shadwoes

[shadwoes]

it's not that she wants to fuck him, they've come to an understanding. they know that as a pair they work better like this, in platonic pseudo-marital bliss. but there was a time she wanted to fuck @abusedog , because she's got a high sex drive and sometimes sex and love are the same for her, and knows he does, and they click in every other way, they fit together like perfectly cut puzzle pieces, sharp edges and all, except there. where she needed it to. and at first, when they agreed to try this in a not-so-normo way, she'd finally figured it out, he was exclusively seeing men, and everything made a little more sense, until it didn't again.

she'd meant it as a joke, bringing up the joke he made in tern haven about jerking off in gerri's bathroom. when they were together. when they'd failed to fuck again and she'd been left knowing it wasn't her issue but also wondering if it was. she's making a mental list, comparisons between herself and waystar's general counsel, trying to figure it out. what gerri has that she doesn't. ( tabitha isn't jealous by nature, but as she shoves another shirt into her bag, she feels something akin to it. some sour feeling in her chest. ) it's complicated, he's complicated, she knows. but it still hurts.

sorry to disappoint.

“ i'm not disappointed, rome. i'm fucking pissed. ” she snaps, words drip with venom, with hurt she doesn't quite get. it's an old wound she's clawing open and maybe that isn't fair to him, but then he hasn't exactly been fair to her here. “ i know common sense is kinda hard for you, but i think "when we were dating, i was phone fucking my sister's godmother" is a conversation that needs to be had before a proposal. ”

#abusedog #* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag . #infidelity / #cheating / #ed / #mature / #sorry i got carried away

[shadwoes]

she thinks idly that it's insecurity, the idea others are always against you. she knows the feeling well. though if she's honest naomi thinks she's better at hiding it. playing along. it's one of the reasons she's drawn to him, the sincerity in the bullish performance. how easy it is to see beneath when you know how to look.

“ i sensed doubt in there. ” kendall to naomi

" you sensed doubt ? " she questions, eyebrows raised, wonders idly if @rejectory is trying to start something. " what does that feel like ? sensing doubt. " she moves closer, puts her hand on his, head tilting to the right in a mocking sort of curiosity. the contact is meant to sooth, admittance to play, she's teasing him.

" it wasn't directed at you, ken. sometimes, doubters just . . . doubt. "

#rejectory #* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag .

[shadwoes]

what if i just . . .

[shadwoes]

[ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) ] : told him he has to go shower first, you can have 15 mins. when he's out i'm out. 💕

[ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) ] : not as handsome as you 🙄 [ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) ] : he's hot but in the way that makes you question if he knows where the clit is yk ? like stupid hot ( literally. )

[ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) ] : you're real lonely out there, huh ?

[ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) ] : want me to call later ? i'm sure i can spare time for my favorite stupid hot husband.

[ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] shit bby i'm sorry [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i just keep forgetting [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] at least one of us getting laid tonight [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i'm here reviewing projects that have less substance in their bones than that anorexic who was trying to steal your contract with estee lauder [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i'll shut up now [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] have a good night [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] wait... are they handsome ? 😏

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag . #abusedog #suggestive / #ed mention /

[shadwoes]

it would be so fun to use sarah sn.ook as an assassin oc.

[shadwoes]

[ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME ( BABE. ) . ] : i need u . . . [ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME. ( BABE. ) . ] : to learn timezones. [ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME. ( BABE. ) . ] : for being my husband who is supposed to like support me in all things, ur making it really hard to get laid rn. [ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME. ( BABE. ) . ] : this is a total ✨boner killer.✨ [ 𝗦𝗠𝗦 : 📨 : ROME. ( BABE. ) . ] : i miss you too, rome.

[ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i'll keep messaging you until you reply [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] there's no escaping me [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] you honestly should've thought it better before putting a ring to it [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] did i already told you that i miss you ? [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] because i do [ TXT 📲 Tabby Cat ] i miss you

@shadwoes // txts from rome

#blows him a kiss #abusedog #* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag . #suggestive /

[shadwoes]

𝐐 : WHERE SHOULD YOU BE KISSED ?

