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⚠️ ROUND 6 ⚠️

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So I got into alien stage...

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you know what? i hope ivan is a trauma for till. i want him to see his body in the back of his mind all the time. i want him to remember their childhood. i want him haunted by the ghost of ivan. i want him remember how the kiss felt. i want him to see ivan’s smile whenever he thinks of giving up. i want him to be angry and confused. i want him cry. i want him to write a song about it. i wanted him to be permanently altered. i want him to finally see ivan. even if it’s too late.

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Copium via actor au

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so... that new alien stage video, huh?

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I love your post about yashiro counting to stay with hanako and hanako counting to stay with his brother . I see how much hanako wishes to stay with his brother and make yourishiro his human, but tsukasa doesn't care and want disappear. Did that entity make him like this? He loves death 😢??

Tsukasa's desire to leave is related to Amane's illness, the wish he made, and how Tsukasa feels.

Tsukasa was feeling rejected, for some reason he feels like Amane has hated him since they were children. So, in summary his thoughts were:

Amane hates me Amane wants to be healthy I will ask God to fulfill Amane's wish It's okay if I offer myself to the God, Amane hates me, he won't miss me

He doesn't feel loved by Amane, well, you know, Amane has trouble saying how he feels, and Tsukasa is literal, if you say you hate him, he'll actually believe it.

He misses Amane, he loves him, he wants to stay by his side, but he feels rejected and thinks that the best thing for Amane is for him to stay away. Furthermore, he believes that Amane deserves to have a future, he has many desires and goals.

Tsukasa left to give Amane another chance to survive and have a better life, even if he had to sacrifice himself for it.

Tsukasa was loving, generous, but he didn't think about the pain he would cause Amane, and I don't judge him for that, he was just a little boy.

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i know a lot of people are trying to put ivan and till's relationship and feelings into a clearer perspective but i think yall r forgetting that like. they were put into anact garden as children. their whole lives theyve only known other children and alien overlords. theyve probably never had an adult human to look up to. its only natural that the relationships they have with each other exceed the titles and definitions we're used to, because the conditions of their lives are fundamentally different than ours.

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'Just confess the worst thing he could do is say no!' The worst thing he could do is close his eyes while I die in front of him. Actually.

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The thing about Alien Stage is that I've been watching Vivinos for a long long time. I was there when the first trailer dropped. I was there when all the previous videos dropped.

And I am still fairly certain that this is the first time a couple actually outright kissed.

This is the first kiss Vivinos ever put in a Youtube video and it was the most unrequited, unromantic, painful thing to exist in it.

The first kiss, and it was for a kiss of a couple I was kinda rooting for and it cost them everything.

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R O U N D 6

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Ivan and Sua post round 6

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Honestly?

I hope Till is angry. Angry Ivan didn't kill him. That Ivan left him alive in the world that has shown him nothing but cruelty, abuse and humiliation. A world without Mizi (or so he thinks). Angry Ivan didn't explain himself.

I hope he snaps in the Final Round. I hope he releases his anger and anguish, whether it be on Luka or the aliens themselves. I hope we get to see at least a glimpse of his former, fiery self, one last time, if he is destined to die.

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Something about this scene gives me nightmares because it looks like Till is about to go off for a second but when he sees that it's Ivan he immediately just looks away and I don't know why (can't tell if he didn't care, didn't care since it was Ivan, was resigned, or some secret third option)

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GUYS GUYS

DO YOU THINK THE REASON TILL DOESN'T LOOK AT IVAN IS BECAUSE HE'S ASHAMED OF HIMSELF?

BECAUSE HE RAN AWAY THAT NIGHT? Was he shocked to see Ivan back at Anakt Garden? Did he think he'd just leave without him? Did he put two and two together and realized Ivan gave up his freedom for him?

Does he feel guilt every time he sees Ivan? Does he know how miserable Ivan is? Does he think he's the source of his torment? That Ivan deserves someone who actually loves him? All the while never even thinking of applying said notion to himself?

GUYS DO YOU THINK-

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let's sing a duet again one day

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i love this so much you dont know. You dont know. You dont know.

losing my shit on how till literally never looks at ivan unless theyre actively fighting, like even in the flashback

and then during the song its the same thing

all ivan wants is for till to acknowledge him, just to look at him for even one second, give him a second thought- but he cant even do that

so then ivan does the fucking makout/choking sacrifice thing- "oh isnt he a hypocrite for getting mad at sua for doing the same thing?" no, because he was mad at sua because she knew what she would do would hurt mizi because she loved her.

ivan doesnt think sacrificing himself will hurt till, because till will never love him. HE KNOWS THIS AND YET HE STILL SACRIFICES HIMSELF FOR SOMEONE HE THINKS WILL NEVER LOVE HIM

AND EVEN NOW TILL WONT LOOK AT HIM

and then once he's certain till is safe, he gives him one last, real, selfish kiss

a last ditch admission of his love before

till finally looks at him, just too late

IM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND GUYS ISTG

#alien stage #god fucking damn it vivinos #that last kiss wreaked havoc in my head #im so fucking done with this #all i do is weep #nice work op