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hm..

#i am going to not be here for a long while #not that I have been very active anyway #but i have to take a break #life if happening at me & it doesn't feel very good #so I doubt I'll be reachable for a good long while #maybe i have the inspiration to kick this blog into gear later down the line #maybe #but I highly doubt it.... #it's all just #a Lot #ooc.

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*    TYPES   OF   HUGS .

bc  im  feeling  soft  tdy  yall  …  i   dont  know  dont  question  it

[ HELLO ] for a hug after a long time apart.

[ GOODBYE ] for a hug before one muse leaves.

[ YAWN ] for an early morning half-awake hug.

[ SORRY ] for a hug that precedes an apology.

[ MISSED YOU ] for a reconciliation hug.

[ OH MY GOD ] for a hug in response to one muse learning that the other’s still alive.

[ MOVIE ] for a lazy cuddle in front of the tv.

[ RECKLESS ] for an adrenaline-filled hug during or after an adventure.

[ SHH ] for a hug to hide faces/avoid suspicion.

[ DON’T GO ] for a hug that tries to persuade one muse to stay.

#prompts.

[sinistaer]

𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐌𝐃 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

“ everybody lies. ”

“ weird works for me. ”

“ truth begins in lies. ”

“ humanity is overrated. ”

“ pain happens when you care. ”

“ reality is almost always wrong. ”

“ i don’t care much for apologies. ”

“ i’m too handsome to do paperwork. ”

“ i’m gonna pretend to go to work now. ”

“ do you listen to what you’re saying? ”

“ you’re a disgrace to your stereotype. ”

“ never is just reven spelled backwards. ”

“ perseverance does not equal worthiness. ”

“ i know what’s bugging your subconscious. ”

“ new is good. because old ended in death. ”

“ if i was kidding i’d be dressed like you. ”

“ there’s nothing any of us can do about it. ”

“ do i get bonus points if i act like i care? ”

“ we all make mistakes, and we all pay a price. ”

“ i have almost no knowledge of alien physiology. ”

“ i cared for eight seconds, then i got distracted. ”

“ that is not the last feeling i want to experience. ”

“ if nobody hates you, you’re doing something wrong. ”

“ i’m deflecting because i’m avoiding something shallow. ”

“ almost dying changes nothing, dying changes everything. ”

“ i’m not deflecting because i’m avoiding something deep. ”

“ i don’t want to be in pain, i don’t want to be miserable. ”

“ i’m branching out from self-loathing and self-destruction. ”

“ i think when you do change, it’s not so simple to go back. ”

“ people don’t get what they deserve. they just get what they get.

“ if you can fake sincerity, you can fake pretty much anything. ”

“ we formulate our questions based on the answers we want to hear. ”

“ death is the opposite of a cool puzzle, it’s eternal nothingness. ”

“ livers are important. you can’t live without them, hence the name.”

“ did you come for my feelings? because i left ‘em in my other pants. ”

“ what’s the opposite of 'thank you’? i’m pretty sure it ends in 'you.'“

“ it’s one of the great tragedies of life — something always changes. ”

“  there’s no i in 'team’. there is a 'me’, though, if you jumble it up. ”

“ a unicorn isn’t a unicorn, it’s a donkey with a plunger stuck to its face. ”

“ hostility makes me shrink up like a… i can’t think of a non-sexual metaphor. ”

“ pain makes us make bad decisions. fear or pain is almost as big of a motivator. ”

“ it’s normal to be screwed up, but it’s really screwed up to romanticize it. ”

“ well, as the philosopher jagger once said, 'you can’t always get what you want.’ ”

“ everybody does stupid things, it shouldn’t cost them everything they want in life. ”

“ if you wanted fair, you chose the wrong job, the wrong profession, the wrong species. ”

“ if you’re not willing to look stupid, nothing great is ever going to happen to you. ”

“ it’s easy to be nice to people you like. but being nice to people you hate, that’s a skill. ”

#prompts.

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christina to strange: "you always had to be the one holding the knife."

me, with a knife k1nk: 👀

#dr strange spoilers #multiverse of madness spoilers #doctor strange in the multiverse of madness spoilers #ooc. #listen I am but a simple woman #and doctor strange with a knife????? #please???????????

