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[sensitive-rejects]

i noticed i just say the stupidest shit to myself when i have nothing playing in the background. the most common phrase recently is ‘wah, waluigi’ and i catch myself saying it at least 10 times a day and it never applies to anything with that context at all. the other common phrase is ‘eat shit you stupid dumbie’. 

is this just what it sounds like to have your brain turn off

[sensitive-rejects]

a true mood when making character is:

which one will i make buff and which one will i make so smol that i can carry them

the truth:

i make every woman tough and strong. regardless. in their own way. did i make a frail spellcaster that has a major fuck you move that will make her go into a coma? maybe. did i make a big tough blacksmith purely on the premise of her having a collection of swords like a gremlin? absolutely.

thats the way of life, my guys

also thats not to say i dont make strong men either i just almost always make the same woman of being tough and loving what they do because it makes me feel better knowing i’m not in the percent of making weak, fragile damsels for some straight dude to save. 

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im making a post here simply so i will remember because.... i have the shortest memory in existence. i currently have 444 followers, and im recording that here so i know how much it drops. 

BY THE WAY; dont fucking feel bad about unfollowing me if you dont like the content i will most likely post about from here on out. if you want arcana content, and im not supplying it, feel free to go! i’d do the same, bro.

eventually, i may post about the horror stories ive experienced with my current interests, simply out of the premise of how nuts they are and i like retelling them so people feel apart of my life a little bit more.

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art of my idiots.

disclaimer immediately: i have no artistic ability besides worldbuilding and roleplay so if you’re expecting art from me, you’ll be thoroughly disappointed. 

this is my friend’s art, sam, from discord. i love him and he’s like a brother to me and he’s drawn 3 of my characters from world of warcraft and i adore him to bits. he is also just as socially anxious as i am so he will probably not be accepting commissions or requests, sadly.

this is senarian rosehymn. he’s a priest and he’s also retired and became a romance novelist. he’s a big pushover and will probably jump off a cliff if you asked him to. he has no backbone, which is expected for someone who is extremely deprived of nutrients. he’s like. 5′0 nothing, and he forgets to eat often times because he’s a blithering baby. he also has no sense of what is private or not, because he’s a doof.

this is zae’theus silverwhisper. he’s a rogue and a bitch. a big bitch. he’s mean. so mean that he often mocks people for just existing. him, senarian, and canditheron and childhood friends. now, zate has a reason for being a massive jerk because he’s pretty much lost everything he cared about? he used to be a soldier and got replaced by some bitch with big titties (ooc he was replaced by the guild leader’s ‘gf’ im not fucking kidding i hate that guild with all of my being) and now he’s jobless and trying to get back on his feet by being a mercenary and treasure hunter for hire. he’s pretty good at it, but the lack of stability makes him anxious. he’s also an amputee! from the knees down, he has no limbs. they were replaced by metallic prosthetics. they’re not hollow either so they’re quite a burden for him. 

this is canditheron everblood. he’s about as cold and apathetic as one could get. he’s a mage, specifically one who has mastered the art of transmutation, and he knows he can beat you in combat and isn’t prideful about it. it’s a weird way to just understand when someone isn’t a challenge, without having an ego about it. he’s a researcher for the reliquary specifically in troll artifacts. he’s done it for so long that he actually understands the language fluently to read, write, and speak it. even though blood elves hate trolls, candi researched them to try and understand what magic they use to harness it for himself. he actually still hasn’t been to zuldazar, a troll city, because of the lack of funding the reliquary has, much to his own disappointment. he’s also a frustrated baby because his only sibling he thought was dead is now a void elf and he’s plagued by it on a regularly basis. i love candi a lot but he is hard to roleplay sometimes.

i have other characters but none of them have art yet. and that’s okay, sam doesn’t have to draw them and nor does anyone else. i just love my children and the world i’ve let them live in.

#world of warcraft #blood elf

[sensitive-rejects]

my interests currently, if anyone following cares are:

- dungeons and dragons (i dont actually have a campaign or a group, i just make characters because its fun and maybe if my social anxiety wasn’t crippling with strangers, i’d actually do something with it. i have some cursed experiences i can share of a nightmare campaign i was in but that’s. about it.)

