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[seethewest]

angel didn't mean to snap at lina, but it was hard to talk about where she'd come from. the heads of the mc knew, and she was sure that people were able to put together some things about her. they'd all been there when she'd watched her second ever r-rated movie. they all probably knew she hadn't exactly had a normal childhood. "you're fine," she rubbed the snake ring on her finger.

she hadn't expected for lina to actually respond, but they were friends, she didn't mind learning about her family. "so you grew up normal or something?" angel asked.

“ no— no, you’re right. i’m sorry. that was - ” lina let out a breath, “ outta line. got it. ” it’s not that she had purposefully kept prodding, but the questions often just kept coming and coming during a conversation such as this; her brain’s way of attempting to fill the space— ? lina was never entirely sure, but one thing she did know, was when to shut up.

“ my dad— ? i mean, not really much to tell. ”

#bledsoul

[seethewest]

— open starter (mutuals only)

angel shifted uncomfortably. things were getting dangerously close to sentimental territory. she didn't want to talk about where she came from or why she was here. that wasn't anyone else's business but her's, but she was trying to play nice. "i think that's enough of that, don't you? let's move on, 'less you want me to start askin about your dad."

gc

#i dont have icons yet but i needed yall to actually see this lol #billboards along the highways . . . [ OPEN STARTERS ]*

[seethewest]

"TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for demanding answers, adjust as necessary

say it again, slower this time.

i don't have much time to explain, but i'll try.

you need to tell me what's going on.

i can't help you if i don't know what's happening.

you said something earlier, but i think i missed it.

i'm not hiding anything. i'm just trying to protect you.

what were you trying to say to me?

there must be more to the story than this.

you're not telling me the full story. you're leaving things out.

why do you have to be so secretive about this?

i wish i could tell you the truth. i really do.

why can't we discuss this now?

what's preventing you from telling me the truth?

you know what happened, yet you're just going to keep it from me.

don't i have a right to know?

i'll never forgive you if you keep this from me.

you're just going to have to find out for yourself.

don't leave me in the dark.

since you don't want to tell me, you leave me no choice.

i want you to talk to me, tell me what happened.

i don't like it when you're evasive.

you're hiding something.

all right, i'll tell you what i know.

you have to promise to take this with a grain of salt.

if i could tell you the truth, i would.

some things are better left unsaid.

you wouldn't believe me if i told you.

i don't know the truth.

i can't remember what they told me.

the last time i tried to explain it, you laughed in my face.

there's no getting through to you, is there?

tell me what's happening. tell me what's going on.

i can't do anything without your information.

you're the only one who knows how to fix this.

there's always something more, isn't there?

what else did they tell you?

what did they whisper to you when you were leaving?

you're keeping something from me.

you've never been a good liar.

look into my eyes and tell me the truth.

i wish you would just be honest with me.

something happened, and i'm going to get to the bottom of it.

if you won't tell me, i'll find someone who will.

that doesn't help me, you know.

you could try to be a little more helpful.

you never answered my question.

were you ever going to tell me the truth?

i'd like you to be honest for once in your life.

if you really loved me, you'd tell me what happened.

i won't judge you. i just need to know what happened.

just let me warn you... you're not going to like what you hear.

#love’s never meant much to me . . . [ STARTER CALLS & MEMES ]*

[seethewest]

this blog will be pretty lowkey until my finals are over in a few weeks

i am here angel and her club are cookin

i am just also very focused on passing college

#the reckless and divine . . . [ OOC ]*

[seethewest]

tigel (1/a questionable number)

do not reblog without permission

#made this in the middle of the night last night #never beating the old man fucker allegations #but anyway this is my blog and i post what i want #your honor i love her . . . [ VISAGE : abbey lee ]*

[seethewest]

A FEW VARIOUS SENTENCE STARTERS

❝ i wouldn't find the need to tell you 'i told you so' if you weren't so allergic to admitting i'm right. ❞

❝ there are better hills to die on but i find this one quite comfortable. ❞

❝ would you come with me please? i adore your company. ❞

❝ that's not the worst thing i've ever heard but it's certainly up there. ❞

❝ i would love to help you but i'm afraid i'm suffering from a terrible case of 'it's not my problem.' ❞

❝ could you just think about anyone other than yourself for once? ❞

❝ i'm not going to stand here and argue with you about how much you need to get some rest. if i find you passed out on the floor i'm leaving you there. ❞

