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                                     Do not fuck this up.

#;pending self promo tag #[Throwing this out again bc why not? #I have 16 drafts I really should start cracking down on that tbh omg]

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“Do you think...” Sentence Starters

“Do you think we’ll make it in time?”

“Do you think it’s cooked all the way?” 

“Do you think somewhere out there, there’s aliens?” 

“Do you think it’s broken?” 

“Do you think you can fix it?” 

“Do you think at all before you speak?” 

“Do you think it’ll rain?” 

“Do you think we’ll find it?”

“Do you think someone around here will have directions?” 

“Do you think they’ll be open at this hour?”

“Do you think we should leave?” 

“Do you think we should go?” 

“Do you think there’s something wrong with me?” 

“Do you think they’ll be serving alcohol now?” 

“Do you think I could eat this entire thing in one sitting?” 

“Do you think we have a connection between us?” 

“Do you think if we met differently, we’d be friends?” 

“Do you think if we met differently, we’d be enemies?” 

“Do you think there’s alternate universes out there?”

“Do you think this book is good?”

“Do you think this movie will be good?” 

“Do you think we’ll become friends?” 

“Do you think I can afford this?” 

“Do you think there’ll be a kiss in the future?” 

“Do you think we should go out on a date?” 

“Do you think I can make that jump?” 

“Do you think I could have a hug?” 

“Do you think we’re lost?” 

“Do you think a movie and some popcorn at my place sounds good?”

#;mobile prompt

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[Updated D.iscord drop since I’m not feeling like writing all that much tonight, so I’m just hanging out. Feel free to come yell at me!]

#;mobile ooc #[Here too why not?]

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

"it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

#;mobile prompt

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[Since the cool kids are doing these and approaching for ships is always an awkward ordeal for me, here’s kinda a lowkey shipping call. This doesn’t exactly mean romantic, not that I’m not open to the idea to that, but Ava needs more relationships in general, so this also applies to ships that are platonic, familial, enemies, etc. So, if that interests you, give this a like and I’ll come bug you about dynamics and stuff.]

#;mobile ooc #[Dropping this here again today #will get to my drafts in a little bit.]

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[Since the cool kids are doing these and approaching for ships is always an awkward ordeal for me, here’s kinda a lowkey shipping call. This doesn’t exactly mean romantic, not that I’m not open to the idea to that, but Ava needs more relationships in general, so this also applies to ships that are platonic, familial, enemies, etc. So, if that interests you, give this a like and I’ll come bug you about dynamics and stuff.]

#▸ || OOC #[Guess it's a lowkey plotting call too but ye #tho another thing to note is that I headcanon Ava to be demisexual panromantic #which goes against fandom headcanons but ye.]

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` ° * ✧ ° RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS PT 2.

