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you know now that I'm hospitalised thanks to anemia (+ flu) and the doctors said it was a miracle for me to even be alive... maybe it's time to try writing again so that i can post an unhinged author note and keep the ao3 tradition of shit-keeps-happening to the author

#cw hospital #tw hospital #cw anemia #tw anemia #me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #to anyone that sees the post yes i am alive.... life has been tough lol

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the pain (writing a report) is unbearable (its been over 2 hours since ive sat down and decided to work on it)

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people draw things and its the most fascinating thing ive ever seen!!! like wow you did that!?!?!?! SO COOL

i wanna eat it, shove it in my mouth and bite it like a dog toy because i dont know how else to express my love and admiration

#for once it feels inspiring and doesnt make me feel bad about myself lol #but yeah #ARTISTS MY DUDES ARTISTS #this was about drawing i saw #but like it literall applies to all types of artist #how do yall do that #fascinating!!

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#HELLO FREDDIE??? #reblog #that is pretty funntt tho

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girlies i just want the tips, I don't need your life story 😭😭😭 I. girl i don't want to read all that text

PLEASE JUST GIVE ME INFORMATION! WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND THIS????

please please stop giving me KID TIPS, I'm an adult 😭 i just want to find a adhd friendly ways of drawing so that I can finally get a routine going

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #the immense desire of wanting to punch a wall #im already feeling impatient #i need to bite something

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please please stop giving me KID TIPS, I'm an adult 😭 i just want to find a adhd friendly ways of drawing so that I can finally get a routine going

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #its been my burning desire for years #AND YET I STILL FUCKING SUCK #while everykne else gets better #wtf im tired of this #i know im not diagnosed yet but yeah its pretty obvious what this is

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Wonderful place, hedgehogs are the cutest things!!! <3 we all loved the local pancake, oreo 🥺🩵

Absolutely horrid that when we got out, we passed through a really sketchy place and so many drunkards catcalling us 🙃 fucking terrible

really hope this place im going can be good for my apprenticeship and that i can stay there working 🥺 working with hedgehogs sounds wonderful 🩵

otherwise the other great place it is... if they accept me there 😭

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #also its so far away and public transport is hell on earth so I'm not sure

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really hope this place im going can be good for my apprenticeship and that i can stay there working 🥺 working with hedgehogs sounds wonderful 🩵

otherwise the other great place it is... if they accept me there 😭

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #babes im not good at shit #im slow at getting stuff #im so scared of doing a horrible impression once i start my apprenticeship #girl i never worked in my life im sorry i dont know things

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how do i get good at drawing without drawing

no practice, only get good >:(

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #i have no idea how to imposs a routine on myself so that i can get better #im tired of always failing try #cause thays the problem i aint even trying rn #aag this is too depressing for now bye sorey

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no worries! im also sorry if my answer came across as aggressive as i really was only replying to your questions

yeah i never really thought about it either until yesterday, I don't know why but the question popped in my head and well if there is a way to make it better I'd love to know. especially since this is such a big thing for me now that I had the time to actually think about it

we should always strive to make our life easier if we have the resources to do so :)

an thank you!

since the neurodivergent tag is trending maybe someone can help with my super specific question bc this feels pretty nd

Anyone else is super protective of their stuff/space? like you it's not jealousy or envy but it feels wrong for people to be touching your things? Like my mom just yesterday organized my closet which was needed and i know i wouldn't really do it myself but it made me sooo upset at seeing everything getting actually organized instead of the previous confusion

On the other hand using other people's things and/or being in their space even with their explicit permission feels like a crime against God and humanity and you try to minimise your presence so nothing is disturbed

Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel this? Or am I just weird weird.

#reblog

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yes it matters quite a bit to me i mean besides wanting to see if im alone on this or not. im wondering if there's anything i can do to not feel so strongly about these things

besides exposure iguess

since the neurodivergent tag is trending maybe someone can help with my super specific question bc this feels pretty nd

Anyone else is super protective of their stuff/space? like you it's not jealousy or envy but it feels wrong for people to be touching your things? Like my mom just yesterday organized my closet which was needed and i know i wouldn't really do it myself but it made me sooo upset at seeing everything getting actually organized instead of the previous confusion

On the other hand using other people's things and/or being in their space even with their explicit permission feels like a crime against God and humanity and you try to minimise your presence so nothing is disturbed

Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel this? Or am I just weird weird.

#reblog

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it just feels like it because ive never seen anyone feeling the same way or well this strongly cause yeah i know people usually don't like other people disturbing their personal space and can feel uncomfortable in other people's space but yeah I don't know what im saying

since the neurodivergent tag is trending maybe someone can help with my super specific question bc this feels pretty nd

Anyone else is super protective of their stuff/space? like you it's not jealousy or envy but it feels wrong for people to be touching your things? Like my mom just yesterday organized my closet which was needed and i know i wouldn't really do it myself but it made me sooo upset at seeing everything getting actually organized instead of the previous confusion

On the other hand using other people's things and/or being in their space even with their explicit permission feels like a crime against God and humanity and you try to minimise your presence so nothing is disturbed

Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel this? Or am I just weird weird.

#reblog

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since the neurodivergent tag is trending maybe someone can help with my super specific question bc this feels pretty nd

Anyone else is super protective of their stuff/space? like you it's not jealousy or envy but it feels wrong for people to be touching your things? Like my mom just yesterday organized my closet which was needed and i know i wouldn't really do it myself but it made me sooo upset at seeing everything getting actually organized instead of the previous confusion

On the other hand using other people's things and/or being in their space even with their explicit permission feels like a crime against God and humanity and you try to minimise your presence so nothing is disturbed

Am I making sense? Does anyone else feel this? Or am I just weird weird.

#neurodivergent #neurodiversity #neurodiverse stuff #please help me this question has been on my mins since yesterday #and my appointment with my psychologist is still far away for me to ask her personally

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aaah thank you everyone that voted <3 gonna start thinking how to make things work in the canon setting since i admit i had more of a structured idea for a modern au

thank you all so far!

ps: i love discussing writing ideas so if yall wanna comment or simply dm me here with an idea or something I'd love to hear it and see what could be done

#reblog #i should have just made a one day poll did not expect votes on this lmao #but it seems its gonna be a canon setting so i gotta kick my brain into working #also not me accidentally voting on my own poll smhh

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super goofy but I miss being on a discord server and have like 5 friends where we have our own little inside jokes and we are forever committed to the bit

#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up #idk i miss having a friend group #and having discord shenanigans with them #you know what i mean

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ps: i love discussing writing ideas so if yall wanna comment or simply dm me here with an idea or something I'd love to hear it and see what could be done

#genshin impact #wriolette #wriothesley #neuvillette #sorry for being annoying 🥲 but help a girlie out #i promise i will start writing #i will write it #i am repeating myself because it gives me strength hopefully #and a poll makes this promjse more real #assuming people vote that is #give me inspiration lovelies i miss writing

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PUSS IN BOOTS????? 😭 😭

#genshin impact #genshin impact spoilers #fontaine spoilers #girl i dont even know howt to tag this #afhiuhgaefi #im wheezing #of all things on this darn game #im #pls i saw a post but thought it was a joke