❝ would you be a dear and shut the hell up. ❞

❝ i know i need help but i'm not quite ready to ask for it. ❞

❝ do you know where we're going or are we just trying to get lost now? ❞

❝ i have confided this in you, please do not betray that trust. ❞

❝ do you like it here? with me? ❞

❝ are you still happy? with me, i mean. with us. ❞

❝ i didn't lie, i simply presented a selective truth. ❞

❝ do you actually like spending time with me? because i feel like all you do is argue. ❞

❝ one of us will eventually have to have the strength to be honest with ourselves about each other. ❞

❝ i want to tell you something i just need a moment to figure out the right words. ❞

❝ if you were the religious type i would challenge god to win your devotion. ❞

❝ don't tell me to quit being melodramatic it's the only time i have any fun. ❞

❝ were you ever going to tell me or were you just going to make me guess what you're thinking and feeling. ❞

#love’s never meant much to me . . . [ STARTER CALLS & MEMES ]*

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GOD LOVES YOU, BUT NOT ENOUGH TO SAVE YOU . . . indie fandomless original character with original lore. heavily inspired by sons of anarchy & etheI cain's preacher's daughter. a study in biting the apple, overcoming religious trauma, reclaiming one's sense of self & embracing the love of found family. see trigger warning in pinned post ! as loved by nico . . . ABIGAIL ANGEL SULLIVAN

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#sons of anarchy roleplay #sons of anarchy rp #soa rp #indie rp #fandomless rp #idk how else to tag this #always an angel never a god . . . [ SELF PROMO ]*

[seethewest]

PREACHER'S DAUGHTER (2022), BY ETHEL CAIN. [feel free to adjust as necessary.]

fate's already fucked me sideways.

the neighbour's brother came home in a box.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it.

i don't need anything from anyone.

it's just not my year.

i'm sorry if i sound off, but i was probably wasted.

i'm doing what i want and damn, i'm doing it well.

you were my whole world.

your mama calls me sometimes to see if i'm doing well.

i lie to her, and say that i'm doing fine.

i'm the reason you won't come home.

you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt.

it was love, i guess.

i'd hold the gun if you asked me to.

i'm never gonna leave you, baby.

i haven't spoken to my daddy in a long, long time.

one day, you and i could be okay.

i've killed before and i'll kill again.

i thought good guys get to be happy.

i'm not happy.

i was too young to notice that some types of love could be bad.

i'm tired of you, still tied to me.

love's never meant much to me.

you wanna love me right now.

if it feels good, then it can't be bad.

you wanna fuck me right now.

if you hate me, please don't tell me.

you love blood too much.

even the iron still fears the rot.

please don't look at me.

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

if they strike once, then you hit 'em twice as hard.

in the end, no one was coming to save me.

i just prayed and i keep praying, and praying, and praying.

if it's meant to be, then it will be.

don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love.

i never considered myself tough.

i tried to be good.

am i no good?

i just wanted to be yours.

can i be yours?

just tell me i'm yours.

you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth.

am i making you feel sick?

just know that i love you, and i'll see you when you get here.

#love’s never meant much to me . . . [ STARTER CALLS & MEMES ]*

[seethewest]

actions speak louder than words non - verbal / action prompts from yours truly. (add a "swap" to swap the sender/receiver in the prompt (or just do it manually).)

back, sender gives receiver a back hug.

beckon, sender beckons receiver closer with a finger.

blood, sender cleans blood off of receiver.

book, sender helps receiver get a book from a higher part of the shelf.

care, sender takes care of receiver when they're sick.

catch, sender catches receiver by the waist after they bump into each other.

choke, sender saves receiver from choking by giving them the heimlich.

cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders.

cry, sender wipes tears off receiver's face with their thumbs.

dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance.

dip, sender skinny dips in front of receiver and invites them to join.

dog, sender's dog pulls them in receiver's direction.

drive, sender drives receiver somewhere in their car.

drag, sender drags receiver into a room and closes the door behind them.

draw, sender draws receiver like one of their french girls.

face, sender turns receiver's face towards them.

flower, sender gives receiver a flower.

footsie, sender initiates footsie with receiver under the table.

forehead, sender presses their forehead against receiver's.

grab, sender grabs receiver's wrist to stop them from leaving.

jump, sender jumps onto receiver's back.

kiss, sender kisses receiver.