- world of warcraft (i play on retail servers like live.. and i also play on private severs, like rph. i typically play on roleplay realms because they’re,,, fun,,, yknow. if anyone’s interested in hanging out i guess, send me a message and ill give you my battle tag.)

- transformers (comics and cartoons are fun and i also like making OCs for them, as well as plotting missing features for background characters in it. plus, everything’s gay and no one scrutinizes it so like. obviously it’s my thing. i typically am into the idw comics, tho.)

- jojo’s bizarre adventure (i actually really enjoy jojo more than i thought i would, i read some of jojolion but i am. big confusion on that. i’m currently up to part 5 and ive been meaning to read stone ocean but im. just unmotivated to do much rn)

so that’s the content you’re probably going to be here for. i’m still into random things like my hero academia, one punch man, various animes of the sort-- the arcana was the only game i actually played for a little bit and got interested in to broadcast and honestly that’s not what my account is about anymore soooo.. yeah

[sensitive-rejects]

you know the most painful thing of one of your posts getting popular is occasionally, you’ll just see one shitty comment in your feed you didn’t ask for. like. at all. 

also, im not into the arcana anymore as most of the community is actually pretty toxic and i’ve already covered why in most of my posts about it.

ive also just been too lazy to change my theme but i will probably do that today. sorry if you followed for my arcana content but right now, im just playing world of warcraft and trying to chill the fuck out, as the arcana fandom was probably the most stressful periods in my life besides one of my abusers stalking me vehemently for over 5 years. 

sooo.. yeah. i mean you can keep following me for content otherwise but i’m probably just going to chill out with world of warcraft, jojo, and whatever other interest i like. 

[sensitive-rejects]

I'm here to talk openly,not anonymously. I luv u and ur blog❤️

[sensitive-rejects]

leave them alone and attack me if ur gunna be such a fuckin piss baby about people not wanting to be hurt anymore!

edit: wrong react image but ok.

Okay Enough is Enough

As I am sure you have seen there is a lot of discourse going on with 2 blogs and the topic of abuse. I have mentioned in tons of my posts I hate seeing Lucio get abused- Hell i haven even made posts about how I realte to him since it can be infered that he was abused and neglected by his parents. Now about a week or so ago I made a post about if you have an appretice or oc made for Lucio dont abuse him, you wouldnt do that for your faves why do that to Lucio? Any ways that same day alot of talks about Lucio and apprentices and accounts who abuse him come up. One inparticural Eris. 

Now before I dive into any thing I would like to say as an abuse victim of mental abuse, physical abuse, and sexual abuse I did not like things with Eris. It made me uncomfortable and i tried to stay away with that content, but with it coming from such a big blog people posted it every where and its hard to not see those things.  

Now diving into those things, 

So there was this post that went around- I cant send you the actual link becuase I have been blocked by both accounts but i can show you an amzing reply to the post that points out everything wrong with it and how it really is triggering contnet so here is the link  Now this post and the addition that @blightout made many people agreed with Blightout hell i even spoke to Blightout about evertyhing when it happened that caused the downfall. There were people who were now speaking up agaisnt the big blog and trying to tell them that they were in the wrong and gave come construcvie cristism about the whole sutation but all of that was delete or told off like this anon 

That fact that this was said is very hhhh imho because someone was giving them a curquite on how they can improve but yet they are told “hey dont like it sucks to suck.” Now after this point i tried to stay out of things but so much more happened on a bunch of blogs you can check @blightout and their asks for really good writing and why its not good to not listen to abuse victims and @sensitive-rejects for other reasons why this isnt good and why the acount above is not the best person. Also i am gonna drop these here 

After getting these anons I have never felt more diguested! I am an abuse victim that suffers from PTSD and Anxity and I am triggered alot by absuive content. So please if you support the account that is being dicussed in any way unfollow me becuase I dont no want there content any where near me. 

#savenkey #discourse

[sensitive-rejects]

@savenkey come get yall fans.

Abuse victim: I’ve been through abuse and ___ mirrors my abuser’s actions and is toxic in my eyes. *calmly explains why* so, to me, this is really abusive.

Some Yeehaw fuck on this website: YOU’RE wIELDING YOUR TRAUMA YOU FREAK! YOU’RE A TOXIC PSYCHO ABUSER!!!

