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#TBT.

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I’ve been through hell and back these past few months and what I’ve come to realize is…. a bitch is invincible to be quite honest

#NO INTRODUCTION ! #the biggest...... dirtiest worm.

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the ‘ jeryn hogarth at home ’ mood is lady gaga’s muffled i — sorry it just feels better followed by the camera whipping back around to her topless in the five - foot two documentary

#shes old she doesnt have time to mess around while off the clock

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“ SLOW DOWN, ”   UNUSUAL WORDS   on her tongue. It’s better to have it all at once; she was savvy with the quick-draw, squeezed hard, took every scrap of information for all it was. Wasted nothing. But hellfire if this conversation wasn’t   ( all too quickly )   giving her a pain between the eyes.

“ That wasn’t what I said. ”      /      OPEN !

#OPEN POST !

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MYVALUE.

            Well, then. She likes this one already. No bull will be taken here.

            Peggy pushes up on her toes to seat herself on the stool at the bar and holds up a finger to get the bartender’s attention. The well dressed young man sets a monogrammed napkin in front of her. “ Another Negroni, Ms. Carter ? ” She accepts the offer and watches him move away to make her drink before turning back to the woman beside her. “ Well, I hope you’ll at least stay for dinner. I planned the menu myself and I think it might just be worth your precious time. Unless you’re a vegetarian, of course. ”

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JERYN HOGARTH IS FIFTY   years old. She will be fifty - one in August. The clock in this room is modest, but goddamn louder than a bass drum. It’s nothing personal, the thought of leaving without a word, but something keeps her there. And, no, it’s not the woman’s name. Celebrity, even in the quieter and properly buried branches in the tree of life, does not make her tremble in the perch of her feet atop five - inch Jimmy Choos. No, no, it’s more… an understanding. 

Sitting at a bar is something she painstakingly avoids, but exceptions are her most unfortunate lifeblood, these days.   “ Is this habitual for you ? ”

#MYVALUE #ᴏ4. ᴘᴀᴛʜ / CUT THE CORD.

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#ᴏ3. ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟɪᴛʏ / J. HOGARTH. #she... . #loses her temper twice a year ! #but this was both powerful AND devastating for about 12 reasons #including the fact that foggy has already lost matt but like who's counting

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the more rewatches i do the more i think jeri minored or otherwise did her own exploration re : human psychology

#she had a headstart uncomfortably early where reading people is concerned but like #whether it was to aid in her own ultimate goals ( law ) or to further her understanding #and unpacking of her past traumas #she's displayed a prominent / deeply unsettling grasp of the aches and chips and cracks through which leverage or persuasion can #gain a foothold #but ! #B U T ! #she's also proven that she's susceptible to the same footholds #and in that respect there are undoubtedly scenarios where she understands she's putting a few too many cards on the table #yet the effect / consequences outweigh the risk in the moment. #ᴏ1. ɪɴᴛʀᴏsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / ANALYSIS.

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DIISARMED.

TEETH FIT INTO THE GROOVE LONG-WORN INTO THE MEAT OF HIS TONGUE, & it’s funny, maybe, that THAT is what’s gettin’ him through this conversation.  Maybe it’s a gift ––––––– they sure TOOK ENOUGH, maybe it oughta be.

❝ YES MA’AM. ❞  Like gentle is somethin’ that can CO-EXIST.  She’s got no idea.  ❝ It was me, what you’re askin’ about.  No denyin’ that. ❞ 

“ THEN WE’RE GETTING SOMEWHERE. ”   That clip doesn’t follow her own advice, but at the least, it’s as smooth as silk and sharp enough to alleviate any erstwhile distractions.   “ It gets harder. ”   He knows, she’s sure ------ or maybe it doesn’t mean much anymore. Jeri hasn’t lived it, but she’s aware.   “ I’m going to ask you about the details you won’t speak of with anyone else. ” 

#DIISARMED #ᴏ4. ᴘᴀᴛʜ / CUT THE CORD.

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REPRESSIT.

            She’s skeptical, but when is she not ? It’s hard to imagine Hogarth wanting to celebrate, let alone wanting her occasional associate to be a part of it. It’s always been about business between them, and almost always messy. BUT —— Jessica Jones has never turned down free booze. A glass is grabbed and held out to be filled. “ What’s the occasion ? ”

“ SPLITTING HAIRS, ”   SHE SAYS,   as though simply saying so and nothing more might shed some clarity. Eye contact is a persistent strength of her’s, and she keeps her reign through the elegant tilt of the bottle, enforcing the deluge of red into Jessica’s extended glass.   “ I can’t even be angry with you for coming in through my window. ”

#REPRESSIT #ᴏ4. ᴘᴀᴛʜ / CUT THE CORD. #jessica jones hates using doors 2k18 !!

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Do you lose your temper easily? I don’t on the whole, but when I do, I really feel closer to God than at other times.

Franz Kafka, from a letter to Milena Jesenská written c. October 1919 

#ᴏ1. ɪɴᴛʀᴏsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / EXCISE ; EXIST.

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TAGS !

#ᴏ1. ɪɴᴛʀᴏsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / DEEP WATER. #ᴏ1. ɪɴᴛʀᴏsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / EXCISE ; EXIST. #ᴏ1. ɪɴᴛʀᴏsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ / ANALYSIS. #ᴏ2. ɪᴅᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴ / ACCEPT MORTALITY. #ᴏ2. ɪᴅᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴ / MAINTAIN AUTHORITY. #ᴏ2. ɪᴅᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴ / DEFEND AUTONOMY. #ᴏ3. ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟɪᴛʏ / J. HOGARTH. #ᴏ3. ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟɪᴛʏ / FORM & FUNCTION.