link, sender links arms with receiver while walking.

massage, sender offers receiver a massage.

patch, sender patches up receiver's wounds.

piano, sender teaches receiver how to play the piano.

pin, sender pins receiver's hands behind their back.

pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair.

press, sender presses receiver against a wall.

propose, sender proposes to receiver.

quiet, sender gestures for receiver to be quiet.

rest, sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder.

serenade, sender serenades receiver with a song.

sign, sender walks into a sign and receiver sees.

size, sender measures the size of their hand against receiver's.

shoes, sender removes receiver's shoes for them.

sun, sender rubs sunblock onto receiver's back.

tattoo, sender gives receiver a tattoo.

tie, sender helps tie receiver's tie.

tuck, sender tucks receiver's hair behind their ear.

umbrella, sender lets receiver under their umbrella.

warning, sender presses a knife against receiver's neck as a warning.

zip, sender needs receiver's help to zip up the back of their dress.

#love’s never meant much to me . . . [ STARTER CALLS & MEMES ]*

[seethewest]

angel is yet another muse who 100% knows how to line dance

#where there’s a will there’s a way . . . [ META & COMMENTARY ]*

[seethewest]

Florida Man (2023). The Realest Goddamned Place on Earth.

#your honor i love her . . . [ VISAGE : abbey lee ]*

[seethewest]

𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 .    (  a  collection  of  100  nonverbal  action  prompts .   mature  and  potentially  triggering  themes  are  present .   add  “ + reverse ”  to  swap  assigned  roles . )

∗ o1﹕ sender  tucks  hair  out  of  receiver’s  face . ∗ o2﹕ sender  offers  receiver  a  bite  from  their  fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender  places  their  feet / legs  in  receiver's  lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender  offers  receiver  an  earbud  to  share  their  music . ∗ o5﹕ sender  comforts  receiver  in  the  aftermath  of  a  nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender  gives  receiver  company  in  the  hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender  wraps  their  arms  around  a  hysterical  receiver  to  calm  them . ∗ o8﹕ sender  shows  up  at  receiver’s  home  late  at  night . ∗ o9﹕ sender  falls  asleep  leaning  against  receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender  wields  a  [ gun / knife ]  at  receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender  runs  their  fingers  through  receiver’s  hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender  invites  receiver  to  dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender  takes  a  [ picture / video ]  of  receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender  places  their  head  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender  and  receiver  make  eye  contact  across  a  busy  room . ∗ 16﹕ sender  pushes  receiver  against  a  wall  to  kiss  them . ∗ 17﹕ sender  and  receiver  cook  together . ∗ 18﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender  lifts  receiver's  chin ,  invoking  eye  contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender  overtakes  receiver  in  combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender  finds  receiver  [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender  straightens  an  article  of  receiver’s  clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender  crawls  into  bed  with  receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender  rolls  their  eyes  at  receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender  lights  receiver’s  [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender  is  caught  wearing  receiver's  clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  with  a  pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender  writes  a  note  on  receiver’s  skin :  [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender  wraps  a  blanket  around  receiver’s  shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender  runs  and  jumps  into  receiver’s  arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender  shoves  receiver  out  of  anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender  hovers  over  receiver’s  shoulder  as  they  complete  a  task . ∗ 34﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  somewhere  they  shouldn’t  be . ∗ 35﹕ sender  curls  up  against  receiver  in  their  sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender  is  found  drunk  by  receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender  throws  an  item  of  sentiment  bitterly  at  receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender  joins  receiver  in  the  shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender  is  caught  following  receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender  twines  their  fingers  with  receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender  barges  into  receiver’s  home  unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender  kicks  receiver’s  shin  beneath  a  table . ∗ 44﹕ sender  aggressively  shoves  past  receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender  kisses  receiver’s  [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  out  of  harm’s  way . ∗ 47﹕ sender  is  found  sobbing  by  receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender  locks  receiver  out  of  their  room . ∗ 49﹕ sender  brings  receiver  [ coffee / tea ]  in  the  morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender  rests  their  forehead  against  receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender  plays  a  song  for  receiver  that  reminds  them  of  them :  [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender  takes  a  [ punch / stab / bullet ]  meant  for  receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender  buys  receiver  a  drink  at  a  bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender  needs  receiver’s  help  getting  in  the  bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender  and  receiver  cross  paths  in  the  kitchen  late  at  night . ∗ 56﹕ sender  twists  receiver’s  arm  behind  their  back . ∗ 57﹕ sender  winks  at  receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender  is  found  collapsed  by  receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender  prevents  an  injured  receiver  from  getting  up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender  claps  a  hand  over  receiver’s  mouth  to  silence  them . ∗ 61﹕ sender  cages  receiver  against  a  [ wall / the floor ]  with  their  arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender  storms  away  from  receiver  during  an  argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  sleeping  in  receiver’s  bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender  [ applies / touches up ]  receiver’s  makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender  throws  receiver  into  a  wall  during  combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender  dances  sensually  with  receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  across  the  face . ∗ 68﹕ sender  places  their  hand  on  receiver’s  leg  while  driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender  pulls  a  chair  out  from  under  receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender  catches  receiver’s  wrist  when  they  turn  to  leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender  leaves  an  intimate  mark  on  receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender  beats  receiver  in  a  video  game . ∗ 73﹕ sender  and  receiver  stand  in  stunned  silence  after  a  fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender  cares  for  receiver  while  they’re  sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  on  a  hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender  is  caught  snooping  in  receiver’s  things . ∗ 77﹕ sender  and  receiver  cuddle  while  watching  television . ∗ 78﹕ sender  throws  something  aggressively  at  receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender  creeps  up  behind  receiver  to  scare  them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  shopping  together . ∗ 81﹕ sender  helps  receiver  [ dye / style ]  their  hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender  draws  receiver  into  a  kiss  by  the  back  of  their  neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender  is  discovered  having  a  panic  attack  by  receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender  accidentally  injures  receiver  during  sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender  grabs  receiver  roughly  by  the  hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender  brings  receiver  to  their  knees  during  combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender  shows  receiver  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ∗ 88﹕ sender  winks  [ seductively / mockingly ]  at  receiver . �� 89﹕ sender  yells  at  receiver  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender  helps  receiver  patch  up  a  wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender  holds  receiver  as  they  cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender  silently  and  angrily  points  receiver  towards  the  door . ∗ 93﹕ sender  gestures  for  receiver  to  sit  down . ∗ 94﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  into  their  lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender  cradles  receiver’s  face . ∗ 96﹕ sender  tackles  receiver  out  of  the  way  of  danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender  has  hidden  an  injury  from  receiver ,  and  receiver  finds  out . ∗ 98﹕ sender  confronts  receiver  about  their  unhealthy  behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender  proposes  to  receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender  has  just  died ,  receiver  finds  out .

