secretdjlmao

[secretdjlmao]

I mean i know I'm ugly but fuck i look absolutely hideous on camera and film I've been living in denial my entire life lmao i thought i've always been a 4/10 but NOW i know im a 1/10 on good days I know this a fucking self-obsessed post and my problems are nothing compared to what many other people go through but i just needed to release this somewhere I wish i was strong enough to get past this, i know future me would be laughing at these horrible thoughts and cringing at how easily affected i was by them and this thought makes me happier Fucking wish i would stop being so fucking depressed and anxious all the time it's destroying my social life I took a FOUR hours nap today gdi why depression why i could've used the time to do some art, ive been sleeping a whole lot lately and this scares me because i just cant seem to feel energised Can u believe me, a motherfucker, gets a bad depressive episode because she realises how fucking ugly she actually is? This is pathetic as hell grow the fuck up Good fucken bye 3.03.17