#savenkey #discourse

[sensitive-rejects]

Sending you my love. Keep doin' what you do, you funky little Lucio-stan. 💐💐💐💐

god i fucking love you

[sensitive-rejects]

hey anons

can you attack me and not the ppl who like my posts you cowards?

like ik for a fact that if u dont have anon option, none of yall would say shit

and ill prove it.

speak to me off anon. do it.

#savenkey #discourse

[sensitive-rejects]

if its not too much (cuz ik you must be mentally exhausted from dealing with this matter already) but as an outsider can i have some insight on the s*venkey matter? and when/where did they posted ab abused victim? if you dont wanna answer thats ok i understand

ik ur in the discord server but i dont have the discourse role–it was the eris whip post and then a lot of mocking things with lucio

when address, she made a 4 page comic like ‘OH HELL YEAH ABUSE ME IN BED’ glamorizing it. in the same post, she guil ttripped people like ‘seeing this makes me not wanna post ever again! :(((( i make 60% of all lucio content’ which she doesnt btw.

then there was the bs in my dms of her comparing abuse victims suffering– its a whole thing, i can tell u on discord in more detail or u can just look through my blog for posts tagged with #savenkey.

#savenkey #discourse

[sensitive-rejects]

listen you don't have to like them, respect them or want to deal with them, but it's a seriously damaging bad faith argument to say that means "not seeing someone as human" when that's not what it means.

ive already answered this with my other arguments.

- they normalize abuse

- they see abuse as okay as long as people ‘consent’ to it

- they compare an abuse survivor’s trauma to one another

- they cant take criticism

- they also victim blame

them seeing abuse victims as less that human isnt really a hard thing to imagine. they’re not a native speaker, and that could be defense for their phrasing, but the fact that when i was in dms with them, they kept BLAMING the victims? 

im good.

#savenkey #discourse

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Coming from someone who was raised to be kind and understanding to everyone, I don’t get how someone like we-know-who can be so horrible to abuse victims. Honestly, even if it’s just something you type on the internet, it affects people. And you don’t deserve the slandering you’ve been receiving. Ilysm!💖💖💖

abuse victims dont make up their trauma for attention and it shouldnt be romanticized.

#savenkey #discourse

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I for one appreciate what you’re doing and salute you,, everything else (to me at least) could be brushed off or blocked and ignored but their “””apology””” and better yet the comic they made shitting all over the people that were made uncomfortable by their apprentice’s interactions w lucio.. thats kinda hard to ignore. Fuck that person tbh

yeah, sure, the fucking datamining? illegal but old news

being rude to abuse victims? get off my blog and im going to tell everyone how bad ur content is.

#savenkey #discourse

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okay so a bunch of accounts use sprites from the game. Even some of the people I see you agreeing with on this topic. You are all just mad that She is better and getting more attention than all of you. Stop being whiny and using “oh I was abused” to justify stirring up shit

dude i dont do art and i dont give a shit who sees. i could have 0 followers and id still be talking about this. numbers dont mean shit. they never will to me.

the difference is: savenkey CLAIMS THAT THEY ARE HER OWN WHEN THEY ARE LITERALLY MADE BY THE ARCANA DEVS.

thats the issue. and THATS OLD FUCKING NEWS.

the new news is: ‘I DONT THINK ABUSE VICTIMS ARE PEOPLE’ and also ‘I DONT WANNA CHANGE MY TAGS SO ABUSE VICTIMS DONT SEE MY SHIT’ and ‘I DONT SEE WHATS WRONG WITH ABUSE IF THEY CONSENT’.

i put the important stuff in caps.

i hope that helped.

im not stirring up shit for attention, im bring awareness, again, to the bs savenkey does AS A PERSON.

so what, people like my posts and agree with me. oh fucking well who cares.

#savenkey #discourse

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Hey I just want to thank you for standing up to her and all of her bs it means a lot to me as an abuse victim who has been mentally physically and sexually abused. I was too scared to say anything out of fear of getting attacked by a big blog but thank you again

^^^^^^ hey last anon, please look at this.

i dont give a shit if my own followers attack me or unfollow me over this, i dont give a shit. i dont like abuse victims being mocked or feeling unsafe. this is literally the only reason im doing this.

#savenkey #discourse