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I promise that you have never heard this song until now.

#Sydney Christmas #tomorrow #Youtube

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““i hope you find someone who knows when to give you space and when to hold you close.” - r.h. sin”

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Ekaterina

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David Garrett rocks Vivaldi’s “Summer”

#Youtube #david garrett #vivaldi #summer

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Idek when or where I first heard this song, but it’s always been a sweet, melancholy to my heart. I have heard it sung by a hundred different voices and while, like this one, they are pitch perfect and it’s gorgeous, I suppose hearing Diana Ross singing it first would be like hearing The Chaconne from Sonata No. 2 in D minor played upon The Messiah Stradivarius by Jascha Heifetz. It can be beautiful, but it can hardly be compared to anything else.

#Youtube

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There are nights that I see the moon and my heart fills with a romance that I barely understand. It feels like gothic art painted in sepia and shades of gray.

#mine #the moon tonight

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You were a cool breeze on a summer day that was hotter than Hell; a brief respite from my agony. You passed by and were gone, as breezes are wont to do, but I will remember the moment you touched me forever.

#message in a bottle #mine

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Love him and this is one of my favorites.

#teddy swims #the door #Youtube

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I remember feeling this way. Both of my parents died and it felt wrong that the earth continued to spin. My friend had a bad day that he just couldn’t handle, and when we buried him there were a hundred people crying and all they could ask was, “Why?”. She left, and although I completely understood why, she left a hole inside of me that was roughly her size and shape, and I was certain I would die the same way I would if the wound was physical.

I mentioned to my friend tonight that the men in my line don’t tend to live long and that it felt like a good thing now that I feel I can plainly see what direction society is choosing to go. I’m not a fan, and I have no desire to participate. I was being a little flippant, but I did mean it. She got upset and tried telling me how bad that would be for everyone. She was trying to do a “It’s a Wonderful Life” to me. I guess I forget sometimes that there are people that depend on me to feel like life is normal. “I want you to be happy both with AND without me”, she’d once said, wise beyond her years. I get it now. I’m glad they find me funny or helpful or smart or whatever good they see in me, but I don’t want to be the reason the sun rises or sets for them. I’m so glad it feels like my presence makes life better, but I don’t want my absence to make it feel like it’s over.

Laugh, cry, reminisce, share stories to see which person observed me in my stupidest moments, but keep laughing, keep loving, keep moving, and know that NOTHING is ever truly lost, it’s only gone for the moment.

#Youtube

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Love this song and I love her. She was always a Lindsey Sterling fan and I always loved this song (over the top romantic that I sometimes am). It makes me happy to hear her accompanying him for this.

#Youtube

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Good morning, beautiful world

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#lewis capaldi #someone you loved #Youtube

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Think she has a future in music 😂

#Youtube

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“God punishes you by giving you everything you ever wanted… see if you can handle it.”

-Mike Tyson

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I love this. It kind of sucks, but it’s true. I would never be with someone who I didn’t love more than my own ego, but there is a defense mechanism I have that the more someone hurts me or uses my weaknesses against me, I refuse to show them the things that could be weaponized against me. To many it would appear that I’m valuing my ego above that person, but I’m not. When someone proves to be loving, supportive and trustworthy with my secrets though, they have all that I am and all that I can do. Unfortunately, there are times that during chemical romance period (12-18 months), I have failed to see the red flags and as a result things dwindle and die.