decided to download and play new papa's game, why not, and omg i didn't expect to see him so soon ( ;∀;) allan, baby... he's so cute (..◜ᴗ◝..) i want to draw him again...
i wish to be in more popular fandoms, gain more followers and new friends, wish to socialise more with the fellow enjoyers, yet i'm very scared of people in fandoms nowadays. i see most of them as creeps, "online cops" are creeping the shit out of me. they judge whoever they want, cancel all people they don't like, lie, harass, encourage others to do the same ... this is very awful. i hate it so much.
yet more and more people in every fandom space are listening to them like a propaganda! a propaganda of violence, on internet and real life too. once someone discovers your address (i wonder how ૮ • ﻌ - ა), the bullying expands, it becomes larger and affects not only your life on the internet. it's not okay. but who cares when "bad" people are getting kicked out of society? yeaaah, let's bully that person who drew a fanart of the ship we hate! oh, they're also a minority? that's fucking hideous, they don't deserve to love peacefully even MORE.
disgusting. this is all i can say. it's disgusting and keeps me away from popular big media. not only because i find most of them boring to me, but also this.
oh, to draw short animatic with pier paolo x ninetto with this charming man ... maybe one day. i can, i'm just very lazy and too impulsive with my art ideas. but animatic with them would be so awesome ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀)
UUDHGJFJGGUGJGHUDUDEW EHDUUFF SHDUD DEHUEHDHFD OHHHHHH I HAAAATE HOW YOU DRAW THEM SO CUTELY AND ADORABLE IIIII HATE IIIT
Ninetto per la prima volta in vita sua vede la neve. [...] Ma con lo scendere della notte, il cielo si fa d'improvviso bianco, e, come usciamo dall'albergo per fare due passi nel paesello deserto, ecco che l'aria si anima [...] Pare che tutto il cielo ci stia cadendo addosso sciogliendosi in quella sagra felice e cattiva di neve appenninica.
i envy pier paolo's courage and openness i won't lie, but i don't want to talk about my sexual preferences and dirty fantasies. or bukkake experience. i want to speak openly and proudly about things that i think are right, but that may cause a negative reaction. if i'm convinced of my knowledge, it can be appreciated by others. if i'm not sure of myself, how can i expect other people to recognize me and my opinions? (not exact, but it's my favourite quote from very popular kazakh philosopher) ᕙ(⌐■_■) heck yeah
to be fair and honest, pier paolo could be both. his anxiety, depression and other mental horrible bugs are making him also very hypersexual and silly. god bless this man's soul