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Dw, Im used to it

If i behave or not doesnt really matters - i wont be trusted anyway

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Dragging myself all over another day

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me: please don’t panic and overanalyze things again

brain: how bout i do a n y w a y

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i feel like this needs to be said: you literally can’t ask or expect anyone to drop everything for you and operate under your terms at all times. you can’t expect people to always be there for you and always choose you in any given ultimatum. sacrifice cannot be expected or asked for, it has to be freely given. and just because someone loves you, that doesn’t mean everything they do will be done with you in mind. if you have a problem with that, then you are the problem.

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yes, i am feeling multiple contradicting emotions all at once. what of it.

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mako_vice

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‘The Visitor’ by Andrew Hitchen

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Everything.

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Me being sad:

-isolating

-thinking of you in the next room blaming myself for having the need to isolate

-probably writing on tumblr after we fought

-blaming myself for having hurt you

-willing to sleep over my dumb shit (isolating even more)

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Never enough

Im used to it

Is it immature to just want to freakin isolate

Am i selfish or am i just trying to preservate and meditate instead of freaking out like i did a very moment ago

I dont want to cry anymore-

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Aaaand ive spoke too much, shouldve been biting my tongue instead of letting rage taking over

As always, im wrong

Startin to think again im wrong in existing

"act yourself"

Myself is crawling in bed when things are exhausting

Myself is writing to have some kind of illusion im in control of something

Myself is crying

Myself is willing not to live everyday without knowing well split in a moment due to something i may have done, maybe i did, maybe ill do

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time flies when your life is falling apart

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