Scary BPD things we donât talk enough about:
Complete dissociation
Not knowing who you are/not recognizing yourself
Having no control over the things your saying, which can include things like threatening to bodily harm/kill people/animals and other really terrifying things
The speed at which you can go from extreme anger and rage to being better about a situation is almost unnatural and really eerie to reflect on sometimes
Having to âchildproofâ you environment by locking up things like prescription pills, alcohol, sharp objects, lighters, etc.
Intrusive thoughts/voices in your head/saying or thinking things that feel like they come from someone else
Worrying that youâre going to hurt somebody (and I donât mean emotionally I mean like worrying youâre going to black out in rage and stab someone to death)
Other people worrying youâre going to hurt/kill them and them taking visible precautions against it which make you feel worse
All or nothing emotions. Everything is too much or itâs nothing. The feeling like you have so many emotions your body canât physically contain them or just feeling empty
The depression cycles where you canât sleep or canât eat or canât get up to use the bathroom for hours on end
The extreme lengths people take to try and control you when youâre having an episode (especially if youâre a minor living with a parent) like locking you up or physically restraining you etc.
Not making plans for the future because you donât think youâre going to make it that far for whatever reason
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âStop making your disorder your personalityâ
Brother I have a personality disorder
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âStop making your disorder your personalityâ
Brother I have a personality disorder
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reassurance is such a big thing to me cause my mind is everywhere
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some lil Wall-E's i drew after playing way too much dreamlight valley, while watching @pirateherokillian DLV streams. canât believe how precious he is đ„čđ±
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Hello c:
Iâm back by unpopular demand lmao
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itâs okay if u thought u were over it but it hits u all over again.
itâs okay to fall apart even after u thought u had it under control.
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did you fall from heaven bc so did satan
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