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#sjsnjdndng #final fantasy vii

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I knew shit was going a little too well. The living situation that was promised to us has just been pulled out from under us, so we have nowhere to go when we get kicked out in three months. We don’t know what we are going to do now.

Voice over Ko-Fi commissions are PAY WHAT YOU WANT. I’ll do literally anything. DM me your commission details either on here or on Discord (same user name).

Edit: Price is now “pay what you want”

#beep boop #help my besto

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Why can't I be a professional blorbo thinker

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"Tell me what we see--"

This is probably a favorite piece of mine right now that was done as a collab with bluejayblueskies as a journal cover and piece!

[You can also find it as a print here!]

[ID below cut!]

[ID: A painting of a depiction of John Doe and Arthur Lester from Malevolent. Arthur is a faired skinned man with freckles, russet hair with gray streaks, wearing a white button down shirt, looking defiant. He stands holding a silver lighter in his right hand that illuminates him and the figure behind him. John Doe is a large, masked figure cloaked in golden yellow and a large white mask with golden eyes and one broken horn on the mask. He has coal black skin and a monstrous hand grasping Arthur's shoulders and neck, claws poking against his shirt. Both of them are cloaked with black and gold smoke circling around them with colored shadows cast on them from the flame of the lighter. The logo of the artist is in the lower left hand corner. Finished March 6th, 2024. /End ID]

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #arthur lester #painting #art print #shadowhaven #shadow0haven

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every autistic person watching this episode of dungeon meshi:

#i havent watched yet but this series might kill me

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when is comes to asexuality and aromanticism you have to be okay with contradiction. one ace person will say asexuality is about not experiencing attraction, another will say it’s about not caring to act on attraction, another will say it’s not experiencing arousal. one aromantic will consider themself queer, one won’t. two people with seemingly identical experiences will use two different labels. aro people will be in romantic relationships, ace people will have sex. you get it.

#reblogging this because I saw a sponsored post on my dash in the TMA fandom and I'm angry because people assume Jon is sex repulsed #anyway I love aces and aros who have sex with or without other people #love and positive vibes to you from another aspec

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A malevolent entity realizing he can gain more autonomy by threatening yours-> he does not know what an owl is

((Small self promo I’m streaming at 4 pm est today! Come say hi!))

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #part 41

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*Might have the next chapter of hunt fic ready to go for this weekend.

#ama.text

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Question: if cannibalism can be a metaphor for intense love, what can auto-cannibalism be?

within the specific parameters of cannibalism as a metaphor for (intense) love, autocannibalism would probably serve as a metaphor for isolation, loneliness, touch starvation and such. unfulfilled desire turned to desperation.

#hmmmm #cannibalism #metaphor

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im a blorbo apologist but also they did every bad thing they did and i will get mad if u ignore that. complexities

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an unmatched feeling actually

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shoutout to acespec and/or arospec people who still feel some amount of sexual/romantic attraction btw. shoutout to everyone who isn't fully aro/ace and isn't fully allo. shoutout to the aspecs who feel like they don't fully fit in aro/ace communities or allo communities because of it. i love you all i am baking you cookies

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“This character is dead in canon” to you. They’re dead in canon to you. To me they’re fine

#Parker beloved

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while kissing my cat's little head: you're a problem *smooch* you're a terror *smooch* you're a menace to society *smooch smooch smooch*

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if i was in a book i'd be considered bad representation for all communities im part of

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An icon done for @bluejayblueskies !!! This was done as a bit of a gift and I wanted to share it over here as well.

(ID under cut!)

[ID: A stylized painting of a blue jay bust. The background is gold and orange, with the blue jay at the center. The blue jay is soft blues, blacks, and whites and big charcoal eyes. In its beak, it's holding onto a large sewing needle used for binding books. The needle has a large green string flowing off of it. In the bottom corner is the artists logo "shadow0haven". /End ID]

#shadow0haven #shadowhaven #art #digital art #blue jay #bluejayblueskies #commission

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“i can fix him” “i can make him worse” i can imagine him in little scenarios every night as i’m falling asleep