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My heart still utters your name...

My heart still utters your name…

In every eyes that looked at me I searched for your gaze….in vain

In every voice that I heard talking to me I searched for your voice..in vain

No tree replaced the one that we sat under soaking like young kids…

No touch replaced the one that had once formed a shield around my being..

Endless tears I have shed..hoping to get rid of your memories but in vain

Years have passed…. even…

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Becoz..He never Understood...

Becoz..He never Understood…

When he first smiled …. her heart skipped a beat….when he locked his gaze with hers, she felt the rising heat… His touch changed her mood..but he never Understood….

He was the first Man ever…she loved with her entire being, the first man ever she had ever seen..in ways that were even beyond the normal being… he wasn’t yet he was in the hood….But he never Understood..

She loved him to…

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Poets dnt cry..they bleed on paper

Poets don’t cry..they bleed on paper..every drop of blood becomes a verse…every verse tells a story…

To the world it becomes a master piece …The wrung out pain of a broken heart….who knows of agony hidden within but the one hurting.

The readers praise the ability of a writer…and admire the writing… if only they knew how stormy it gets…how fatigue filled is the phase…

Seated by the tomb…

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Dear Son.....

Dear Son…..

its almost midnight…. but looks like slumber has shut its doors tight on me… yeah fear has been my faithful companion and today its like she was sent by the devil himself to lure me into her grip.

I fear the dissapointment  That i will see in ur eyes…I fear the hurtful words you will hurl at me. I raise your hopes then end up failing you and making you hate me even more…but my dear son if only…

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SLOW DEATH

For the first time in a long time fear has grabbed me by my forelocks

I who give hopes to all…today i feel shattered shaken by the ugly blow that hit my guts

I dnt feel strong..I want to break into a million pieces … I am tired… I am afraid.

no i wont kill myself but I accept that i feel frightened…

The mask behind which i hid my pain is slowly wearing out….

am tired of lying to…

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MY RETURN

So there is power is Love..it can bring back the dead to life… metaphorically speaking.

Out of the blue I searched for you becoz you barged into my dreams,

Only to see the shock on your face..the disbelief in your eyes.

But Just the way you had been searching for me..I!was searching for you…

Just the way!I had cried with my face hidden in the pillows …maybe so did you.

Time stood…

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Leave madness for the fools

It is so easy to say..don’t react when everything gets crazy around you… it is so easy to say …stay calm when problems hit on you without installments..

Yet there is nothing better than a silent mind …in the midst of an endless turmoil.

There is nothing better than being calm when everything goes chaotic.

These are phases that come and go, where there is high there is low, what comes…

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Brave Soldiers

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Deception failed

I am glad I trusted my intuition and my ability to catch lies saved me from the biggest mistake of my life.

This is a story of Ria Roy who was a widow. She was beautiful and rich but not so lucky in terms of love relationships. All the men that approached her were either too young searching for a sugarmummy or too old looking for a side kick. Ria was tired of all this nonsense yet it seemed…

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Smell of Death.....

Smell of Death…..

While you watch your soul drifting…those are around you are heard screaming with fear…others uttering the last prayer…

Unless if you are among those ..that are alone..with no one by your side….a strange fragrance gives u jitters ..gives you fright

But why i wondet should one be afraid when you very well know you are going back home?

Maybe Back home you have nothing to take….maybe all…

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COBWEBS

Eyes dnt lie…. liars dnt cry…. I am the same yet a stranger … coz I returned as an Evenger.

Words are my shield in this field of emotional war

It’s pay back time so I have returned stronger bolder and prettier

Hate is outdated but revenge is fate all I am.waiting 4 is u to fall in my bait.

Then I shall show you the eerie reality of cobwebs that You always failed to clean!

Simaya Raza

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The Joy of being acknowledged.....

The Joy of being acknowledged…..

I feel utterly speechless..simply bound to the beautiful feeling of bliss that touches me when you cross my mind.

I was once so afraid but now i dnt seem to care..i am prepared to take the risk..to write a story that will create sensations within the society that hangs on to senseless myths of cultural differences..

I want to rise above the caste..color and age taboo that had been plaguing…

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When the heart has a Mind of its own.....

When the heart has a Mind of its own…..

Every logic stops making sense , the veins in my heart begins to dance….

The brain is stern..but the heart stays firm…both are adamant…both so stubborn…

The brain says ..there is pain…the heart says lets love again…

the brain says its all in vain…the heart says..shut up you stupid brain…

the war is on ..all references from the past are gone…

Finally the brain surrenders for the…

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Predator...

Predator…

The stench of hypocrisy is so strong, Everything about you feels wrong…

Why do I feel like you are hidden behind a thousand masks…..your motive doesn’t feel right.

Your words too good to be true …. i cant connect..Everything you say seems to be a lie.

I wonder how you pretend so well..justifying the errors you make…

You Always centralize your feelings..forcing it to be the one to be…

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EATING TO SURVIVE...

EATING TO SURVIVE…

Yes I wanted and I!got it..though it wasn’t as perfect but for that moment it was worth it…..

at least the need was quenched but it aint something to repeat

..for the flavor in it was Dim…It was like eating for the sake of staying alive….

Dull meal just to push!the day..but appreciated because it played the role correct.

But i await the right meal ….at the right time …I believe it…

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The Gentle Touch… The gentle touch of pure magic made my veins dance with joy.. no part of me remained unmoved by the gesture that gave me pure bliss.

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COLD HEARTED

Cold hearted……

At one point she was the most naive of all loving caring picking others from every downfall…

Then one day the very people she had once picked..pushed her to the ground..crushed her dignity ..

destroyed her mentally leaving her soul torn beyond repair… they knew she would never be able to get back to feet..

unfortunately how wrong they were for even if it took time..she…

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