𝐀 : YOUR CHEEK .

you are made of light. your cheeks hurt from grinning, sun-kissed and lifting in a bubbling laugh. you should be kissed there. and often. a reminder that you are a joy to be around, and that your smiling face is a gift.

tagged. @abusedog <3 tagging. you there ! do it !

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag .

[shadwoes]

                                 Nobody loves you.            You are alone with your own created mess.

                   { a wwdits rp-blog.  scripted by coatl. personals do not reblog }

#love love love !!! #coatl is so <3333

[shadwoes]

primum non nocere first, do not harm

ind. selective original character as loved my paige promo by @jaynedits

#Beloved.

[shadwoes]

within my post series! canon for tabitha, she is married to @abusedog 's roman roy.

their marriage is an open one, both roman and tabs are freely seeing, / can freely see, other people. they work well together, just not romantically, and the aesthetic of them being a couple is mutually beneficial. their relationship is founded on understanding and a desire for companionship. they've seen the worst parts of one another and still love each other, though they are not in love with one another.

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ﹕ ❪ roman ❫ * abusedog . #she cares for him

[shadwoes]

I’m not uninterested in solving you. Yeah? Mm-hmm. Yes. Do you think there’s a way that we can, like… make it kinda like wrong?

Tern Haven | 2.05

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐲 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag . #* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ﹕ ❪ roman ❫ * abusedog .

[shadwoes]

air leaves him in a huff. the calls are frequent but sporadic, they're trying different times and different days, trying to figure out when they're most likely to get an answer and apparently it works because marie is considering this.

' they say not to feed stray cats, they'll keep coming back. ' not the best metaphor when talking about rich assholes, but it's close enough that beau feels she'll understand. if they give an inch the bastards will take a mile. ' how did they get the number ? ' the real question is, how much did they pay and who did they pay it to for the info.

' i trust you,' he keeps his eyes on her for a moment, it's true. he trusts marie, would go anywhere in the world for her and all she'd have to do is ask. he looks away, rubbing his hands together before he continues. ' but i just don't trust them. ' beau tries to reason, because it is dangerous, with his background, with her's.

there’s a sigh of frustration that escapes her, hands rising to rake back dark tresses of hair out of her face. it’s not frustration directed at him, but more of the situation entirely - this whole idea of getting dinner with someone like her. all the points he brought up were true - too risky with the amount of people, and being so within the public eye in such a manner. The Clinic was meant to be more hidden, not something to be flaunted about on any sort of companies newsletter, or whatever it was they seemed so keen on their repeated calls. a few moments pass before she brings her hands back out, her own signs escaping.

‘I know - but it might stop the calls. get them to stop bothering Clinic’

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ bouncer ❫ * b joseph .

[shadwoes]

You never once asked to stay over. Or how it works with my dad. Or the trust or what my stake is. You know? I’m just pathologically incurious.

[shadwoes]

PROMPTS FOR CONFRONTATIONS & ARGUMENTS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

how long have you known? and you never told me?

i'm not going to take this anymore.

tell me the truth or i swear to god...

you owe me!

you're not listening!

i saved your life, and this is how you thank me?

when were you going to tell me the truth?

you made me look like a fool out there!

i don't have to put up with this.

good fucking riddance.

you'll never see me again.

do you hear yourself?

i was your only friend.

i never loved you.

get out and stay out.

that was incredibly rude of you.

are you fucking serious?

you're lying!

i'm not dealing with this today.

you think you're so perfect.

is this what you want?

keep lying to yourself.

don't let the door hit you on the way out.

i never should have trusted you.

this is all your fault! don't put this on me!

you see what happens when you don't listen to me?

you're unbelievable.

cut it out!

you're doing this to annoy me.