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LIKE   A   CITY   IN   FLAMES.      ---      “ metropolis ”, the cynical idealist. 

priv.  select.   JERYN HOGARTH   of marvel & netflix’s jessica jones. narrated by isa.

#SP. #hmmm she ! #is terrible but she's trying her best.................. ish

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SILFURSVIK.

❛  have I interrupted something ?  ❜ 

“ NOT IF YOU’RE MY   3:15. Come in. ”

#SILFURSVIK #ᴏ4. ᴘᴀᴛʜ / CUT THE CORD. #bithch. .. ...

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waiting for someone?

IF THERE WAS A   wrong answer, it would surface eventually —— as all dead things in blue water are wont. In the here and now, the common obligation to participate in casual conversation held absolutely no interest for her at all.   “ Oh, never. ”   Not a single lethal lash trembles for the truth, but she does smile in her own disjointed way ;   a twitch at one sharp corner of her mouth that denotes another casualty rising ponderously to break the waters.   “ My time is better spent elsewhere. ” 

SAN JUNIPERO      /      @myvalue.

#MYVALUE #INBOX. #wow helen mirren is that u ?

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#ᴏ3. ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟɪᴛʏ / J. HOGARTH. #u kno how sharks have to keep swimming or they’ll die ?? ? #🦈👄💦

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SAN JUNIPERO SENTENCE MEME.  feel free to change context / pronouns as applicable. 

gotta love that track!

could you please stop it?

we’ve only got a couple of hours, so let’s use it.

you’re good at this.

i just wanna get my bearings a bit.

see you around?

go along with whatever i say!

okay, you’re just pestering now.

sorry for killing you.

if you don’t already know what _____ is, you probably don’t wanna know.

i’m regarding you.

i feel like i’m being analysed. 

i guess now they’re just kind of a comfort thing.

i figured they were kind of a fashion statement. but then the rest of your outfit is… not.

people try so hard to look how they think they should look.

you’re authentically you.

do you live here?

oh, my god! we have to dance to this!

dance floors aren’t my thing.

oh, let’s not limit ourselves.

why did you run away?

you were like a frightened horse on a frozen lake back there.

i’m kidding! … half kidding.

folks are way less uptight than they used to be.

if they were staring, it’s because i am bodacious.

i’ve never been on a dance floor.

what are you, like, amish? that’s one sheltered existence you’ve got there.

as far as my family’s concerned, i can’t do anything.

no one knows about even half the shit i get up to.

it’s from a place of love, though, right?

just the concept of me enjoying myself would blow their minds.

what would you like to do? that you’ve never done?

why waste time sitting here?

i’m, uh, i’m engaged. i have a fiance.

wanna go to bed with me?

oh… you’re nice.

can you hear me out? please? please.

look, i don’t want some kind of boring romance, okay?

it’s not just sex.

it was just sex.

we made a connection.

waiting for someone?

shall we dance?

can you just make this easy for me?

you never slept with a woman before?

i was in love with him. i really was in love with him.

i really was in love with him… but he chose not to stick around.

she’s worth the shot, right?

i’m sorry, i’m looking for someone.

why are you here?

i was looking for you. where did you go?

how the hell is this your era?

you don’t know who i am! you don’t know what this means!

this is not fun, okay? this is not fun! 

maybe you should feel bad. or at least feel something.

how many of them are dead?

i said i wouldn’t… i don’t know, do feelings. 

i don’t want to like anyone. so you’ve been just totally fucking inconvenient.

i wasn’t prepared for you, for wanting something.

i’m getting married.

you sure you’re going through with that?

i know he pities me. that pisses me off.

without this place, i never would’ve met someone like you.

if we really met– i mean if we really met– you wouldn’t like me.

i’ll give you some privacy. 

you’re ____? holy shit.

let’s go grab a coffee.

wanna marry me instead?

are you sure you’re alright?

you didn’t dress up to see me?

oh, i love it here! i just love it!

be with me.

stay here with me.

can we just enjoy tonight?

who can even make sense of forever?

hey, it’s real! this is real.

come on, you know that was just a gesture.

it’s not so kind to leave.

we got this chance! i just wanna share it with you. 

he could have stayed, but he chose to leave you.

you don’t know what you’re saying.

you should be mad at him, not whipping yourself with guilt!

you can’t know the bond, the commitment, the boredom, the yearning, the laughter, the love of it! the fucking love! you just cannot know!

did you think to ask? did it occur to you to ask?

you think you’re the only person who ever suffered? go fuck yourself.

i wish i could believe he’s with her now, that they’re together, but i don’t. i believe they’re nowhere. gone.

you wanna spend forever somewhere nothing matters?

i’m out! i’m gone! 

all things considered, i guess i’m ready. 

i guess i’m ready for the rest of it. 

#TBT. #i ? posting vintage / future chic tech lesbian meme content ? #likely !!!

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HARBADMR.

            “ You know, not many people say no to me, Ms. Hogarth. ”

“ IT’S A HARD WORD   to learn, but I think you’ll manage. ” 

#HARBADMR #ᴏ4. ᴘᴀᴛʜ / CUT THE CORD.