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Fuck this school, literally fuck this school fuck my department admin. Why have I someone who is more than qualified been told to drop out multiple times, who do you think you are?! I’m sorry that I work to far away from your comfort zone that it gets you this riled up but Jesus Christ. And if it’s really as simple as me being a woman let’s all get a grip and get over ourselves because no one has time for this and it’s ridiculous

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I hate being a designer, I don’t have the time or funds to make custom furniture for my apartment, but they should make furniture that’s less ugly

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Remind me to close the curtains in my living-room when I stretch, ew ew ew please don’t watch me that’s weird

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I just wanted to take a shower and bake cookies, but instead I spend half an hour wiping fucking slime out of my bathtub because it doesn’t go down the drain

#it’ll be fine in the morning #but right now I’m extremely pissed off about it

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I love coming home at 6AM to a pool of sludge in my shower this doesn’t make me angry at all, why would I be upset by the slime pool at 6AM when I want to shower and go to bed

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Eek I’ve conditioned my body to be awake, evil evil evil

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I’m gonna be so sleepy at work tomorrow <3

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I think I put my vibrator in the washing machine so I think I’ll just kill myself

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AHHHHH PUMP MY BODY FULL OF SUGAR GOING BERSERK

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Got told no skates :(

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It’s so so late but I’m getting so much work done

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Uuuugh being a lesbian is evil, don’t tell other people you think I’m pretty tell me :(((((((( I’m tired of beating around the bush

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WEIRD AS FUCK TWITTER VERIFICATION, match the rocks with the number on the screen

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Oh baby pink and black latex what shall become of you

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WHY ARE THERE WINDOWS IN SO MANY OF THESE DAMN SHOWERS NO MORE WINDOWS IN THE SHOWER STOP THAT

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I wish I still lived out in the country where it was normal to just scream at random hours because nobody would be around to hear you.

I wish I would’ve gone to trade school, I could’ve been bullied and harassed but it would’ve been over in 6 months.

I wish my father hadn’t said all those things to me, that it never would’ve instilled the sense of failure that creeps in anytime something goes wrong

I wish that my curriculum would stop trying to make me cater my work to a design world that would never welcome me no matter what I do.

I wish I could still run around without a care in the world besides what if wear to school and which hay bale I would climb

I wish my mother would’ve paid attention to me.

I wish a lot of things in my life where different and yet I am the way I am and things are the way they are.

If I could drive right now I would’ve made that 6 hour drive to get church’s chicken and cried, cried because I feel so small and insignificant and like the world is collapsing in on me. I just need to breathe

#don’t read this

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Forgor how powerful the rage music is when it’s in both of my ears on blast