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Day 18/100 days of Productivity

27th April, 2024

Academia

Electric charges and field lecture slides: 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th

Doing flashcards of Organisms and Populations- 60 of them and revised 30 again.

Made quick revision sheets for all the cycles of Photosynthesis and Respiration.

Watched a video on C3 and C4 cycle and made notes in the revision sheet.

Non Academia

I watched more of Gilmore Girls. And my bhuaji (aunt) and cousin had come home and I had such beautiful time talking to them for barely an hour. I also made uttapam. ❤️

When i share about my day here, I feel so confident. Like I'm doing something right. Feels soooo good.

Also, have you heard DARL+ING? (*crying heart eyes*)

Day 17

Day 19

Pictures from pinterest. Credit to the owners.

I lost count of days in #20doa🚲 and April is almost over. I clearly didn't do 20 days of April 🥲 I dont even know how many days it is. Therefore, I'm just adding the tag and in my masterlist.

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gender euphoria is looking rly hot to other queer people and offputting to everyone else

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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The way you change your immediate reactions to things is that you catch yourself having an uncharitable/bigoted/overly judgmental thought and you catch it and replace it and then you do that a hundred times a day for your whole life and eventually one day like five years later you realize that you think differently now and you’ll always be working on something but that’s how life goes and that’s fine.

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unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.

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every day wake up & remind yourself you are an animal

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Heal so you can recognize a genuine relationship with pure intentions when it shows up without sabotaging it.

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14.04.24 waiting for a reply from my university that will inform me if I actually need to learn Latin or not 😗

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some days you’ll tick everything off your to-do list and still feel no satisfaction. each thing took twice as long or three times the effort. it rained and you got soaked. it shined and you were burned. everything got done but nothing went right.

maybe you’re not going to be happy today, but tomorrow you’ll see everything you accomplished, you’ll laugh at your stubbornness and your grit, and you’ll feel good.

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every time exam season comes around, i am painfully reminded of why i should’ve started my revision weeks ago… the only thing keeping me going is listening to seventeen on repeat

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this is my rory gilmore.

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some of u bitches r trying your hardest to stay positive and hopeful despite all the bullshit you’ve been going thru and it really shows and i’m proud of u

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Reasons someone may not have replied that aren’t the bad reasons your brain suggests to you (they’re mad, stopped caring, you aren’t important, etc).

They’re asleep/resting.

They have no service.

They want to take time to form their reply.

They don’t have the energy to reply right now.

They’re working / don’t have access to their phone.

They accidentally opened the notification and meant to reply and got distracted (this doesn’t mean they don’t care either! I do this a lot and I love my loved ones dearly. My brain is just chaotic sometimes.)

They’re in a really bad place.

They’re in a situation where it’s rude to use their phone.

They really just want a break from talking to people.

They are enjoying a movie, game, activity, etc.

Something came up they had to deal with asap.

A lot of the time, to challenge irrational thoughts we need alternative explanations to combat them. Here are some for a situation when a loved one hasn’t replied to you. I encourage you to plan for other situations that come up for you as well.

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18.04.2024 [😚]

🍨: 박물관 갔다 카페 다녀오기/ There are so many books to read

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✦ 19. 4. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Friday ✦ Day 17/60 ✦

Today was kind of a reset-day for me; I journaled a lot (I needed that) and organised a bit (of everything, really).

✦ school - // ✓ art - page in my sketchbook ✓ sport - excercise

🌱🌿🪴 - 47min on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ Wiped Out! - The Neighbourhood

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Taking care of yourself is productive