❛ I wish that I could tell you. ❜ ❛ You should have stayed. ❜ ❛ Please don’t come looking for me. ❜ ❛ Just get out of here. ❜ ❛ I don’t know, I just don’t know. ❜ ❛ Why did you come? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Can’t break something that was already broke. ❜ ❛ Don’t fix something that isn’t broke. ❜ ❛ Why can’t you just butt out? ❛ I don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ I’m not here for you. ❜ ❛ You’re never here for me when I need you. ❜ ❛ Is that smell you? ❜ ❛ Can you please just stop already. ❜ ❛ I’m leaving you. ❜ ❛ I just didn’t want you to come around. ❜ ❛ Are you sure you’re okay alone? ❜ ❛ No, no, no, no —- I just checked it last night. ❜ ❛ Don’t worry, you’ll learn how to do it someday. ❜ ❛ I think we are going to like each other a lot. ❜ ❛ I just wanted to come and let you know. ❜ ❛ So, what are you going to do, now that you know? ❜ ❛ You have got to be fucking kidding me right now. ❜ ❛ Do me a favor and shut up already. ❜ ❛ Scratch the serial number off of it. ❜ ❛ I’m not wearing a mask. ❜ ❛ You act like it’s all my fault sometimes. ❜ ❛ I’m here for your pity party. ❜ ❛ You are in a lot of trouble, you know that right? ❜ ❛ You aren’t allowed in here. ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ You aren’t wanted around here anymore. Sorry. ❜ ❛ I can’t keep covering for you. What’s going on? ❜ ❛ Just tell me what’s wrong! Talk to me! ❜ ❛ There’s so many things I would’ve done differently. ❜ ❛ Stop crying about it and do something about it. ❜ ❛ Stop looking for the things worth dying over and find the things worth living for. ❜ ❛ So, prove them wrong. Thats the best way to do it. ❜ ❛ Don’t need anyone who doesn’t need me. ❜ ❛ Yeah, well, we all have our sob story so just save it. ❜ ❛ Don’t cry over me or for me, I’m not worth it. ❜ ❛ It isn’t cheating if you aren’t actually dating. ❜ ❛ You know what? That’s a good idea. ❜ ❛ You need to find someome better already. ❜ ❛ I’m not listening to your bullshit right now. ❜ ❛ Is that a freaking condom? ❜ ❛ It smells like sour milk in here for crying out loud. ❜ ❛ Am I really standing here witnessing this right now? ❜ ❛ I’m not a bad influence if it’s always your ideas. ❜ ❛ I never forced you to do anything. ❜ ❛ Are you really walking out on me? ❜ ❛ Come near me again and I’ll blow your head off. ❜ ❛ Treat me like the princess that I am. ❜ ❛ Just remember a lot of guys want what I’m letting you do right now. ❜ ❛ How can you possibly be in love with two people at the same time? ❜ ❛ Let’s just get out of here. ❜ ❛ Shhh, I’m going to key his/her car. ❜ ❛ There’s no one even here. ❜ ❛ I’m just saying, it sounds like a bad idea. ❜ ❛ Is that blood on your shirt? ❜ ❛ Oh my God, are you bleeding?! ❜ ❛ Jesus, don’t you ever get tired of doing that. ❜ ❛ You know they throw people in Asylum’s for doing that. ❜ ❛ You’re just looking for trouble, like always. ❜ ❛ Enough is never enough for you. ❜ ❛ I could never get tired of this. ❜ ❛ You’re so jumpy lately. ❜ ❛ I mean I feel bad but whatever. ❜ ❛ I have a reputation to maintain unlike you. ❜ ❛ Why are you staring at me? ❜ ❛ Stop feeding into his/her bullshit! Wake up! ❜ ❛ Are you on drugs or something? ❜ ❛ You have lost your fucking mind, once and for all. ❜ ❛ Yes, you summoned me. ❜ ❛ I’m not here to help you. I’m here to watch you struggle. ❜ ❛ Hey, cut it out already! I can hear the stupid TV. ❜ ❛ Are you seriously asking me this right now? ❜ ❛ Have you ever tried to count the stars? ❜ ❛ I should kill you right now! ❜ ❛ Don’t you dare walk away from me! ❜ ❛ I know where you live! Don’t forget! ❜ ❛ I just wanted to have a good time but no, you couldn’t let me, could you? ❜ ❛ This friendship has officially sunk, hope you’re happy. ❜ ❛ Are you satisfied now? You should be. This is what you wanted. ❜ ❛ I don’t get everything that I want unlike you. ❜ ❛ Must be nice to be that miserable all the time. ❜ ❛ Happiness is the most temporary thing in life. ❜ ❛ Everything happens for a reason, right? ❜ ❛ You can call me at any hour. Always. ❜ ❛ There’s nothing that I can’t do. ❜ ❛ You’re like a forty year old, like an old soul or something. ❜ ❛ Say it or I’ll cut your finger off. ❜ ❛ I will stab you right in the eye if you look at me one more time. ❜ ❛ Go ahead and look but don’t touch, unless you want a broken limb. ❜ ❛ I’m actually a serial killer. I’m not joking. ❜ ❛ You have such a morbid sense of humor. ❜ ❛ This is our time, come on, let’s have our time. ❜ ❛ Hey, want a hand with that? ❜ ❛ I almost forgot what that felt like. ❜ ❛ I just want to feel something. I don’t know what though. ❜ ❛ I need your help with something. ❜ ❛ I’m pissed off right now. ❜ ❛ Don’t go breaking my heart. ❜ ❛ Why do you build me and watch me fall? Is that fun for you? ❜ ❛ Well, I’m used to it by now, so take your best shot. ❜ ❛ I hate crying. It makes me mad. ❜ ❛ I really don’t want to be seen with you right now. ❜ ❛ Please, just don’t forget. Whatever you do. Don’t forget. ❜ ❛ You can’t catch me though. ❜ ❛ I know I said fucked up things and I’m sorry. ❜ ❛ Look, I’m an asshole. I don’t mean be to be. ❜ ❛ I’ll try not to be an asshole anymore. ❜ ❛ Any pocket knives or anything? ❜ ❛ Where’d you go? ❜ ❛ I’m going to turn myself in. ❜ ❛ Did you finish your cigarette yet? ❜ ❛ You can turn around and face the other way. ❜ ❛ It wasn’t worth it, was it? ❜ ❛ I have no idea what you said. ❜ ❛ Right now, you’re acting very weird. ❜ ❛ I don’t even know what that statement means. ❜

#;mobile prompt

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wordgiven:

             “ The whole Joan thing was pretty messy wasn’t it ? ”      taking short-cuts never works out in the end, and bad leaders never thrive. Jesus knows these things well enough.    “ It may seem hopeless now but I do believe Richmond can still flourish under the right leadership . ”

@scarredlieutenant / ♡’d for a one-liner !

