my stan fb got locked :( because i attempted to use a 3rd party app. it's an app supposed to give free likes. i want to give my mama's entry to the school singing contest a lot of likes because she's monitoring it every time. but i guess cheating is not the answer lol. well i think like contests are dumb af and likes should not measure your worth. recovery steps are a hassle to do so i think it's a good byee

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hello mingi

it's the last day of the september. went to the city hall to get my check. my social anxiety is tested again today 😂 glad I'm improving because even though I was hesitant, I was able to go ask the staff for my remaining check lol

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hello handsome

look how cute u are even in bare face. it's been a talk among atinys when u read a mean comment on your vlive broadcast saying ateez isn't fun and u had to say sorry. i hope that 1 comment didn't let you down. there were thousands of nice comments to cheer u up. & don't say sorry!! you're very fun to watch!! and i love all ur performances and songs!! we atinys do!!!

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hello mingi

sharing u a disappointed mingi meme hahahaha

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hello mingi

i watched ur the star interview and u all look glowing!! the saga of mingi's fear of satan continues 😂 btw couldn't sleep because i came across on fb an experience about aswang/tiktik,a philippine mythical creature believed to be sucking up babies from pregnant women. note to self to never read anything scary at night ever again 😭😭

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hello mingi!!!

really sorry if i won't be able to complete the 366 days entries here :( I was gone for 37 days. I wish to write for the days that I missed but I don't remember anything significant. There's nothing much that happened to me in the past month except had my 22nd birthday and we have a total of 5 rescued kittens now. It's still quarantine and I lose my motivation to do my tasks as the days progress. I stopped browsing through twitter/ig, watching netflix and reading harry potter because I'm too absorbed with state of survival. I've spent so much in the game already so I feel like it'd be a waste to quit. This game is taking too much of my time so I'm promising myself to quit this on the last day of the year. really sorry too if I wasn't able to keep up with ateez activities especially now that you're actively promoting. I just saw that you will be having an online concert again soon. I'll try to keep my tabs on ateez everyday even just for 5mins!!

I hope you're doing well and healthy and happy like I always wish. Ur still my kpop boy!! hehe

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hello mingiee, look what came in the mail today.. the destiny perfume is so pretty ✨✨ it smells similar to pain relievers but still a good smell 😁

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hello mingi!! so it was online fansign again. in the previous one, someone asked you what's her favorite ateez song. and she said it's song mingi. I'm sad I'm not the first one to say it to you because i would've said the same thing if we meet 😂😂

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hello mingi :D the thanxx music video is confirmed to be on august 24!! two days before my birthday,, thanxx for the advance gift!! speaking of my bday,,, it's happening in a week but i don't want it to come yet. i felt like i did nothing significant as a 21 yr old?? hahaha it's self-decpreciating time again 😂

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a teaser says that THANXX mv will be out soon!!! AAAHHH I AM SO EXCITED!! u knoe what they say, save the best for the last!! crossing my fingers that you also do promos for this song!

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hello mingi. we are entering week 3 of the inception promotions ✨✨ hope u and ateez are having the time of your lives. I'm happy that these promos are going well with everyone healthy. look at u 😁 stylist-nim made u wear the longest coat again. not complaining doe haha it's just easy for a mingi stan to notice how most of your stage outfits are long coats 😁😁