#love’s never meant much to me . . . [ STARTER CALLS & MEMES ]*

[seethewest]

The Grand Canyon of the Yellowstone – Thomas Moran // O’Neil Butte, Grand Canyon – Thomas Moran // Grand Canyon of Arizona at Sunset – Thomas Moran // Green River, Wyoming – Thomas Moran // Lower Falls, Yellowstone Park (Grand Canyon of the Yellowstone) – Thomas Moran // The Three Tetons – Thomas Moran // Golden Gate, Yellowstone National Park – Thomas Moran // The Golden Hour – Thomas Moran // Thoroughfare – Ethel Cain

#bless me father for i have sinned . . . [ MUSINGS ]*

[seethewest]

the starling girl (2023) dir. laurel parmet // sun bleached flies - ethel cain

#bless me father for i have sinned . . . [ MUSINGS ]*

[seethewest]

#39 “ GIRL I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ” template by jessource.

original and free template. if using please like / reblog and don’t forget to leave credit somewhere visible. fonts used: courier new and arial.

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#i am a candle in the wind . . . [ RESOURCES ]*

[seethewest]

#80 “ OBSESSED ” by jessource.

original and free psd. if using please like / reblog and don’t forget to leave credit somewhere visible.

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#i am a candle in the wind . . . [ RESOURCES ]*

[seethewest]

#81 “ MUSTARD MOSS ” by jessource.

original and free psd. if using please like / reblog and don’t forget to leave credit somewhere visible.

don’t redistribute, steal or claim as your own.

any issues, don’t hesitate to contact me.

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#i am a candle in the wind . . . [ RESOURCES ]*