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i saw some comments on tiktok where people were talking bout how they found tumblr too hard to use and part of it being that there was no lack of dates so “what if you reblog or like something from five years ago?!” 

buddy… we have posts circulating still from 2011, its literally just how it is

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might fuck around and stop obsessively yearning for romantic love and direct all that energy and passion into creating and doing things that are meaningful and worthwhile

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Eruri Week: Sacrifice

He Chose Titans by masksarehot

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

i almost don’t care what y'all think of this bc i am so burnt out by the amount of effort i put into this for the week it took for me to do it in between work and social life and i did it because i love masks and her fic is legit the best pls check it out

sorry if this is considered a bit spoilery but this chapter actually killed me and i needed to do something about it

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Art of “ Paul Hamer ”

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@ literally anyone who draws. you are better at drawing than butch hartman. feels pretty good doesnt it

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also it really takes the fear out of getting older when you realize that society has collapsed and we are no longer obligated, nor should we even be expected, to settle into Serious Adults in business suits with steady office jobs and 2.8 kids. there’s nothing to stop us from just gradually becoming more eccentric with each decade. we may not have retirement plans but we can plan to gradually evolve into the 80s van wizards our parents were too cowardly to become.

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the concept and idea of “you can always start trying to be a better person” is extremely important to me both in media and irl and i continue to be deeply deeply disturbed by the trend on this site pushing that these ideas in media are bad writing or even morally reprehensible

because theyd rather someone stay terrible or just straight up die than become a better person 

from a compassionate point of view it’s deeply distressing and from a pragmatic point of view it’s outright frustrating

it’s fucked up. 

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anyone else remember being a child and seeing the very neat handwriting of other little girls and somehow knowing that you were a different genre of person than they were

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I’m not even making this up.

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Eruri as yin and yang

Recently I realized that Erwin and Levi are literally the image of yin and yang symbol because of both their appearances and personalities. And I decided to write a post with all the details I’ve noticed related to this yin and yang thing.

Yin and yang theory:

Yin and yang is a concept of dualism in ancient Chinese philosophy, describing how seemingly opposite or contrary forces may actually be complementary, interconnected, and interdependent in the natural world, and how they may give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another.

When yin meets yang:

When yin person finds their yang person they become bonded to each other and find full balance in this relationship, which fulfills their potential to the fullest. Levi’s and Erwin’s lives changed completely after meeting each other:

Levi gave Erwin his strength and it helped him to change the image of the Survey Corps the majority of people had in their minds. With Levi by Erwin’s side, people finally started to think there might be a chance that one day the humanity will win in this war against the titans.

Erwin gave Levi freedom and meaning of life after he had lost Farlan and Isabel. Also, Erwin became the source of power for Levi, which made him Humanity’s Strongest soldier.

Personality:

➤ Levi as yin

Yin people are quiet in social situations and don’t like conflicts;

They enjoy solitude and a quiet, peaceful environment;

Are melancholic or phlegmatic (I believe, Levi is phlegmatic);

Yin mindset is more intuitive, emotive, and holistic;

They are very caring and enjoy creating a home (nest) for themselves and their partner (Levi cleans Erwin’s office and prepares tea for him);

Self-confidence and personal authority are attractive to yin people;

Regularly creating time for calm and peaceful activities is important for them (Levi likes cleaning and drinking tea);

The moon archetype strongly resonates with yin people;

Need to be led by someone (Ackerbond).

➤ Erwin as yang

Yang people have a strong creative streak that demands expression (Erwin is very creative when it comes to writing love letters);

Have heightened energy, vitality, and are more restless;

Are choleric or sanguine (I believe, Erwin is sanguine);

Yang mindset is more logical, serious, organized, and rational;

Mental stimulation, adventure, and achievement are key needs to be met;

Comfortable in making decisions with ease, speed, and confidence;

They appreciate the talents and gifts in other people; 

The sun archetype strongly resonates with yang people.

Childhood:

➤ the upper world / the underworld

➤ the beloved parent they lost: father / mother

Father / mother parallel is mentioned here because yang represents masculinity or man side, and yin represents feminity or woman side.

Appearance:

➤ blond-haired and tall / black-haired and short

Other details:

➤ the Sun / the Moon

Erwin is the Sun (chapter 84 “The Midnight Sun”);

Levi is the Moon (his character song “The Dark Side of the Moon”).

➤ the white and black horses

Interestingly, the majority of soldiers’ horses are light / dark brown, and few characters have white (Erwin, Petra, Isabel, Christa) and black horses (I noticed only Levi having a black horse, but I may be wrong).

➤ the red and blue symbolism 

Shadowgale96 wrote about this here and here.

➤ they represent the Wings of Freedom

Erwin is wisdom (white wing / white bird)

Levi is strength (dark blue wing / black bird)

Also, it’s symbolic that black and white birds were replaced with ravens when Erwin died. It’s like they both died at that moment: Erwin died for real and Levi died from the inside.

➤ the light / darkness parallel

This scene from episode 49 is especially good for showing the light / darkness parallel. The room is perfectly divided into two different parts each of them correlated to an appropriate character.

When the balance is upset:

When yin person lost their yang partner they experience oversleeping, slow thinking, sluggishness, compulsive behavior, lack of motivation, and apathy.

Oversleeping: after Erwin’s death Levi feels tiredness and emptiness. Also, there’s a chance he finally slept in a bed for hours because Isayama-san mentioned his “bed hair” during the Oita Autograph Session;

Slow thinking, sluggishness and compulsive behavior: Levi got hit by Thunderspear explosion in chapter 115;

Lack of motivation and apathy: Levi’s overall condition after chapter 84.

When there’s no yin person nearby, yang people experience an inability to relax.

Inability to relax: Erwin is more relaxed when he has Levi by his side. Also, he shows his calm and soft smile to Levi only.

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I am sorry.

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Luther: What scares you the most?

Vanya: Snakes

Diego: Needles

Five: The unstoppable marching of time that is slowly guiding us all towards an inevitable death.

Klaus: Five

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i literally still cannot get over the öga för öga scene like luther and diego were really out there calling and legitimately threatening the life of an old lady and five just walks in like

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they’re so messy I can’t

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Alright so the cast of the Sparrow Academy was just announced and Ben is set as number 2.

So if we are going by the theory that Reginald numbered TUA in terms of weakest powers (Luther) to strongest (Vanya) and if he ranked the Sparrows the same way, that knocks Ben way down from second most powerful as number 6 to second least powerful as number 2. 

Which if THAT is the case, oh my god I fear for our Umbrella kids. 

OR perhaps Reginald did it backwards this timeline around with 1 being the most powerful and 7 the least???

THOUGHTS??? CONCERNS??? FEARS??? I HAVE MANY. 

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My absolutely favorite thing from the sparrow academy cast announcement is the fact that only from character descriptions you can already see so many parallels and sources of conflict.

I knew tracking the font they use would be useful some day

Bonus: Lila