that's nice. real mature of you.

they're dead because of you!

get the hell away from me.

i'm leaving in the morning.

you think you're so great.

would you just listen to me for two seconds?

i said i would help you!

what part of that do you not understand?

you're so stupid.

i wasn't finished speaking.

are you going to interrupt me again?

i can't believe i wasted my life on you.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

i never should have believed you.

you led me on for nothing.

this is the thanks i get?

every time i try to help, you just push me away!

then fine! i'm leaving!

is that what you want? is that what you really want?

we could have made this work if you actually tried!

you don't care about me. you don't care about anything but yourself.

i never want to see you again.

i swear to god, if you take one more step...

burn in hell.

you broke my heart.

we're supposed to be a team!

what are you trying to prove?

i didn't mean for this to happen!

you're not capable of handling this alone! you need to rely on other people!

look around! this is all your fault!

if you would just get your head out of your ass...

i wasn't finished.

knock it off!

you sicken me.

sorry to disappoint.

you're a fucking nightmare to work with.

i'm tired of your bullshit.

you treat me like shit.

you could have stopped this!

you can't just run off like that!

i thought i told you to stay here!

i was wrong about you.

and here i thought i could trust you.

they warned me you were hard to work with.

would you just leave me alone?

we're not doing this here.

just shut up!

you thought wrong.

you're making a huge mistake.

get off me!

i'm sick and tired of this.

[shadwoes]

val doesn't usually talk to the vampires when filming, sure a discussion here or there, but really nothing substantial outside of sound checks and the magic of the sound packs. they're a little caught off guard by @mor0se's question, blinking once, then again.

“how many people have you killed? how many?” / from nadja to val

" you mean like . . . do you want me to count or more of a ballpark number ? " it's a joke, though as soon as question leaves their mouth they're sure nadja won't take it that way. val is suddenly intimately aware of the lack of cameras in the house.

" i dunno, i'm not exactly a vampire, or a guillermo, so . . . murder's not my area. "

#mor0se #* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ sound guy ❫ * v ivelisse .

[shadwoes]

i should really just make a succ multi separate from this one at this rate.

#i love those corporate bitches

[shadwoes]

" yeah, well i'm not good at staying mad at guys i don't fuck, so . . . you got lucky on that front. " ex-girlfriend jabs. roman is probably the one man she's dated who didn't immediately try to get in her pants, and at first she'd thought maybe it was bullshit chivalry, then she'd blamed some kind of catholic guilt, then she couldn't make excuses anymore.

if she's honest, she'd almost been as relieved as she was heartbroken over him.

she wraps an arm around his shoulders the moment he is close enough to touch her. squeezes him gently to her in a half hug, tabitha ducks her head and presses a kiss to his cheek in turn. " missed you too, rome. " she says softly, knowingly. before pulling back to look at him, keeping close out of habit. " you growing out the scruff ? " she questions, tilting her head as she intertwines their fingers before wrinkling her nose.

" i don't like it. "

he had been busy , indeed . it feels like a lifetime ago since the LAST time he saw her , spoke to her . they had been good , had they NOT ? she used to laugh to every single dumb thing he said . but then he did what he did BEST and fucked it by not being enough . it was sort of OKAY though , she deserved far better than a broken DOG like himself .

he feels her hand on his and he squeezes back ; he could cry , if he hadn't been CRYING so much since's dad's funeral . instead he laughs at her words , nodding in agreement . ❝ fair , FAIR ... to be honest , i was not sure i was welcome anymore but ― if the LADY insists ❞ he stops for a second to see her , with her wild curls and BRIGHT eyes . he still remembers he looked at her just because his father would've find her PRETTY ; he sees so much more now . gathering some bravery , he raises himself a little and kisses her cheek , ❝ it's really GOOD to see you , Tabs . ❞

#* · ˚ ⋅ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ﹕ ❪ test muse ❫ * temp tag . #abusedog