     “You're telling me,” she muttered with a slight chuckle, very much on      the humorless side, despite trying for the opposite. Ava's frown      deepened somewhat at his words, her arms moving up to cross over      her chest as she looked around. 

     “We have a long ways to go, but I want to believe that, too. It's just a      matter of who's taking the helm, now.”

#wordgiven #▸ || UNDETERMINED #[Ava really did deserve better jfc #thanks for the starter tho!]

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Hard Mode #11 In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

Hard Mode Headcanon Meme || no longer accepting!

11. In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? 

Probably the firsttime she sat in the aftermath of an explosion, considering the factthat she had nearly been impaled in the head by shrapnel. It’s one ofthe worst memories she has that she honestly never wants to relive indetail—she tends to give extremely short and clipped answers to howshe got the scar on her head. Luckily, the whole memory is startingto fade, but she still recalls the feeling that nothing was properlysinking in, along with the disturbing feeling of getting her ownblood into her eye and feeling the wound—it still deeply unsettlesher to this day.

#hopelostindays #▸ || HEADCANON #///violence #///gore #ask to tag

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provedapoint:

    ‘  THIS WILL WORK. just stay quiet and covered and you’ll be FINE.  ’    ah, walker entrails, a particular specialty of hers. she often wondered if she ENJOYED how much it freaked people out. in all honesty, it was more annoying than anything, scared people were liabilities and she had no need for even MORE baggage. thankfully for her though.. ava, as she’d introduced herself as a few minutes ago, was tough shit. it was always fun taking someone’s ‘wearing walker guts’ virginity.

    ‘  any second now, that door’s gonna come crashing down and they’re gonna be in here. you need to hurry up.  ’    without so much as asking permission she SCOOPED her hand inside the belly of the corpse, a bubbly ‘schloop’ sound greeting them as she pulled another rope of intestines free, wrapping them around ava’s neck and wiping the remaining gore down along her ava’s back.

     Well, if this was the only option, she figured some guts would be      the last of her worries if she got trapped in with the walkers.

     Her stomach, however, disagreed once the smell hit her after Jane      draped the intestine around her neck, that dull throb and twisting      making her glad that she hadn't had a meal in a bit. With a few      hollow breaths out of her mouth, Ava bent down to scoop more      blood and entrails onto the front of herself as Jane got her back.      She would have a hell of a lot of explaining to do, but if this worked,      at least she would be alive to do it.

     “I'm taking your confidence as reason to go along with this,” she      muttered, looking down at her hand for a few moments before rubbing      the blood across her neck and cheeks, “I'm blaming you if I can never      get this smell out, though.”

#provedapoint #▸ || UNDETERMINED #///gore #[Eyyy nothing like guts to bond people together.]

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dcadagain:

He was walking along the path, a hand squeezed to his shoulder. He didn’t mean to get in the middle of a shooting. In all honesty, maybe choosing the wrong group to be with was the source of his issue. Once his people started causing trouble to bandits, and they wanted to seek revenge he should have left. But no, him being a ‘together it’s better’ believer he stayed and look where it got him. Being on the very verge of death with a bleeding wound and a sprained ankle.

Things were seemingly looking up to him when he finally spotted somebody in the distance. A woman, could it be? — As far as he could tell, she had the figure of a woman. A sparkle of hope shined in his eyes and brought joy to his mind. Maybe he was going to survive after all. — But his happiness soon was taken away by seeing her reach for her gun, and having to halt to a stop.

He placed most of his weight on one leg as he stood, raising a hand half up to the air - The one that currently was not pressuring a wound. 

         ❛ I’m not – - Dead. Yet.❜  He spoke - As loud as he could as well, so that he made sure she heard. There was a pause then. He didn’t know what to say. He probably should mention having only a knife. But then again, he probably should drop it to let her know his purpose was not to use it against her. It was to seek help. With the same thought in mind he reached for the tool in his pocket, his hand trembling as he dropped it beside him.

           ❛ Looking — for -h–help.❜  He soon added, looking at her from a safe distance, but not making a move to step any closer.

     He certainly wasn't dead, as much as she was suspicious of him.

     The fact that he was talking said enough to the fact that he wasn't a      walker, but if he was sick—well, that wasn't her decision to make.      They had a doctor, one that she had to trust somewhat, at least, but      Ava could admit it was frustrating not knowing what state he would      be in when she or someone else would show up. Still, that was      probably her best course of action at the moment, anyway.