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okay fuck ALL personality type indicators u know of just forget them right now I have a new one for u and it’s really good

reblog and put IN THE TAGS!!!!! what ur costume was on ur first halloween (or like,, the first one u had a costume for)

#I think myself I was a vampire????? #I have a photo of it tooo #I'm just not 100% sure if that was my first tbh #amber for sure dressed up as like batman or something #not cat woman #not poison ivy #B AT MAN

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teenage amber, contrary to her adult self really only had three kills under her belt, the first one being a self defensive accident, but the second,,, she wanted to see if she could do it again. during her teenage experience as a criminal she did things for the people, the vandalism, the arson was always to prove a point, when they decided to bring a new mall to town and all the ma and pa small businesses were being impacted and started shutting down she took to the front of the shopping center with deep red paint scrawling the words “our jobs; our lives” along the front wall before filling shopping carts with trash and setting them aflame, in an attempt to prove a point... 

everything amber did as a teen, though still problematic and a tad misguided was always to help others in some way..

her second kill as mentioned earlier, she was outside the local dive bar, switchblade in pocket, her only intention at the time was to pick pocket a cigarette or a wallet of a loitering patron, instead she stumbled upon a man, a little too forcefully pressing himself onto a woman, it wasn't long before she was slowly dragging his body into the dark...

her third kill; her own father.

#headcanons.

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I want to write with people,,, but I never know where to begin 😩

#like I want my sadistic bitch amber to ruin some lives #let her have this #but like #people make me norvous 👉👈 #throw ideas for plots my way #like literally just tell me whatever you want to write and I am so fucking keen for any of it

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 AMBER  [ SWITCHBLADE ].    an    original    character    with    ties    to    the    macgyver [ 2016 ]    fandom.    heavily    affiliated    with    @funnytrue ' s  murdoc    heavily    triggering,    read    rules    before    following.

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃.    𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.    𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓.    𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒.

#pinned.

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”  

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”  

“ why did you help me? ”  

“ who do you fight for? ”  

“ why do you hate me? ”  

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”  

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”  

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”  

“ where do you think you’re going? ”  

“ how long have i been asleep? ”  

“ are you going to kill me? ”  

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”  

“ did you want to be alone? ”  

“ why should i trust you? ”  

“ wait. did you hear that? ”  

“ promise me? ”  

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”  

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”  

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”  

“ may i have this dance? ”  

“ can i ask… what happened? ”  

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”  

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”  

“ would you run away with me? ”  

“ could you be happy here with me? ”  

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

“ well, how do i look? ”  

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”  

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”  

“ what did they do to you? ”  

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”  

“ where have you been? ”  

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”  

“ why did you come? ”  

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”  

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”  

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”  

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ can you forgive me? ”  

“ what if i never see you again? ”  

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”  

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

“ are you… smelling me? ”  

“ how did you get this scar? ”  

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”  

“ what did you want to tell me? ”  

#prompts.

[sinistaer]

oh.....

#fc: bridget regan.

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                                  they left us alone / the kids in the dark                                    to burn out forever / or light up a spark                            we come together / state of the art                                we'll never surrender / the kids in the dark                                                                                          so let the world sing  BURN

                                 ind. priv. sel. original character written by red

#rp promo #macgyver rp #oc rp #original character #rp #roleplay #assassin rp #killer rp #self promo.

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damn watching oitnb is gonna make me realise how gay i am

#ooc. #i started watching it years ago but was far more straight back then ig #so i didnt really still to it but imma give her another crack

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SADIE SINK ALL TOO WELL 2021 | dir. Taylor Swift

#fc: sadie sink.

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#fc: holland roden.

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her

#fc: bridget regan. #she is #so fucking b e a u t i f u l

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02.

#study. #aesthetic. #headcanons. #mannerisms. #physique. #fc: bridget regan. #fc: holland roden. #fc: sadie sink. #tag dump.

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01.

#ooc. #prompts. #answered. #answered prompts. #anonymous. #wishlist. #promo. #self promo. #open starter. #closed starter. #edits. #dash games. #starter call. #queued. #tag dump.