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I feel like I can safely say that no one expected her to play Paris a second time

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Finally losing your attachment to someone who was bad for your life, is top tier.

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i deserve more. that’s my final answer.

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normalize telling people your true intentions instead of wasting their time

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“You sensed that you should be following a different path, a more ambitious one, you felt that you were destined for other things but you had no idea how to achieve them and in your misery, you began to hate everything around you.”

― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Netochka Nezvanova

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“i hate it here” is peak escapism and hearing her talk about how she lives in a garden no one else has access to in her mind (unlike the rest of her life) for most of the year is sooooo. made up scenarios and imagining living in the 1800s… it’s giving the lakes except she’s alone and she can’t actually leave. so much of the album is about feeling stuck and this one is about feeling stuck in herself.

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be soft because your softness is someone's safe place.

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I want that "have you seen the way he looks at her" kind of love.

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hold less. watch more. mean every word. feel every action. stop making it make sense. let it be what it is

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don’t ask me “wyd” u know i’m at home deteriorating