     Slowly, her own hand moved to place her gun back in its holster      once he had dropped his knife, a part of her warning that she had no      idea if that was all he had on him. Yet, from how he was holding his      shoulder and the general state he appeared to be in, she figured      that he currently wasn't all that much of a threat.

     “Are you bitten?” she asked, narrowing her eyes somewhat as she      tilted her head, “You're holding your shoulder. It'd be best to let me      know now, kid, before more people get involved.”

#dcadagain #▸ || UNDETERMINED #[It's all good! And yeah winging it for now is good unless you want to plot something.]

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“Is that really a gamble you’re willing to make?”

Place One in My Inbox - Questions Edition || late, no longer accepting!

     Despite thesituation, Ava couldn’t help the small chuckle that      escaped her asshe glanced towards the other woman. Really,      most of her life at themoment were risks—calculated ones, at      least, but stillrisks. She really had thrown her money down on      worse ideas already,so to speak, though she didn’t know if she      could say the same for hercompanion.

     “…Well, I don’t knowabout you, but I like our odds,” she replied,      “Look, you gonna trust me or not?”

#moreevidencethanthis #▸ || UNDETERMINED

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never-bitten:

Clementine glanced over to Ava, needles in her gaze before the glare fell. She wasn’t mad at Ava, at least not as much as she was with David. If anything, she was disappointed.

“About what?” The teen questioned, crossing her arms so her hand was away from her pistol. No matter how small the gesture, it had to count for something.

    The gesture wasn't lost on her, or unappreciated, Ava letting her     shoulders slump somewhat. Still, she was well aware that Clem     had the weapon on her, but at least she wouldn't have to deal     with a gun shoved in her face just yet. She wasn't too sure how     this conversation would go, so she wasn't ready to rule that out.

    “C'mon, kid, I think you know,” Ava said, letting out a small sigh     as she crossed her own arms in return, “Just about what happened—     clear the air, I guess.”

#never-bitten #▸ || MAIN #[It's all good! And sorry for being so late with this!]

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warheroed replied to your post: The anonymous busted down the wall to the blog...

more importantly: wHY DID THEY CUT THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF LORE FROM THE GAME

[I mean, she punched Tripp that one episode and he was flat out dead for a couple seconds at least, so I’m not surprised but YEAH--]

#warheroed #▸ || OOC #[I assume you're talking about the wrestling but still--]

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The anonymous busted down the wall to the blog with a sledge hammer. "HOLY FUCK, AVA MUN! Did you know that Ava was in the military with David? What proof is there? Well, in the Clem flash back when she was stealin' medicine, there was some camp fire conversations that were cut from the game BUT STILL FILES THERE. Ol' Davey talks about Ava being more muscular than he is and was a hell of wrestler in the army."

[I HAVE NO IDEA IF I NEED TO ANSWER THIS IC OR NOT I’M SO CONFUSED BUT– There is also this part where he flat out states that they were in a unit together. I had no idea about the wrestling thing tho.]

#grayfxce #▸ || OOC #[HEY TELLTALE IF SHE'S SUCH A GREAT WRESTLER WHY DID A WALKER THROW HER OFF A LEDGE???]

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[There needs to be more stuff in Ava’s tag aside from people laughing about her death and/or David’s reaction to it.]

#▸ || OOC #[I get it her death was SO BAD and David all but forgot about her after a few seconds of yelling but where are my giftsets? #I've seen like one.]

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( 18 & 26 ?? )

Hard Mode Headcanon Meme || still accepting!

18. Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

I think a good mixof both would be an ideal for her.

However, if she hada choose, I think she would be likely to admire someone who's ambitious. Avaprobably figures she's got enough wisdom to balance that out if she has to work with them, but shelikes someone who knows what they want and has some sort of goal inmind, especially in survival situations. Though, she can certainlyadmire wisdom and rationality, too.

26. How does your character behave around children?

Ava's prettycomfortable around kids. She doesn't have any of her own, but she'snever had a problem holding babies, playing with/talking to toddlers,etc. I think, during the apocalypse, she also sees kids as hope,despite how harsh their reality will be, and tends to have a softerspot for younger people because of this. While she may not alwayshave the final word if someone she considers a superior overrides heropinion on something, Ava's more prone to be forgiving of childrenand young teens for messing up than she would a full grown adult.Also, I don't think Ava's ever thought of herself as a maternalfigure, but she can certainly take on a mentor role or be a friendly face to children.

In short, she's'cool aunt' material tbh.

#wordgiven #▸ || HEADCANON