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"Dumplings" by Vladimir Mullin (1968)

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Distance is my new answer to disrespect. I no longer react, I no longer argue, I no longer dive into drama. I simply remove my presence.

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"The Tale of Tales" directed by Yuri Norstein, art by Francheska Yarbusova (1979)

(watch here)

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SHIMA Tamami（島珠実 Japanese, 1937-1999）

Green Grove 緑の林 1963 Woodblock print 57.8 × 42.5cm via

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I want die, but I'm fine.

I want fly, but i'm falling.

I want be happy, but I'm sad.

I want be happy, but I'm in pain.

I want be normal, but I'm asocial.

I want be cutie, but I cut myself.

I want be beautiful, but I'm a scumbag.

I want be, but I will never be.

© @aurorasword

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i’m not a quitter, but sometimes the game isn’t worth playing anymore.

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i love someone who can apologize and actually change their behavior, that’s growth and maturity.

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girls night

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The urge to kill myself so I don’t have to deal with this anymore

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the "I believe in abortion only in extreme situations" people (especially women) truly baffle me because I genuinely consider "a human has another human growing inside of them and does not want to" to be a very extreme situation. to me that feels so deeply like an extreme emergency situation. I know this has been said before but it's incredible to me that this does not feel innately horrifying and "extreme" to everyone.

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i always feel like i don’t deserve something and then i ruin it myself

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