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thank you dear mutual for liking this and reminding me of updating this (and sadly of this stupid moment in my life as well)

he did treat me well often but, most of the times, he would ignore anything i told that bothered me, make me feel crazy whenever i opened up, every now and then share something anti-lgbtq, racist, xenophobic or any stupid shit that people would be ashamed to post on the net 10 years ago. not only that, but we also never had any fun. we'd barely go out and, whenever we did, he'd be bothered by anything i did (even though i never had any bad intention), and when we stayed in, he'd just put on an anime or a random video or scroll through his fb homepage. that's it.

it had gotten to a point that both of us were tired, but i think i was more. definitely way more. but i realized i HAD to break up when i finally found out i was liking another guy since some time.

and so i did! the next week after breaking up, i started going out with this new guy. we had our first anniversary (officially) together this 27th and i've never been any happier and satisfied with my life, even knowing im not perfect and still have a lot of bad habits to fix. i have a nice job, we've just started saving money for our house and we always motivate and help each other even when we don't have to. i've never had a friend like this and i hope this never ends.

and im not saying this to brag, at all. just... if anyone ever reads this, i hope you know your place. and by that, i not only mean "treat people nicely" but, mostly, "treat yourself the best way possible". you can count on your hands the amount of people who are going to be there for you when you need, and sometimes, not even the one supposed to support you the most is actually willing to do that. so do it for yourself. if you ever get the chance to choose happiness, don't think twice, just do it.

and if you feel that you're at your worst, hopeless, and lonely, whether you have 200 people around or no one, life holds something bigger for you, on the right time. i'd probably never get to know my current boyfriend if i hadn't given my ex so many chances. so... hang in there. i hope you get to be yourself again soon, or get to find yourself, and learn to respect your soul. you deserve better and you will get better. i believe in you and your strength, you're not alone.

YALL I GOT ENGAGED LIKE FR NO CAP AT ALL IM SO AKEKKWODKAKẞO

#that got longer than i thought it would get but it's ok i put my heart into this one #hope it reaches someone who needs to hear ot now! #good night and see you next year in my next yearly update #shut up alex

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YALL I GOT ENGAGED LIKE FR NO CAP AT ALL IM SO AKEKKWODKAKẞO

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bashful.

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big fan of trans people. fuckin, you know, keep it up, i really love your work.

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for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

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just so ppl are aware, i firmly believe april fools is for funny little gimmicks, absurdist memes, and dad jokes, so this blog won’t be reblogging any sudden flashing/jumpscare/g0re videos!!

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you heathens will reblog day specific posts any day of the week. i woke up thinking it was wednesday

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Reblog if you've found friendship because of your fandoms.

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came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat

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“We never believe we’re beautiful, no matter how many times we hear it. We never believe it until someone says it in the right way.”

— Francine Prose

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Hiiiii

My last post lost traction, so here we go again

If you wanna support a queer, ill, and incredibly grateful binch, maybe consider donating to my p a y p a l here. I've been searching for a job but it's really hard to find something that's accommodating of my limitations and my schedule (I already have 40 hours of school a week, not counting homework & transport, and it's not a regular schedule either). I've been putting everything on my credit card for months and I've emptied every single account I had. I have rent, phone, transportation, electricity, heating, meds, school supplies, food etc to pay. You know, the usual. If even 4% of my followers gave 1$ each, I'd have enough to pay for everything! And I could also pay everything if every one of my followers gave 5 cents lol. (I'm absolutely not saying you have to donate, I just wanna illustrate how any amount is helpful!)

Thank you very much!

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