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i deserve a kiss. perhaps several, even

#amity pls come #ab gaana bajane band kar #isliye has rahi thi

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This aged quite well....

in the mood to be called honey.. sweetie.. my angel.. my love

#amity found my tumblr acc

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This didn't age well at all

it's official, tipti dimri can't be in a bad movie

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#cried tf outta my eyes for five fucking hours cuz my cat refused to hug me today #like he just shrugged me off very rudely #i was seeing him after two days of not seeing him and he just shrugged me off #aur ab the entire time im like leo hates me #end mein yaad aaya periods ka pehla din hai #billiyan dil tod rahi hain mera ab

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Shifting to college and then home during breaks feels like shifting portals to different universes or sm

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I'm so in love and I'm so scared to be

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oh cool it's decemeber! *grieves & grieves & grieves & grieves &*

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any other girls feel a permanent sense of unbelonging no matter where they are or who they are with

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"college is the best years of your life" "college is for meeting new people and expanding your mind" wrong. college is for discovering new types of grief. also the timeloop

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#baaki sab kam tha im crying over boys now

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I want my boyfriend and a cup of chai

#bas itna chalega

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#Never thought I'd feel so giddy about being called someone's girlfriend #ndnwndnenwnsne #dimaag kharab

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Wendy Cope, "From June to December: Summer Villanelle"

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So many things to say par nazar ka dar💀

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i have no object permanence about myself. if i’m not in anyones eye sight i assume i have ceased to be. finding out people remember i exist, think about me, and even talk about me when i’m not actively in front of them is startling news every time it is brought to my attention

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Emotional hona band kar meri jaan, so ja please

#need to quote this for my lockscreen

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…oh, I don’t know. All I know is that I’ve wasted all these years looking for something, a sort of trophy I’d get only if I really, really did enough to deserve it. But I don’t want it any more, I want something else now, something warm and sheltering, something I can turn to, regardless of what I do, regardless of who I become. Something that will just be there, always, like tomorrow’s sky.

– Kazuo Ishiguro, When We Were Orphans