sillypawzs

[sillypawzs]

I feel so bad and like as much as i wanna jus apologize and go back i know deep down there's no point and will be reopening wounds that are starting to closez all i can do is change for the better and not hurt my next partners ☹️

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like nawt jus for him just for me 2 like that wasn't healthy at all for either of us

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I'm happy to be out of that, that wasn't healthy at ALL

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i alsolike. when i made my new twitter accoun i knew he stalked me like he knew all my accounys so i was like, imade a new onnne go find it haueuueyryy and that was weird of me

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me afte remembering something toxic i did to my ex,which was making him jealou

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update i blocked him again fuck yuyyy

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like now that im not in direct contact with them anymore,,yah

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I feel better now knowing i don't have the urge 2 reach out anymore because , im blocked, i can move on properly without the urge to check his eocials

i still check his tumblr n stuff but with time ill move on like i did with the othr dude

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yah that helps me sleep at nightHFHGJTHT gawd what a strange night

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because if he genuinely felt like i was a problem he wouldnt of even offered

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the fact he offered 2 still help n be there for me shows a lot that he probably jus feels guilty fr what he did 2 me and can't stand to interact with me anymore after all the shit he did 2 me

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ididny wanna ask for a social and i start massively checking that acct 2 y'know 😭😭 im clingy helplp

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it's so surreal having it happenyakno

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I'm actually tweaking bc he blocked me like I KNOW WHY BECAUS HE FELT UNCOMFORTABLE TALKING 2 ME AGAIN likeofc but stillwjus

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whatevvrrr 🙏🏾 good riddance (again)

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IDK why he even messaged me dude like what

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thankful he did it 😭😭 i did not wanna keep checking your acct help